WHAT IS CLEARING?

WHAT IS CLEARING?

Clearing is an approach based on understandings, to relieve a being
of his self inflicted limitations and sufferings.

The purpose of clearing is to reoptimize the game of life as best
it can be, return to the being an acceptable ratio of winning and losing
under normal circumstances, with some thrill and doubt once in a while.

It is presumed that with useless self inflicted handicaps gone, his
ability to win at life will go up without question.

Primarily clearing restores eternal good humor born of mastery of
songs of sin and ludicrous demise.

Songs of sin are moments of self deceit, and ludicrous demise is
the result.

Of course if the limitations and sufferings of a life are not self
inflicted, then clearing can do nothing about them, all clearing can do
is get a being to take back his own causative postulates about himself
and his inadequacy or insufficiency to his own survival.

If the universe is going to wipe him out anyhow, there is nothing
that can be done about that, but as long as he is still in the game,
under normal conditions, he should be able to play it with verve, zest
and flair, and be proud to be himself.

And if the universe is still going to take him out no matter what,
he will go down fighting until he is no more, with his pride all that is
left still standing.

If there is such a thing as no more.

WHAT ARE WE TRYING TO CLEAR

We are trying to clear moments of self deceit wherein the being
chose to be handicapped, limited and or suffering.

At first he does this to make himself more acceptable to others,
you can't be a God walking amongst humans and expecting to play with
them.

Then he does it to make others more acceptable to him, you can't be
human walking amongst Devils.

Most of it sticks in the effort to get and not give sympathy,
apology, cooperation or granting of beingness between self and others.

Spot who you are trying to get sympathy from.
Spot who is refusing to give sympathy to you.
Spot who is trying to get sympathy from you.
Spot who you are refusing to give sympathy to.

Also the effort to give and not accept sympathy, apology etc.

Spot who is trying to give you sympathy.
Spot who you are refusing to accept sympathy from.
Spot who you are trying to give sympathy to.
Spot who is refusing to accept sympathy from you.

Since the way to happiness is a true confession:

Spot who is trying to get a confession from you.
Spot who you are refusing to give a confession to.
Spot who you are trying to get a confession from.
Spot who is refusing to give a confession to you.

Spot who you are trying to give a confession to.
Spot who won't accept your confession.
Spot who is trying to give a confession to you.
Spot who you won't accept a confession from.

The above is called a 16 way bracket on getting and giving,
accepting and rejecting sympathy and apology.

This one process alone can save a life of suffocation.

HANDICAPS

In walking the narrow edge between too much ability and too little
ability, your preclear has layered deceit upon deceit upon himself
without undoing prior deceits.

Thus he becomes a layer cake of lies about himself, each lie
intended to adjust and re adjust the balance of power in the game
between himself and others, to a point where further adjustment becomes
almost impossible.

He can no longer make himself better, so all he can do is adjust
downwards, make himself worse.

He can't easily undo the mess he has made, because he can't
remember what he has been doing or why, because self deceit is self
deceit after all.

Self deceit likes to pretend there is NO self deceit.

Run to a result,

Get the idea there is:

NO self deceit.
SOME self deceit.

The primary problem with your preclear is he has engaged in a tad
too much NO, and not enough SOME.

He's got SOME NO (a lot actually), and NO SOME, get it?

So the thing we want to do with our preclear is get him to run all
this NO that he has been laying down on himself, particularly the chain
of SOME self deceits and NO self deceits.

When the being has uncovered the basic deceit on any given chain,
he is free to change his mind about it, or continue it for yet another
day, thus allowing him to knowingly rebalance his handicaps in a way
that suits him in present time.

Being able to create NEW handicaps is as valuable in winning
present life games, as is getting rid of old irrelevant useless ones.

Master of disguise.

What we are trying to do is get him able to create, make survive
and destroy handicaps, that is become an expert in vanishment and
persistence.

Aberration is the effort to create a vanishment (as-isness) with
a NO (Not-isness). The apparency is that the thing is gone, but it
isn't and it eventually comes back to bite him and weigh him down.

As it is, he is carrying around handicaps from a thousand games in
a thousand years that are doing him no good in THIS game RIGHT NOW.

WHAT TO AUDIT

Notice that in the English language NO and KNOW sound the same,
this wrecks havoc on the preclear when he can no longer keep track of
what he KNOWs and what he NOs.

So what is there for a preclear to NO?

First there are the 5 senses.

Sight.

Hearing.

Taste.

Smell.

Touch.

Your black V has something he is not seeing, not hearing, not
tasting, not smelling and not touching.

Never ever ever ever ever ask a Black V to make a mock up.

He can't, why rub it in?

Making mock ups is not a muscle you flex enough times until it is
strong enough to make a mock up.

Run instead,

"Don't mock up something."
"Good, now verify you didn't mock up something."

God didn't know WHAT he was going to mock up before he mocked it
up, and he doesn't know now as a fallen being, as a being fallen into
the sea of NO, what he isn't mocking up any longer.

Forget the WHAT, never audit the WHAT, just audit the NO and SOME.

The moment the preclear starts asking SOME WHAT?, he is out of
session, forget the WHAT, you want SOME ANYTHING, it doesn't matter
WHAT.

Keep it a nameless something. he can get the SOME without getting
the WHAT.

Remember he is also running NO *AND* SOME on the same WHAT at the
same time. You just want to run the intentions and efforts to make it a
NO and SOME what, you do NOT need to know the WHAT.

Then there is feeling, as in emotion. Your average mortal meatball
preclear can be found down below can't hide on the thetan tone scale,
allowing his body to run his life for him somewhere between despair and
terror.

What most people consider a productive life is actually powered by
a lot of whistling past the graveyard.

Sometimes you will find a cute human body who is up in Enthusiasm
as a body, but still down in can't hide as a thetan, and frankly they
may be photographic but mostly they are for the birds.

It's the grueling about life and its dilemmas that makes human
faces less than adorable.

The being's case makes the face. Pretty people generally don't
have a case because they are too stupid to have one. They are really
being the animal one hundred percent.

WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO NO?

The above 5 senses can bring experiences to us in at least 6 ways.

1.) Direct present time senses in contact with the physical
universe.

2.) Imagination creating experiences whether gleaned from the
physical universe or not. God didn't have to see a tree before he could
mock one up.

3.) Dreaming, as in night dreams.

4.) Hallucination, as in too much acid or suffering from trauma
spilling over into the day time waking hours.

5.) Memory

6.) Telepathy from others.

That gives us,

NO SENSING

NO IMAGINATION

NO DREAMING

NO HALLUCINATION

NO MEMORY

NO TELEPATHY and NO OTHERS.

