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ADO-2
18 February 1993

Copyright (C) 1993 Homer Wilson Smith
All Rights Reserved

You know they say Jesus died on the Cross for our sins at Calvary.
This might be true, I don't know. I don't particularly like
Christianity because they keep it to one life. They tell you you must
confess, then they prevent you from confessing.

That's a high crime in my book, one well worthy of the fate that I
believe befalls most Christians.

The Lord reserves a special place in hell for Christians, on Earth
or some other neat joint, life after life, until they wake up, wise up
and grow out for real.

The Lord is merciful though, people get as many chances as they can
stand. Eventually they get it right.

However the possibility still exists that something miraculous
happened 2000 years ago.

It says in ADORE that Christ died in the flesh and was reborn in
the flesh and the spirit so that me and thee don't have to die in the
flesh to be reborn in the spirit.

Having almost died more than once during my own dark night of the
soul, a journey of personal discovery into why I was so sick, this one
idea alone has probably saved my life more than once. Just THINKING the
idea at the last moment kept me from falling over dead from fear and
pain.

It didn't even take believing the idea, it only took considering
the possibility of it.

However ADORE also says Christ didn't die on a Cross of Wood, He
died on a Cross of Pride and Shame.

That implies the Jews did not crucify Christ, that story is a
fabrication. He crucified himself, much as we all have.

ADORE also says not everyone needs Christ. Christians need Christ.
So if you are not a Christian or resent the idea of a personal Savior,
that's ok. It's not critical to your salvation.

What is critical to your salvation however is confession. That is
absolute. Confession at least to YOURSELF.

But its always nice to have at least one other as your trusted
friend, right?

For those who need Him, that's what Christ is for, He is someone
you can confess to.

So we are not saying anything bad here about Christ or Christianity
in all this, we are only saying that once you tell a person he must
confess and repent to be saved, you had better God damn well let him
confess and be saved.

That the theory of confession has possibly taken a new turn with
the inclusion of past lives and co-excused withholds does not invalidate
the original precepts of Christianity one bit, it does however condemn
its one life time view, along possibly with its followers who would be
so foolish as to condemn others for not following with them in their
voyage of personal self deceit.

The only people who really deserve to go to Hell for a while are
those who preach that some others deserve to go to Hell forever. And
really you can only stay in Hell for as long as you are trying to send
someone else to Hell forever, all the while failing to confess the
sorrow and darkness in your own soul.

Anyhow, you certainly can't get to Heaven without being saved, but
if you aren't saved by the time you die you certainly are not going to
be saved after you die. To whom will you confess in your in between
lives? What was waiting for you there the last time you died out of a
body?

Thus you had better get saved BEFORE you die. You had better get
to Heaven while you are still alive if you want to get to Heaven after
your last breath.

Being reborn in the flesh over and over again is the result of not
facing up to your death in the spirit which you suffered when you did
your first wrong and failed to get it confessed and amended many
millions of years ago.

It didn't help that later you failed to get other's confession
along the same lines because it might remind them of your's.

So the universe has slowly become a quagmire of mutual missed
withholds. Everyone is guilty, and no one is admitting it.

So strutting around in this life claiming 'I have lived only once,
I never did any wrong before this life because I did not exist before
this life, and Jesus will save me after I die because I have called on
his Name to do so and if you don't believe as I believe you will all go
to Hell forever' is a walking open wound of a religion and is probably,
along with its warring brethren, responsible for most of the suffering
going on on this planet today.

Did you know that some Christians believe that most Jews are going
to go to Hell forever just because they are not Christians and don't
accept Christ as their Savior?

What wonderful people.

A real pleasure to know.

Such people who promulgate this form of religious bigotry usually
end up hanging from Crosses on the underbelly of the astral plane.

No one, and I do mean NO ONE with an unconfessed regret will ever
enter the Kingdom of Heaven just because he died, no matter whose Name
he calls on, how many times he calls on it, or how much he pays them.

No one can enter the Kingdom of Heaven with moments of his memory
time track gone because 'it didn't happen.'

So if you don't have a clear memory when you die, you will get
reborn again.

At best death removes the veil a bit so that you can see some of
what you have done and how much those have been hurt who were once under
your thumb. In fact you may never find regret looking into a past life
area because the realization of wrong and the regret that followed may
not actually have happened until after you died in the in between lives
area, although your overts, sins, crimes, unannounced cruelties and
crass injustices all happened during the lifetime just gone by.

It is partly this lifting of the veil after death, and the
resulting cognizance of what they have wrought that leads many people to
CHOOSE to enter life again in a new body to continue to work out their
'Karma' until they can do it right HERE ON EARTH.

People take their Crosses with them though into their present life,
so they have a hard time.

By the way, bad things do not happen to you in this life just
BECAUSE you did something bad in a past life. But when something bad
DOES happen to you in this life, if you HAVE done something bad in the
past, watch out, for those co-excused withholds will sink you every
time.

The answer is of course to confess everything that you can when you
know you have done wrong, don't justify it or not-is it, and when
someone does you wrong in this life which reminds you of a quiet wrong
you are hiding from a past life, just give them YOUR confession right
there and then, and THEN give them hell for what they are doing to you.

You will all come out clean and friends in the end.

The Christians say there is fire and brimstone in Hell. They are
quite wrong. Hell is aloneness and silence, forever for free.

Hell is very real, but no Hell can last forever, eventually people
read the writing on their own tombstones where it always says the same
thing.

The way to happiness is a true confession.

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SEEING THE WORLD THROUGH THEORY COLORED GLASSES

Goober and Dufus were in physics class one day, and their physics
teacher, Prof Smartbright gave the class a home work assignment to turn
in the next day.

The professor told them that the Fairview highrise was 100 feet
tall, and he wanted to know how long it takes a ball to fall from the
roof to the ground.

The bell rings and everyone is getting up to leave when suddenly
Dufus runs down the aisle and hands the teacher a paper with his answer
on it.

The next day at the beginning of class Goober also hands in his
paper along with the rest of the students.

Dufus of course knew his physics, he knew that distance equals one
half acceleration times time squared.

He also knew that the acceleration of Earth's gravity was 32 feet
per second per second.

Thus solving for time, it came to the square root of 2 times the
distance divided by 32 or 2.5 seconds.

He didn't need a whole day to figure that out so he handed in his
assignment at the end of the class the day before and enjoyed his night
watching movies.

Goober on the other hand, handed in a long set of lab sheets. He
had actually gone to the roof of Fairview and dropped a small ball 100
times from the roof, recording how long it took for the ball to hit the
ground with a digital stopwatch. He got numbers like 2.49, 2.51, 2.5
etc, and he averaged them all up.

The average turned out to be 2.501, but he also noted the formula
that Dufus had used and mentioned at the end of his lab work that his
numbers agreed very closely with the theoretical expected result of 2.5
seconds, with differences possibly accounted for by his reaction time.

When Dufus and Goober got back their home work assignments, who got
the A and who got the D-?

Well what the teacher asked for was 'how long does the ball take to
fall from the roof to the ground?'

Not theoretically, but actually.

Perhaps the laws of physics don't change every day, but it was
mighty presumptuous of Dufus to assume they wouldn't change on THAT day,
if they had, his answer would have been wrong.

After theories stand the test of time, no one bothers to test them
any more, they fall into the category of 'every one knows its true'.

Goober on the other hand didn't trust the theory, and he didn't
figure he was being asked to, he knew he was being asked to LOOK in a
new unit of time.

So he went and did the experiments himself and found that they
correlated with theory pretty well on that day.

Scientists of the Rock do the same thing, ever talk to a Quantum
Physicist? Everything out of his mouth is quanta this, uncertainty
that, can't know this, probability that.

They think free will means random will.

You can't get them to spot a certainty of two different colors in
front of their face because they start talking about photons and
physical universe stuff.

YOU start the conversation talking about his conscious universe,
and HE convulsively switches it to talking about the physical universe.

They CAN'T talk about their conscious universe because everyone
knows consciousness doesn't exist as a real thing, its merely a process
in our brains.

YOU start talking about perfect certainty of perception, and THEY
start explaining about how in the physical universe certainty is
impossible. They are quite right, but there is certainty right under
their noses and they can't see it because it doesn't fit their stupid
theories.

Theories are like blinders.

Observations take precedence over theory. In the end if you have
no observations your theories are meaningless, and in the end if you
have an observation which contradicts a theory, that theory is false.

And if you have an observation that supports your theory, your
theory is no better off than it was.

And people get PhD's for this stuff?

Well yes, they get PhD's for dependability, but they then confuse
dependability for *TRUTH*.

People who become married to their theories become unable to make
observations that do not support their theories. They see the world
through 'theory colored glasses'. This results in an utter failure of
themselves as a scientist.

A scientist with a small theory ball can not only carry themselves
into hell or oblivion, they can and have carried entire races and
civilizations into oblivion.