And don't forget DOUBT, INDECISION, and CERTAINTY.

NO DOUBT, NO WONDER, NO INDECISION, NO DECISION AND NO CERTAINTY.

QUESTION AND ANSWERS

The cause of time is quest.

Your preclear is powered in time by quest, by questions seeking
answers.

He has a serious mis understood on the nature of questions and
answers.

He believes that questions HAVE answers.

In truth, questions ARE answers.

So should we stop asking questions and not try to find answers?

It depends on whether you are talking about the physical universe
wherein there is a game to play called science which involves posing
questions and answering them, or whether you are talking about the
spiritual universe where the guy has MADE a game out of being
spiritually crucified on the cross of questions and answers, pride and
shame.

The being knows about himself, what is he doing asking questions
about himself? That's NO KNOWING, you see?

What happened to SOME KNOWING?

Remember we are trying to audit out self imposed limitations and
sufferings of self deceit.

A question about one's self or the spiritual nature of the world,
is a self imposed limitation on knowing what one knows at core about
one's self, including all these games of self deceit your preclear is
engaged in.

The guy has confused the external game of physical science, which
depends on questions and answers, with the internal game of going free.

Remember he didn't WANT to be free in the beginning, he WAS free,
but wanted to engage in an endless future of CHASE, and the primary
mechanism he used was obscuring the truth from himself by PRETENDING he
didn't KNOW and couldn't HAVE, but wanted to KNOW AND HAVE, via asking
questions and seeking answers.

Let me tell you Native State has no dearth of havingness.

Native State is COMPLETE and eternally smug about it.

There is no liar lying like the seeker of truth.

Yes, he will get there some day, but only if he finds some truth :)

Which means QUESTIONS and not answers.

Questions are the truth, answers are the lies, the Q&A away from
the truth that he seeks.

At root Q&A means to change the question every time you get a
possible answer, never actually getting the first question fully
answered, nor any of the following ones either.

In the vernacular it means wandering away from your original
destination every time you get stopped, and changing to a new
destination and wandering away from that one too when you get stopped
again.

Such a being never gets where he intends to go except accidentally.

The opposite of Q&A is dogged persistence towards your original
intent no matter what happens.

The problem is that dogged persistence in the direction of finding
answers is AWAY from the truth he seeks.

The game of questions seeking answers is the only game there is,
and always a game that can never be won.

But there is a lot of glory and sympathy in trying, enough to glue
you to the end of the time stream forever more.

It is the question asking, in particular the heavy convulsive
effort towards question asking, that powers time away from the source
point of having created the self deceit of not knowing.

Questions are like the pedals on his bicycle with which he rides
away from the beginning of time towards the end of time.

The answer to his SUFFERING *IS* the question which resides at the
beginning of any time cycle, not at the end, where in only false answers
await him that are not the question itself.

False answers make you feel bad, thus when you seek the answer to a
self answering question, the very effort to seek another answer than the
one you already have in the question itself, makes you feel doom is sure
to come, right around the corner in fact.

50 billion years later and sunk deep in timestone, he is still just
sure that doom is right around the corner.

Powered by eternal hope, he never notices that getting to his
answer and the end of his suffering in time, is kind of asymptotic,
always getting there, never arriving, but each mile harder and harder,
forever and ever.

So pedal he must and pedal he does.

YOU ALREADY HAVE THE ANSWER IN THE QUESTION YOU ARE ASKING,
anything further is a wrong answer, a wrong why, further down the stream
in time.

The more he seeks a wrong answer, the more determined he becomes to
seek the truth even though he is sure it will just crush him to find it
out in the end on a total unacceptability.

He's right, he is chasing a wrong answer, wrong answers make you
feel bad, there is no truth further down the time stream.

You start off feeling good in time, and end up feeling bad.

This is why all immortalities in a single time stream *ALWAYS* end
up as hells in need of auditing.

Why because time is powered by the quest for an answer to a
question that IS the answer you seek.

The problem is your preclear no longer knows what questions he is
asking, and there are many of them. He feels it as a massive convulsion
to DO something about something, about anything, as long as he is DOING.
Doing in this regard is pedaling towards the spiritual garbage pail at
the end of time.

One might be tempted to say that the way to audit this is to run
what questions he is asking, and it is, but you have to be VERY careful
not to run it as a question.

Preclears will always try to find what they did that is making
everything so bad for them, by racking their memory for the event.

It just isn't there in the normal sense and can not be accessed
using efforts to 'remember'.

One can however approach this delicately with

"Spot NO question."
"Spot SOME question."

Remember NO means pretended NO, so in running the NO question part
of it, you are running the not-isness off the thing like wildfire.

So here is the point.

The being thinks that what is wrong with him is what happened to
him, but he can't remember it.

He can't see it, hear it, smell it, taste it, feel it, remember it,
or imagine it etc.

So when he solo's he tries to LOOK to see what he can't see or is
refusing to see.

But he is refusing to see it, so how can he see it?

You can't stop refusing to see something by simply changing your
mind and ceasing refusing to see it.

OH no, the time for that is LONG gone. He had his chance on that
one long ago and threw it away, stamped it UTTERLY out of existence in
fact.

But anyhow WHAT happened to him isn't what is hurting him, its the
collateral damage caused by the heavy efforts to NOT see it all these
years. That will burn anyone's brain out.

And when it kicks back during a moment of pause or wonder about it,
it gives him headaches that only a circus in his head could cause.

Wonder is itself a form of question asking.

He is wondering, who, what, where, when, and why it all happened,
and if it did happen, but none of that is the NO he threw in front of it
to hide it all.

Again what happened didn't hurt him, you can do anything to a
thetan forever and he will be fine.

But the minute the thetan tries to put a NO on it, a "this didn't
happen, I don't know about it, it doesn't affect me", then he
traumatizes HIMSELF through the incidental consequences of the damage he
does to his space and his body by shutting it all down as if nothing
happened.

THAT IS WHAT NEEDS TO BE AUDITED.

It isn't the WHAT that needs to be audited, its the NO.

Eventually the WHAT will surface, but your preclear will be WAY
better before it does, because he will have stopped smashing his face in
so hard wondering what the hell is wrong with him.

It is the question that kills along with the NO.

And the NO that IS wrong with him, is not back there when it first
happened, its all the god damn times he continued to do it after it
happened right up to present time and into the future.

THAT IS WHAT NEEDS TO BE AUDITED in present time.

HOW TO AUDIT THE PRECLEAR

Some of you would just love to take your whole case by the scruff
of the ball and kick it over the goal post never to see it again.

OK, here's how.

Run to a result, get the idea

There is NOTHING.
There is SOMETHING.

Keep in mind that getting the idea is CAUSATIVE, that things are
created and destroyed in the mere conception of them.

If you want to be cruel about it run,

Get the idea there is nothing.
Good, now verify there is nothing.
Good, get the idea there is something.
Good, now verify there is something.

Now truth is, not one of you has the balls or doggedness to run it,
on yourself or anyone else.

Nothing but us chickens on this planet, so we can break it down a
bit into the areas we discussed above.

Get the idea there is NO sight.
Get the idea there is SOME sight.

Get the idea there is NO hearing.
Get the idea there is SOME hearing.

Get the idea there is NO taste.
Get the idea there is SOME taste.

Get the idea there is NO smell.
Get the idea there is SOME smell.

Get the idea there is NO touch.
Get the idea there is SOME touch.

Get the idea there is NO feeling. (as in emotion)
Get the idea there is SOME feeling.

Get the idea there is NO desire.
Get the idea there is SOME desire.

Then run every item menitoned above on the following:

Sensation, imagination, dreaming, hallucination, memory, and
telepathy.

As the process runs, the NO will come flooding off your preclear,
and items will come forward begging to be discussed.

*THE ITEMS ARE NOT IMPORTANT.*

The items are Q&A on the NO.

Run the NO, let the items flood.

Look, so he finds his mother used to wash his head in the toilet
and rinsed his hair by flushing it.

That's an ITEM, it is what happened.

So your preclear says, "Great now I know why I was messed up!"

NO, he was messed up because he turned a KNOW into NO.

Question asking like "Why am I messed up?" is being out of session
because it is trying to turn a NO back into a KNOW. BY DRAMATIZING AN
EFFORT TO ASK A QUESTION.

Dramatizing means bringing seriousness, permanence, importance and
pain to an effort or action.

As long as he is asking the question "What happened?", he isn't
running the process of duplicating the effort to make sure that NOTHING
HAD HAPPENED.

The effort to make NO HAPPENING does not include the effort to ask
WHAT HAPPENED!

Do you get this?

Exerting the effort to ask what happened is GUARANTEED to not be
duplicating the effort to not know what happened that needs to be run
out.

Run the NONE OF and the SOME OF, and forget the WHAT OF.

Running the duplication of NO properly, ends the question asking
completely. He will learn that he is KILLING himself with these
questions, it is the question asking that harms him, not the absence or
even presence of answers.

Once he sees this clearly, he will cease utterly the self auditing
of asking questions (called figure figure by LRH), and take up the pure
solo auditing of spotting questions AS THEY HAPPEN IN REAL TIME and
letting them pass like clouds in a summer sky and running SOME and NO on
them.

So your preclear has come down this 3 stage ladder.

Something happens, he does something bad or someone else does
something bad, or maybe its too good to be true, it doesn't matter WHAT
IT IS.

That's the ANSWER of WHAT IS IT?

Then your preclear denied he knew what it was, and created the
question, "Gee what's wrong with me, I wonder if I have forgotten
something?"

Wonder, wonder, wonder.

Wonder kills. Slowly and with pain.

That's the SOME QUESTION, namely WHAT IS IT?

Then lastly he forgets he has the question, that's the NO QUESTION.

He becomes a 'What question?' case when you bring up the subject of
forgotten questions. "Who me, never..."

And then he does this a few million times across a few million
years across a few million games, and that's what your basic 9 to fiver
is, a black cannon ball of forgotten questions, never to be seen again.

We call these guys cannon ball cases, because their space is so
dense and dark no one can audit them, and they are mostly useful for
shoving down a cannon and shooting at castle walls.

And he is headed for the end of time on automatic at full speed.

ITEMS

Items are answers to questions, or anything the preclear might have
or could have ever had a question about.

If you simply have to run them, run

Get the idea of NO item.
Get the idea of SOME item.

Kill the Q&A machine that is ruining your preclear's life, kill the
question asking dead.

To make case gain, the mind has to be as still as a pond on a
windless day.

There is nothing else to run, the entirety of your preclear's life
is NO and SOME.

Remember moments of self deceit are HAVINGNESS to your preclear, he
HAD to be handicapped in order to join the game.

But he didn't have to be CRIPPLED.

But it got that way through a long and torturous route as he tried
to balance his need to have a fun game with others, with the increasing
idiocy of their own conditions.

And they were doing the same.

It has to do with acceptance and unacceptance.

Run NO acceptance and SOME acceptance.

Run it, don't get into.

All we want to do is make it fun again.

Being idiots that is, joyous gamers in a game stream.

Then he can go higher if he wants.

Homer

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THE PURPOSE OF CLEARING

ACT - 30
30 November 1993

Copyright (C) 1993 Homer Wilson Smith
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.

>Clearing is all about eliminating the *reactive mind*
>and removing the random, unpredictable reactions that
>an *aberrated* person has.
>
>Clearing is all about putting the *rational mind*
>back in control isn't it?

Clearing has to do with postulates, causative moments of self
limitation that the thetan has imposed on himself in order to have a
game, and later postulates he made in his efforts to solve the problems
he came across in that game.

Clearing takes place, as far as I know, on 3 levels, GPMS, BT'S and
'charge' or engrams and secondaries.

GPMS are the top level postulates that a thetan makes to create a
game for himself, they result later in goals problems masses, from which
they take their name and which are the core of the undesirable mental
mass that the thetan finds opposing his mental efforts.

BT's is a shorthand term to refer to any and every link that a
thetan has to any other thetan, by which they share dreams, mockups,
universes and objects to play with. We co share a physical universe on
a telepathy basis, which implies that we ought to be able to co share
sleeping dreams too. These telepathic links to embodied and dis
embodied thetans have become a problem to a thetan who is enmired in
them and spending a lot of energy not-ising them or trying to crush the
other guy out of existence. Much better to just unlink. This is
handled on NOTS, the middle part of the Bridge.

It surprises the hell out of a pc when he finds out on NOTS that
some of the people he is PTS to are people he has never met in this life
but who are in a body just like him and who he is in direct mental
contact with trying to crush them out of existence for a long time. The
kick back accounts for some of his headaches and for his unlocateable
PTSness.

At the low end of the bridge is handled 'charge', a term stolen
poetically from electrodynamics. Charge refers to emotional charge in
this case, and results from not having what you want, and having what
you don't want. This can build up in the mind and become suppressed in
the body, heart, mind and soul, producing ridges and hard spots that the
thetan can not look through, approach or dissolve. These are the mental
masses referred to as goals problems masses. Charge is mental energy
and attention units as LRH calls them, so to the degree that a thetan
has encysted charge in his system, he will have less free energy for his
own attention and feelings.