Even people who don't suffer from academentia will do this.

You say 'pretend we are dreaming and you are looking at a red apple
on a table. Now how do you see the red?'

They say 'Well um, oh yeah the photons from the sun hit the apple
and come into my eye...'

What photons? What eye? Your dream eye?

The sun in your dreams lights nothing. Get a clue.

Self luminousness lights only it's *SELF*.

You can't get them to look at their conscious looked ats AS
conscious looked ats, for more than a few seconds before they revert to
thinking they are seeing the alleged physical universe referent.

People believe their eyes are a glass window onto the world.

Thus they think they are certain of the physical universe.

They can't stop seeing the world through theory colored glasses.

Sometimes it takes an axe through the head to get them to stop
doing so. Once they exteriorize over a dead body, they understand
again.

Goober got the A.

Homer

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> Vernon Howard's
> SECRETS OF LIFE (R)
>
> "Living in the now is freedom from all problems connected with time.
> You ought to remember that sentence, you ought to memorize it, you ought to
> take it out, you ought to practice it, you ought to apply it. And most of
> all, you ought to rejoice in it because you have just heard how to not be
> wretched, miserable you any more
> but to be a brand new, and forever brand new man or woman."

What this says is to not care about the future.

Not clear to me that such a being will last long.

One can do this as an OT, but not as a body. Taking care of a body
and others that one loves, even clearing people of such care, involves
living in the future with goals, purposes, intentions, desires etc.

The greater trick is to do this with out getting caught
in total seriousness. All game playing is future oriented,
but can one play without NEEDING to win?

That's the question.

Homer

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((My comments in double parentheses - Homer))

CLEAR AND OT

ACT - 51
13 April 1994

Copyright (C) 1994 Homer Wilson Smith
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.


L. Kin puts forth an interesting discussion about the definitions
of Clear and OT in the last chapters of Book One of his two volume
series.

He says that Clear means no more aberration. It means the being no
longer REACTS to things out of his or other's bank. He no longer is
influenced by pictures and engrams that have command value over him.

A Clear is one who no longer reacts.

OTness is related to ABILITY and has nothing to do with being
Clear. The more ability one has, the more OT one is. These abilities
can be normal Earthling abilities, or they can be more 'magical' ones.

Kin claims that people lost their Clear state long before they lost
their OT abilities. Thus there are many people in the universe who are
very OT but not Clear, they are aberrated and use their OT abilities in
aberrated fashions. Filbert calls them Crazy Gods.

Kin says that once a being goes Clear, he may or may not have many
OT abilities, and will develop them only through practice and desire to
have them.

He mentions that most aberrated and NON OT people like ourselves,
have various OT abilities in a stuck ON condition, such as telepathy
with other beings, such as BT's and GE's etc. Many of these stuck on's
may be not-ised to the point where the being does not realize they are
on.

During session when the pc finally comes around to handling the
stuck on ability, he will find the telepathic link to be quite strong
and connected and very real. Since it is out of his control, and since
he is being the effect of it however it will be a source of trouble to
him rather than an ability.

Once the being blows or erases the stuck on condition, such as a
telepathic link to a BT or Demon Class Entity, the preclear will not
again be able to reestablish the link because he does not yet really
have that much self determined telepathic ability.

Thus even after you have cleared a being of his stuck on links, you
may then have a being who actually has very little telepathic ability,
but who is also no longer the effect of unwanted telepathic influences.

Kin says that the route to full OT ability is not yet known, and
that all the high end things that a lot of people hear about OT's just
has not been attained yet. Apparently we can clear people and
disconnect these stuck on abilities to produce a present day OT, but we
still know very little about getting those abilities to grow on a self
determined basis.

Mayo seems to be working in this direction with Ability
Enhancement.

Kin also says something very interesting about the 2nd dynamic and
the GE.

He says that people go clear on the 1st dynamic, meaning their own
picture bank is gone, and then they go clear on the 3rd and 4th dynamics
meaning they disengage themselves from all their enforced connections to
BT's and other's picture banks. This produces the height of what
present day technology can produce.

He says that theoretically then, the being would start to work on
the 5th dynamic, which is his connection to the GE. The GE by the way
is really TWO GE's, one for both sides of the brain, although LRH says
only one of them usually has control at a time, and the preclear who is
in a body is being that one. LRH also says that which of the two GE's
is dominant can change over the course of a life, especially during
moments of trauma when the dominant one gives up and the other one takes
over.