There are many people who can't feel emotion at will, or who can't
make crystal 3d mockups at will, or who find areas of their memory
blocked including birth and before. If you can't remember your bottle
or your mama's breast, you are looking at charge.

In many ways things work like a capacitor, if you flow too long in
one direction, you soon lose the ability to flow in that direction.
Wanting something and never getting it is an example of this. Pretty
soon the thetan gets mentally exhausted and gives up, suppressing the
whole thing into oblivion. But he is suppressing a fully charged
capacitor (poetically speaking). The purpose of clearing is to get him
to contact the loss and release the energy through reevaluating why he
thought he couldn't have want he wanted or why he wanted it in the first
place, thus releasing back into his free control the mental and
emotional energy that was locked up in the 'loss capacitor'.

There is also a 'loss inductor' effect which thwarts the being's
efforts to STOP suppressing by creating a convulsive suppression effort
when he tries to let go and not suppress any more.

Mental mass is itself loss resistance, the mass resists the being's
efforts to flow attention and energy through his body and into the real
world. The less mental mass the being has, the more mental energy and
will to live he has available to him for action.

Any form of loss causes charge to build up on a being who does not
know to discharge it before it gets too much. Mortals don't believe
that charge can be discharged, so they suppress everything, death is too
great a loss for them to make more of or to take responsibility for,
which is necessary to discharge any loss.

They are on a "wouldn't have, couldn't have, shouldn't have made
this", so everytime they come near the subject they build up more and
more sorrow and choked-up-ness about it. That's charge. Serious
physical injury also permanently disenamour people with the physical
universe and life as a whole, and so too builds up permanent reservoirs
of charge.

It is all based on a MUST HAVE but CAN'T HAVE or a MUST NOT HAVE
CAN'T NOT HAVE basis.

Charge persists because of a refusal to as-is its creation. People
are refusing to start what they are trying to stop, and refusing to stop
what they are trying to start.

You can't stop what you consider you didn't start.

You can't start what you consider you didn't stop.

That is total responsibility.

Every engram contains a moment of trying to stop what you consider
you didn't start, or a moment of trying to start what you consider you
didn't stop.

That is what 'real' loss is, it's loss you didn't start, it's loss
you didn't CHOOSE.

That is what Christ learned on the Cross. As long as he tried to
stop them from driving in the nails he could be hurt.

'Father, why hast thou forsaken me?'

But as soon as he realized he had to take responsibility for what
they were doing, which means MAKE THEM DO WHAT THEY WERE ALREADY DOING
AND MORE, then he attained a full release from the Crucifixion.

'Father, how doest thou glorify me.'

The Death on the Cross is the archetypical engram. I apologize to
those of you who find Christianity inane or offensive, but being a
Christian I have to speak on what's real to me. Having a long track of
being crucified and crucifying others, the subject is real to me.

The idea of crucifying someone is to give him an experience he
would NEVER create for himself. By thus getting him to deny
responsibility for the experience, and getting him to not exert CAUSAL
AGENCY for it happening while it is happening, you trick him into not
only having the experience, but also getting stuck with it as an engram
because he MUST NEVER HAVE IT HAPPEN AGAIN.

That IS what forms an engram. Engrams are merely those moments
that MUST NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN. At their center will be an attempt to
stop the incident from happening and a refusal to MAKE IT HAPPEN MORE.

Engrams are moments of unconfronted unwillingness.

You see in an engram CAUSAL AGENCY is denied, and where causal
agency is denied and not willfully operated you get OTHER AGENCY by
definition, 'I am not doing this, THEY ARE DOING THIS TO ME!' and that
(incorrect) postulate produces a must not happen again, which produces a
persisting mental image picture as solid and as deadly as the original
incident, and that we call an engram.

Each person is stuck in that moment of his track that he most
regrets and most detests. That which he most wishes had never happened,
and certainly must never happen again. He holds onto the incident to
make sure it never happens again, and also to help him justify having
done it himself earlier or later, and to restrain himself from doing it
again.

You see there are regrets that must never happen again too and
THOSE are the key to the case.

Each person is stuck in that moment of the track that he is most
unwilling to have REVIVIFY or happen again. In shutting out that
memory, the rest of his memory goes with it by default. Bye bye past
lives, not to mention mama's tit.

So you audit death, torture, hell forever, until you find the
charge.

You see the guy has got a problem. He doesn't want to as-is the
incident because then it would be GONE as if it had never happened, but
then he wouldn't know about it anymore, and so he wouldn't be looking
out for it and being careful about it, so then it might happen again.

To make sure it never happens again, he holds onto the facsimile or
memory of the incident making very sure to shape his life around it to
make very sure that it never happens again.

In this way the incident becomes very solid, because he is in
effect deifying it.

But by definition he can't stand this incident, it is his most
detested incident, so he doesn't want to know about it, he wishes it had
never happened in the first place. So how does he keep this incident
around him and yet manage to not have the incident as if it had never
happened?

He NOT-ISes the incident, meaning he holds onto it, keeping it in
creation, but then blanks it out with total force and unconsciousness.
This takes energy, so a rather large percentage of his sum total
allotment of mental energy gets tied up in this process for the rest of
time: Having but not having his most feared and unwanted incident.

One of the primary targets of clearing is this particular piece of
insanity. This will cause an enormous resurgence in the case both in
responsibility level and in energy level.

There are in general 7 kinds of death to audit, each forms a chain,
with many sub chains of its own. They are death by

1.) Natural Causes including old age and disease.
2.) Accident
3.) Execution
4.) Murder
5.) Suicide
6.) Kamikaze
7.) Torture

You should list out all the different ways you can die by each of
the above means. Be inventive, the one you leave out will be the one
you are stuck in. When you get it you will reviv on it.

Remember you have to run having it done to you, and you doing it to
others either before or after.

That will make you a Grade V, Power Release, surely higher than
anyone presently in the Church.

By 'stuck in' I mean there will be two moments on the track that
are locked together by the common effort to nail them out of existence.
One moment will be a time that you caused that kind of death to someone
else AND REGRETTED IT. However the regret came too late and there was
nothing you could do about either the death or the regret so you nailed
it.

Then there will be the time when the same thing was done to you,
either before or after you did it to someone else. There may be
unfathomable bitterness on that incident, that usually means you did it
first. There may be regret on it, that means they did it to you first,
you regret getting yourself into that situation.

The postulates that you made during both incidents will have
colored your conception of the world as it is for the rest of time, and
you will find that your present life still conforms and SUCCUMBS to
those postulates.

You are shaping your life around those incidents as a living
memorial of what should never have been.

It is these two incidents that the Christians are talking about
when they talk about 'we have all fallen short of the glory of God'.
They have no idea. None. Which is why you probably don't like them.
Of course they have 'never lived before' which is one way to NOT HAVE an
incident that you have.

At least the Christians know there is something wrong, which is
more than can be said for the meatballs and other food stuffs.

You can never stop something, if you are unwilling to admit having
started it in the first place. It is the denial of responsibility for
the EXISTENCE of the unwanted item, that produces the one way flow when
you become devoted to getting rid of it. Starting and stopping together
make a self discharging two way flow. If you become devoted to stopping
something (a loss say) that 'you would never have started or created',
then you are now operating on a one way flow, an upset and eventually a
not-isness, as the pain of loss becomes too great.

The more you flow into trying to stop the loss, the more resistance
builds up and the less you are able to flow. Eventually you become
exhausted and go into apathy and become overwhelmed by the loss.
Overwhelmed means no longer able to create. The joke is you could still
create if you were willing to create the LOSS!

Lose a mother? Make more and lose them too. Eventually you can
make mothers and NOT lose them, ever.

Much to high for your average meatoid.

They think the whole subject of going clear is sick.

They miss the point that creating the loss works to prevent the
loss in the future. What ever you make, all you have to do is make it
again to make it disappear.

If you make a big ugly electric spider and it starts to come after
you, make it again, and poof it will go away. If instead you say, no I
did not create this, I never would have created this, I couldn't have
created this, NO ONE could have created this, why then of course the
spider, which has already been created, has no where else to go but
after you!

The basic action of dianetics is to get the person to recontact and
reconfront the moments of unconfrontable loss and pain in this and other
lives, including feared futures, and in thus getting him to essentially
MAKE the moment again in his mind, he discharges the pain stored up
because he was so unwilling to make the moment when it first happened.

Those who believe that pain is permanent and final will refuse
dianetic auditing because they feel that hurting themselves again by
digging up past hurts including shame will serve no useful purpose.

They have never experienced case gain, they don't think they CAN
experience case gain except by not-ising and thus forgetting for good,
and so they will be antagonistic to auditing.

They are stuck in the not-isness of their big co-excused UNREVIV
their most detested ded/dedex or motivator/overt sequence.

Such cases are stuck in two eternal 'wishing it hadn't happeneds'
and they refuse auditing because auditing is always an effort to make
things happen again, at least on the mental level, until the being
becomes willing and able to not only HAVE IT HAPPEN AGAIN for real but
to MAKE IT HAPPEN AGAIN, because who do you think made it happen the
first time?

All aberration is an unwillingness for something TO HAPPEN AGAIN,
and an unwillingness to MAKE it happen again.

It's a MUST NOT HAPPEN AGAIN.

As long as the being is no longer able or willing to make it happen
again, chances are it will happen again, because what he fears most will
continue to come after him and after him and after him forever down
through the ages.

Time itself will last until all beings stop running away from the
things they fear because Time, MEST and other beings are themselves the
very warp and woof of what is chasing them.

You make what ever you put your attention on, and if you have 49
percent of you attention on some hideous incident you were involved in,
and another 49 percent of your attention not-ising the hell out of the
thing so that you can spend the remaining 2 percent of your attention
being a socially acceptable facade, well then you can bet it will happen
again. The more careful you are about it NOT happening again, the more
likely it is to happen again.

Your unconfessed regret will make it so.

Of course if you are willing and able to make something happen
again, you may do so, but at least you will be choosing it knowingly,
which you were doing all along anyway, including your unknowingness.

So that is the purpose of clearing, to clear these must never
happen agains so that they won't happen again until you make them happen
again, if you ever do, which you might not.

Once you are able and willing to make things again, the auditor's
job is done.

What you do make again once you are able and willing to is quite up
to you.

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>Now your turn. Define TRUE.

There are two spheres of interest, the Actual Whatis that
consists of the Static and its potentials, and a subset of the Actual
Whatis which is the Virtual Whatis where postulated realities are
created, and the bridge between them called the Conscious Unit.

Actual truth are all things that are true about the Actual
Whatis, about Static, its potentials, and the hows and whys involved
in the creation of the Virtual WhatIs via the conscious unit.

Virtual truths are all created truths in the Virtual WhatIs,
these are created solely by postulates creating vanishing truths
called an as-isness, which can be made into persisting truths by
postulating an alter-is overlay of significance on the as-isness so
now it has meaning.

The statement "All truths are postulated truths" asserts that
THAT truth is a postulated truth so could have been postulated
differently "All truths are not postulated truths."

The correct statement is "Only postulated truths are postulated
truths and that is not a postulated truth but an Actual Whatis truth."

Postulated truths are Virtual WhatIs truths.

Not even God can create himself.

God is the Actual WhatIs. Inside of God there is an area for
postulated virtual realities, the Virtual WhatIs.

The PURPOSE of the Actual WhatIs and all the mechanics underlying
it is to create postulated truths, create virtual realities in the
Virtual WhatIs.

The conscious unit acts as the go between, between unmanifested
Source (Actual WhatIs) and Manifesting Virtual WhatIs.

"Source sources only when Will Casts."

Well the will wakes up from who knows what beck and call, but
once awake its approval and will govern everything that gets
manifested.

Multiple wills can get together but only if each will and approve
it.

Homer

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Zinj (zinjifar@yahoo.com) wrote:
>Contrary to prediction, finding the 'cause' of a trauma does *not* reduce the
>trauma (or the engram), but, instead leads to an unhealthy obsessive feedback
>loop, where the trauma actually *gains* in significance.

Pure unexpurgigated balderdash.

Trauma is the result of one's resistence to the event, failure to
take responsibility for it and over it.

There is nothing a being can not confront once he decides it
might be a good idea to try. Things don't heal because there is
continued not-isness and protest on the incident along with negative
postulates on the undesirability of existence etc.

The humor has not been found, and humor will heal ANYtHING.

>Finding the 'cause' of a problem almost inevitably leads to finding *other*
>causes and incites *other* problems.

Actually true, so when the being takes full repsonsibility for
both sides and ceases seeking external causes, the problem vanishes.

Engrams are not external causes by the way, they are a RECORD of
the being having failed to take full responsibility over both sides
of an event.

Homer

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Rogers. D.Scn. (The_Bindu@NOSPAMmsn.com) wrote:
>Okay, Homer, I have the capability of seeing things "that-a-way" too.