LRH also hints that when a dominant GE gives up and the other takes
over, the memory accumulated while the first was in control will become
submerged and hard to contact.

And then there are millions of smaller GE's in a descending line of
command under the two top ones, down to the smallest parts of the body.

Apparently LRH was working on this body blueprint and the thetan's
connection to it when he died.

Kin says that handling the 2nd dynamic of Parents, Mates and
Children, is really handling the GE or the 5th dynamic, which is why
people apparently are still so nuts on their 2nd dynamic even though
they have attained 4th dynamic clear. He says it was this inability to
handle the 5th dynamic relationship between the thetan and the GE that
caused Captain Bill to die of cancer. It's a high end thing, frankly
many OT's still have physical problems like cancer etc.

Thus handling the parent child thing, which is 2nd dynamic,
actually reaches beyond the tested grounds of present day auditing
technology. Kin says we can produce a 1st, 3rd and 4th dynamic clear
routinely, but the 5th and 2nd dynamics have barely been touched.

He stresses that OT abilities can be and ARE had by ANYONE, whether
clear on a dynamic or not, and that this confusion between clearing and
being an OT has lead to much degradation of the tech and full
understanding of its goals in the Church and in the field.

It has also lead to a misunderstanding of the behavior of our Gods.

The goal of auditing is CLEARING. Whether people then go on to
increase or gain OT abilities is their business.

Clear means not reacting.

OT means being able to act.

They are two independent things although people who are not clear
eventually limit themselves to where they are not OT either, in order to
keep the reacting in check.

Thus Crazy Gods eventually become meatballs.


THE SECOND DYNAMIC

Regarding Kin's assessment that the 2nd is part of the 5th dynamic,
the TRUTH is that the second dynamic is a part of the 7th dynamic on the
goal 'To Create Life' or to call other beings into manifestation.

People are dramatizing the goal 'To Create Life' on the lower
physical harmonic of the 5th dynamic, but it has as its basic the goal
'To Create Life' on the 7th dynamic.

As such the complete resolution of the 2nd dynamic and full
responsibility for the outcome of one's actions, is an enormous
undertaking and would result ultimately in a 7th dynamic clear.

Kin mentions that a 7th dynamic clear presently exists only in our
hopes and dreams and may be attained in the long distant future.

One of the things that comes up while auditing the 2nd dynamic of
Parent and Child, is 'Should Never Have Been Born.' The subject for most
is simply too hot to handle.

People want to BE, but they feel, in their own eyes, that perhaps
they shouldn't BE. The don't want to die, but they don't feel they have
full permission to live. They feel like they have been stuck in an
arena they have no business being.

Probably one also might find the basic on apparent Mortality in
this area of the 2nd/7th dynamics, along with the concomitant Rage and
Regret Cycles that go along with being born and giving birth (conception
actually).

It all comes from the goal 'To Create Life' or some such.

With this goal, one is actually at the border between the 7th and
8th dynamics, because in Creating Life, one is playing God and playing
with another's Sovereignty and sense of Total Responsibility.

Calling another being into manifestation is not a minor action.

The Rage and Regret cycles are there to be audited, if anyone
dares.

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DAVID MAYO AFFIDAVIT

CD - 23
14 October 1994

Copyright (C) 1994 David Mayo
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.


I, David Mayo, declare as follows

1. I submit this Declaration in opposition to Plaintiffs' Motions
for Partial Summary Judgment based upon personal knowledge of the facts
contained herein and, if called upon as a witness, I could and would
competently testify thereto From 1959 to 1983, I was affiliated with the
Church of Scientology and, although officially designated as a "staff
member," throughout the period of my affiliation I was paid typically
only $10 to $22 per week for full time work for the Church. In
February, 1983, I left the Church after being subjected to a six-month
period of forced captivity and torture involving physical abuse and
emotional distress imposed because of voicing concern about unethical
and criminal activities being committed by officials of the Church

2. I have never been offered, nor have I ever requested, immunity
from criminal prosecution in exchange for providing information,
cooperation, or testimony with regard to criminal prosecution or legal
action by the IRS or any other public agency against the Church of
Scientology, the Religious Technology Center or any of their affiliates

3. I have never been charged with or convicted of any criminal
offense I have never been informed that I was the subject of a criminal
investigation

4. And and all testimony given by me in any legal action by
federal authorities against the Church of Scientology, the Religious
Technology Center, or any of thier affiliates was pursuant to subpoena
by a public investigative agency