>BUT... I'm a bit worried that you are using Axiom One to somehow justify an
>abhorrence or denial of the mest universe (harmonious with Theosophical and
>Yogic concepts, mind you).

Abhorrence and denial are both considerations and have nothing
to do with the actuality.

The issues at hand are those of illusions.

So you are sleeping and have a dream, and in the dream you bounce
a ball off the wall.

Why does the ball bounce off the wall?

Couldn't the ball just as easily go through the wall?

In that same dream you turn on a lamp, and the room lights up.

Why does the room light up? Photons?

Do dream walls need photon's or even lights to light them?
Haven't you ever had a dream where you turned on the light, and the
room lit up but the light stayed off?

In that same dream you get in a car and start the key, and it
revs up and you drive away.

Do cars in dreams need gas to run?

So meatballs have two answers for these things depending on
whether you are sleep or awake.

They admit in the dream that the ball bounces off the wall
BECAUSE a third party, namely 'the brain' makes it look like the wall
is cause over the ball, but its a projected illusion of cause.

But when you are awake, the wall is really out there and really
causes the ball to bounce off the wall.

That's how the brain got the idea in the first place.

This is in fact incorrect.

The mechanisms and illusions of placement of cause are the same
in all dreams, the wall does not cause the ball to bounce. The thetan
creates that illusion so it can blame the wall and have a game.

At no time is cause where it seems to be.

The theorem of equivalency says "There is no experiment
that you can do either awake or sleeping that will prove with absolute
certainty that you are awake or sleeping."

In other words everything that happens awake can happen in a
dream, and everything that can happen in a dream can happen awake,
and there is no experiment or observation anyone can do to prove which
state the being is in.

>Or, taking another tack, you want to completely validate THETA, yet desire
>to completely invalidate (as illusion) the CREATIONS of Theta? Why?

The creations are the material of illusions.

Illusions (assignment of cause) are necessary playing the game.

That VALIDATES THEM, THEY ARE NECESSARY TO PLAYING OF THE GAME.

What I am writing merely shows how the virtual reality works, and
thus implies a route back out. Namely taking full repsonsibility for
all efforts and all emotions on all dynamics as one's own, full
pandeterminsm, and thus one can vanish one's involvement in these
things.

There is no MEST except people's dream of MEST.

MEST is one great big co hallucination.

The hallucination is actual, but the implied space and time and
causes aren't.

Hallucinations of space don't actually take up any space!

>I mean, on the one hand, I see your point of view as a good exercise. You
>know, good exercise, particularly at this stage of the game because it
>balances and compensates for excess involvement and/or fixation in the
>"creations" and mest.

People are fixated on MEST because they believe it to be actual,
and they believe their consciousness of MEST arises from processes IN
MEST (da brain), and that they are MADE of MEST.

You know, "everyone could be dead and MEST would continue on."

And "If you kill the brain, the being is killed to!"

Externality doesn't exist at all, its an illusion, we each create
pictures (which are actual but made of consciousness not metal or wood
or space or time etc), and we overlay our pictures with the pictures
of other thetan's, so we both can see the 'same apple'.

Its a good experiment for two OT's to do.

Sit on opposite sides of a table and have both mock up an apple.
Have each describe their apple, and have the other try to duplicate
it. Then reverse the roles.

At some point if they are able to do this, the two apples, both
of which are merely mocked up pictures in their own minds, will
suddenly lock onto each other and become 'one apple'. This will scare
the living daylights out of both beings as they will suddenly feel the
presence of the other being's cause through their own apple!

One being is trying to make the worm wiggle this way, and the
other being is trying to make it wiggle that way, and sudden the worm
fuses into one worm and starts to wiggle on its own "Hey I'm real!"
and it starts to eat a hole in a direction neither are quite
controlling any more. Each one is now blaming the other, thinking "I
didn't do that!" and you have an apple with a worm on the lose.

Then if one of the beings moves the apple across the table, the
other being will see his own apple move also! Then they can fight
over the apple to see who gets to move it where. The apple will
become VERY solid to a point where they can't get rid of it.

They can then run another VERY OT drill and try to get rid of the
apple :)

>But again, I don't see how one can validate Theta and simultaneously
>consider theta-creation invalid? As far as I am concerned, the invalidation
>or "write-off" of the mest universe is going to (circuitously, perhaps) come
>back to the invalidation of Thetans.

YOU interpret my factual description of how things work as
invalidation.

I am merely writing the facts.

If you assign cause to something and run from it, it WILL come
after you and eat you.

This doesn't mean it ever had any cause of its own.

Assigned cause = illusion.

Belief in illusion = delusion.

>Yeah, Ron himself used the term "illusion" on occasion, but it should be
>understood that he didn't mean it in a theosophical or invaliditive way.
>When a thetan puts a "mock-up" in place, it is exactly and simultaneously
>the equivalent of saying "IT IS." You know, "It is - because I say it is."

Not quite.

I can say 'There is a wall' and yes there is a PICTURE of a wall
in my conscious experience, color, weight and temperature etc.

But its a dream.

It may LOOK like its made of brick, but there is no brick, its made
of conscious picture that looks like it is made of brick.

It may LOOK like its 'out there' in space and time, but there is
no out there in space and time, its a *HOLOGRAPHIC* projection, a
*VIRTUAL REALITY*. It looks like it is out there, period.

If I close my eyes the wall goes away. We may pretend it is
still there, but it isn't.

Now I mock up a ball, yes the conscious picture of the ball is
quite real etc. And we throw the ball at the wall, and what do you
know, the ball goes right through the wall.

Well we can't have that can we, so we postulate that the ball
can't go through the wall, and lo a and behold it now bounces.

Why?

We assigned cause to the wall.

Is it actual? No. Conscious pictures can't have actual cause
except to be perceived. That's the only cause a mockup actually has,
the conscious mockup causes you to perceive it.

Is it real? You bet, the ball bounces off the wall like there's
no tomorrow.

>Use of that old term "illusion" is a mistake in the first place because of
>its associations and "understoods" in connection with "unreality" and such.
>But as Ron explained in his lectures in Phoenix, basically, when a thetan
>puts out an 'illusion' it IS ACTUAL.

This is your confusion and *MASSIVE* MU.

When a thetan puts out an illusion it IS REAL.

It is never ACTUAL.

>And if you come along, Homer, and try to persuade that thetan that his
>illusion has no existence or validity, you're likely going to have a fight
>on your hands. (ha ha ha) He might just NIP you with "illusionary" beams
>and take your head off. (wink)

He can only do so if I have assigned cause to him.

The only thing a thetan can cause is a mockup, a conscious
experience.

The fact that the sun 'lights' the world is an intricate hook
together between experiences that allude to cause being out there,
which is the illusion. If he believes it, then he is in delusion
about illusion. This is necessary in order to dream and not know you
are dreaming, so its an ability and a necesary one.

It's still delusion about illusion.

Ron goes over this in great detail in the Phoenix Lectures.

Thetan's don't like being told that space and time are illusions,
let alone having it proved incontrovertibly to them, because they both
then cave in on the thetan. With nothing holding them out there,
nothing holds then out there!

For millenia they have been held out there by his belief THEY ARE
OUT THERE. Once he realizes he is dreaming, just like when asleep, he
starts to wake up, which is space and time caving in and going poof!

It far easier to wake up out of a sleep dream than this dream
because this dream is protected by Nemesis One.

Sleep dreams are only protected by your desire to not go to work
for a while.

Homer

>Les.

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NOTES FROM THE DEEP END

09/06/02 Friday 1:16pm EST

Since all learning is learning about how things affect you, the
only thing you can learn about something, is how it affects you, all
learning is learning about cause.

If something doesn't affect you, there is nothing you can learn
about it.

Is the world in the hands of the sane people? No the world is in
the hands of the crazy people. The sane people aren't going to push the
button, but at the same time they can't stop the crazy people from
reaching for the button. So is there anything you can do? No. The
only thing you can do is get rid of the button.

Is there anything you can do to keep the crazy people from reaching
for the button? No

I am a lot more scared about being blown out of the water by people
who have the bomb than by people who don't have the bomb.

The little red button

You know I am told the world is in the hands of sane people, but
that's not true, its in the hands of nut cases. You know why, because
the sane people won't push the little red button, the nutcases will.

Now thank God the little red buttons of the world are mostly in the
hands of the sane people, but that won't stop the nut cases for reaching
for them. The real quesiton is can the sane people stop the nut cases
from reaching them, and the answer is no

The nut cases can't wait to push the red button even if it takes
themselves out, because they can't wait to get to heaven doing God's
work.

You know my posting on privacy might have indicated that I believe
that any effort the government makes to crack down, to sacrifice privacy
for security, is mistaken, far from it,

When there are terrorists everywhere and dirty bombs in every
suitcase, it is time to put a policeman in every bedroom.

The citizenry just needs to keep their finger on the control panel
so they can stand down their police state after the emergency is over.

Do you value your 3 SUV's in the garage more than you value your
freedom to speak?

What part of your life do you value most? What part of your life
do you value least?

The item is *GREATNESS*

Trying to make it valuable.

People who take the cross they hang on too seriously, need to
lighten up, a LOT.

Confession is also about your dreams too. Reference to adore about
True Confession.

You must tell at least one other living human being who can have
and receive your communication without flinch and reaction.

Love and Shame can not of Force and Mass be Made

One Nation Under God is an abomination of the truth which is that
we all are god playing the game of thinking God is on our side as we try
to destroy the other.

This is God playing the game of Being An Asshole.

Just as the Christian thinks the Muslim is going to Hell, the
Muslim thinks the Christain is going to hell But you know what, they are
BOTH going to hell where they will be packed like sardines all over each
other.

Now that's Justice

But only for a while, until the smell of packed sardines begins to
nauseate them, turn their stomachs, and they give up their foolishness.

Aren't you worried about losing customers? Nah, who needs the
stupid suppressive bigots on our system. I am more worried about
getting murdered by some Christian or Muslim who thinks he has found a
sure fire one way ticket to heaven.

The Christians and the Muslims understand their is only one Heaven
and they will be sharing it with both of them.

But first they have to get in

There is no bigger sin than bigotry. Murder, adultery, theft,
nothing, because they are only for a while. Only bigotry is forever
because bigotry is ABOUT forever.

Bigotry is the belief that some people are irredeemably morally
inferior.

Bigotry is the one capital cardinal sin, you can not get into
heaven until you give it up

Bigotry, wishing someone to hell forever, sending someone to hell
forever, or even merely BELIEVING that someone will go to hell forever,
or even wondering if someone will go to hell forever, is the one
cardinal sin.

Heaven does not discriminate based upon race, creed, color or
religion.

The Christians are in such fear of their God, as if God needs
nothing from them.

People think that Hell doesn't discriminate according to race,
creed color or religion. Little do they know that Heaven doesn't
either.

It's belief in hell FOREVER that gets you out of Heaven for a
while, at least for as long as you hold onto your belief in hell
FOREVER. So it can last a while :)

Attempted dones count as dones. Just considering it however
doesn't.

The only people who go to hell forever are those who are trying to
send something or someone to hell forever. Wishing counts.

Hell however is merciful, it is like a Chinese finger trap. The
minute you stop trying to send something or someone there, it can't hold
onto you any more either and you pop up into Heaven.

People who really BELEIVE in hell FOREVER for anyone, are destined
to go there for a while. Once there, no one can hold onto the belief in
hell forever for long, but they stay there until they give it up.

You have to try hard to go to hell.

You can't have two objects in relation unless they have qualities
of being.

The most dangerous people are not those that bow and pray to the
devil but those that think you do.

Christians are into alcohol and Muslims are into pot. That each
side tries to make the other illegal is religious bigotry at its best.

I want a girl that can see the mountains 100 miles away better than
she can see the pimples on her own face.

The younger can rarely see how much older the older are, but the
older can see how much younger the younger are.

The cardinal virtues: Justice, prudence, fortitude and temperance.

Licence to breed.

Boys and their toys making war games.

Attractive and unattractive. What are you trying to attract, what
are you trying to repell, what are you trying to get the attention of.

Interactions, to interact and to not interact.

To be important to, to be unimportant to.

Wanting to be important to people but not wanting people to be
important to me.

Wanting to seem important, wanting people to think I am important,
wanting people think I am cool. Needed and wanted, regency.

Wanting to belong

I want something perfect

I don't want to be old, young and old.

Wanting to be attractive to older people, attracted to me as a
being.

Competition is the essence of life. In the absence of competition
there is no quality. If you love something compete with it, if it
starts to fail, let it compete back.

My life is aimless. Aimlessness.

No matter which way I turn there is no reason to go.

So I keep moving just to move.

What am I to do?

Wandering, to go wandering around.

Too much unwantedness.

Vexed

Desperate searching.

Poor me. Poor me, exhausted and cute.

Can't relax, can't rest, must work, must keep going.

Worrisomeness

Trying to impress, to gain admiration, proneness, it is prone

Native state is prone.

The lesson of science is that God is a mathematician first and a
purveyor of damnation second.

Mathematics and damnation

To be a diplomat

Left and right fight each othe with swords tipped with their
respective presidents.

The universe is a living being, if you do something to enhance the
universe, the universe will do something to enhance you.

Or not :) (Hard Candy)

It is inconceivable that someone so interested in mathematics as
God obviously is, could be so interested in sending anyone to hell
forever.

Bascially hell consists of blame, false blame, and refused
apologies.

Its fine to say that god allows people to do evil things in order
for them to have free will, but why does He allow them to do evil things
to innocent people?

God of a different lineage.

You know me I think the Christians and the Muslims should sit down
and stop all this 'You are going to hell forever because you follow a
God of a different lineage' stuff. If they don't they are going to end
up in hell together.

And as for pinheads, Larry King was talking to one the other night,
and asked him, "Where was god on 9/11?", and he said God allows evil
people to do evil things so that they can have a free will. Yeah but
why does god allow evil people to do evil things to good innocent
people?

If I did that, if I created a universe where evil people were
allowed to rough ride it over good innocent people, I would be
considered a monster. I can hear a pinhead saying "Yeah but God has
infinite wisdom!" So I am supposed to conclude that infinite wisdom
makes it OK to allow evil people to rough ride it over good people?

I think the universe is a lot bigger than your average religious
dingdong has conceived.

Edge of War

The vengeance of the Lord is Love and the divine punishment is
Eternal Magnificence.

What are your postulates? Spot an asset.

Am I taking responsibility where I shouldn't be?

Anarchy is a sea of micro tyrannies. It's our efforts to climb out
of that sea that we build government. But that government must be
designed to protect the people against that government. Otherwise it
results in a sea of one macro tyranny.

I am not a conscientious objector because I believe in God, but
because I don't believe in God!

Trust is at the level of a God Postulate.

It's you against life basically, its you against the planet.

That's where the dependencies come in and the self inadequacies.

Depending upon magic

Still and in motion

Giving up and keep trying

I gave up during school

Trust in whom or trust in what?

Trust is probably relative to a game

Worry and confidence

Insane and sane, trying to solve my life from an internal magic
point of view is insane, I should just go out and get a job.

It's force, punishment and hurry making myself work.

I feel permanently ill, ill and well.

Exhausted and replenished

Despondent and despairing

Eager and enthusiastic

Getting up and resisting

Maybe its resisting getting up

God can't help you unless you have a personal inventory on the
table. What do you have? Spot an asset. But they gotta be assets you
HAVE. What do you have?

Real hero material

Trying to think about the unthinkable

To really take care of myself, to not depend on daddy's money

To not depend on anybody

The reason for separation between Church and state is there is
nothing more insane than religion on this planet at this time, and there
is nothing more dangerous than an insane religion with an army behind
it.

The universe is a song of tears

If there were no war, no bad guys, and the world were at peace
would you be out of a job? Would you starve to death?

You can't commit a crime on another without becoming a victim.

It's got nothing to do with karma, its got to do with the laws of
physics.

That last was in reference to soliders who try to make each other
solid so they can kill them. In the process of intending that someone
else be solid enough so that you can harm them with a bullet you become
solid yourself Why?

The only thing worth mocking up is what's next?

Outside of the all that is, is nothing, because if there were
something, it would be part of the all that is. The all that is, is
what we call God, is a living sentient being.

God being infinite would never stick himself in an infinite hell or
an infinite heaven. He would stick himself in an infinite series of
these little games he likes to play where there are both heavens and
hells, but things only last for a while. You either win the game or you
lose the game, then you start all over again. With some eternal peace
in between.

I don't want the Nobel Peace prize, I want peace.

Philosophy is like wine tasting, its question tasting. One should
have at least tasted of the questions, even if one never finds the
answer.

God Bless America is bigotry, as it implies God Damn everyone else.

It's like God Bless Whites Crude and crass.

This world exceeds me, and if its a (word lost) its only because of
the drive in man to accomplish something good even if the odds are
stacked against him

The perception of cause is the perception of time First A then B.

An object has nature and nurture. It's position in space/time is
its nature, and its nurture is whether it affects other objects in
space/time.

Deliberation and deliberateness

Coming to terms with war

Strong and weak, only the strong shall survive

Major failures in commandingness

Challenge The need for challenge.

Who am I to make these comments? The military, I pay their salary,
they don't pay mine. The military is a hired hand for the non military
under the command of OUR elected officials.

Can you go to hell for obeying the orders of your government?

When your government tries to say for God and Country aren't they
trying to usurp God for themselves, to get you confused as to who you
are actually following?

Is it always morally right to kill when the government tells
you to?

Is it always morally wrong to kill when the government tells
you not to?

What do you owe your country? What does your country owe you?

What causes people to be willing to share? I don't know, probably
mostly smell. If the guy smells like you you will be willing to share
with him. If he smells like those grease balls over there, you probably
won't be willing to share with them.

America may be the best outhouse on Earth, but its still an
outhouse.

People ask me, well if you don't like America why don't you leave
it? Well for one, one out house is pretty much as good as another.

For two, because it is my home whether I want it to be or not.

And for three because I am here on a mission, and it would be a
violation of my mission orders to to abandon America.

"America, love it or change it."

And they ask "Mission orders from whom?"

That's for me to know and for you to find out I will tell you one
thing though, it comes from much higher than anyone waking around in
boots.

The republicans think the employer should own the employee,
and the democrats think the employee should own the employer.

That's who owns who around here.

The hawks have a hard on for war and can't wait to stick it up the
enemies ass.

Airplane approaches building, F15 warns him off, airplane gives F15
the finger, F15 blows him up, uranium is spread all over manhattan, and
the guy inside is laughing all the way to heaven, hell or his next life
depending on what you believe.

I watch CCN all day long, the hawks start talking and I go yeah you
are right we should take them out now, the peaceniks start talking and I
go yeah you're right, we should wait a while.

I have never had a bonding experience with America.

The fear of being interrupted.

I am opposed to going to war without world and UN approval, you
can't just give the world the finger and expect to win.

Defenseless

What is the fate of Earth?

Its the stupid little non producers that burn all the fires and
pollute everything for us producers and make life more expensive

Gotta keep working

We are getting to it, we really are, we're getting to it

Trying to be aware of the world through the body

Becoming suicidal

Throwing a fit when hit too many times

Dread that something is going to happen

I can't feel good about anything

Care takers of carrion

dread, I am not adequate to the day

I am doing everything wrong

I am cheating just to get by

I should just admit I can't do it Stop pretending I can.

Its endless

So why bother, you can't accomplish it anyhow

It will just come back

there will just be more of it

Its too much work getting up to work

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