5. In October 1982, a "Committee of Evidence" was convened by
plaintiff Religious Technology Center to consider a charge against me of
"sexual or sexually perverted conduct." The Chairman of the Comittee of
Evidence was Ray Mithoff (As the subject of the inquiry, I received a
copy of the convening order, a true and correct copy of which is
attached as Exhibit "A" )

6. The Committee of Evidence according to its "Findings and
Recommendations", dated January 29, 1983, "met extensively, reviewing
all evidence and data submitted, and conducting its own investigations
where needed to determine the guilt or innocence of each interested
party" regarding the charges made in the October 9, 1982, order
convening the Committee It noted that I pleaded NOT GUILTY to
specification No 5, "Sexual or sexually perverted conduct" and "the










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committee found insufficient evidence to substantiate the charge." (I
received a copy of the "Committee of Evidence Findings and
Recommendations," a true and accurate copy of which is attached as
Exhibit "B". )

Gregory Ryerson, a staff member of the Church of Scientology
International, has falsely certified Plaintiffs' Exhibit "B" as a true
and correct copy of "Findinqs and Recommendations of the Comittee of
Evidence" See, Declaration of Gregory Ryerson In Support Of Plaintiffs'
Motion For Partial Summary Judgment Regarding Defendant David Mayo's
Counterclaim For libel, signed under penalty of perjury, dated April 16,
1987 Plaintiffs' Exhibit "B" is a pastiche As such, it is not a true and
correct copy of the "Findings And Recommendations Of The Committee of
Evidence "

7. Vero Dantas, husband of Lecia Westerman, did not become ill
because of auditing by me or anyone associated with the Church of the
New Civilization at the Advanced Ability Center or elsewhere.

8. Plaintiffs stated in an Executive Directive, SO ED 2445 INT,
dated February 13, 1984, "Cancellation Of All Telexes, Despatches,
Cramming Orders And Verbal Tech Issued by David Mayo," p 2, # 4, that,
"In 1980 Mayo tried to position himself as the source of LRH's
miraculous tech breakthrough of Solo NOTs in a long lecture that he
gave. He then issued the transcript of it as a Flag Information Letter
and ordered people to study it, as a 'reference'" I recognize this
document as an official document of the CSI issued on blue paper with
blue ink and carrying the following CSI designation

CSI:AVC:RM: iw
(C) 1984 CSI.
All Rights Reserved
(A true and correct copy is attached as Exhibit "C" )

9. The quoted matter in paragraph 8, above, refers to Flag
Tnformation Letter 383, December 1980, authorized by AVC INT and
approved by WDC for the Boards of Directors of the Churches of
Scientology. I did not "issue" the transcript of the lecture. The Flag
Information Letter itself clearly states that it was authorized and
approved by and for the Boards of Directors of the Churches of
Scientology. Throughout the lecture, for reasons set forth below, I
gave full and complete credit to L Ron Hubbard as the source of Solo
NOTs. At no point did I try to position myself as the source (A true
and correct copy of Flag Information Letter 383 is attached as Exhibit
"D")

10. The technology of Dianetics and Scientology is a product of
the efforts of many people, including myself, and among others, Melanie
Murray, Julie Mayo, Merrill Mayo, Dona Haber, Brian Livingston, and
Phoebe Mauer. Moreover, I am the primary source of NOTs and SOLO NOTs

11. During my affiliation with the Church of Scientology, I only
attributed discovery and authorship of the tech to L. Ron Hubbard
because I was compelled to do so as an article of faith of the Church.










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It is the policy of the Church to require all tech to be attributed to L
Ron Hubbard

12. At no time have I been in the employ of L Ron Hubbard.

13. In February 1983, I left the Church of Scientoloqy.
Thereafter, the Church of Scientology, the Religious Technology Center,
and their agents and affiliates began a campaign of harassment and
intimidation against me and persons who associated with me.

14. On August 29, 1982, David Miscavage, and others, acting on the
orders of L. Ron Hubbard, kidnapped me and subsequently kept me captive
and physically and mentally abused me for six months During this period,
David Miscavage, an officer and director of RTC, told me in the presence
of Vicki Aznaran, President of RTC, Mark Yaeger, Commanding Officer, CMO
INT of CSI that if I ever escaped, he would personally see to it that
the resources of the Church of Scientology would destroy my character
and reputation internationally. During that six-month period of
captivity, I was forced to run around a tree in the desert in
temperatures of up to 110 degrees for 12 hours a day, 7 days a week for
3 months I was under tremendous coercion and duress I was refused
medical and dental treatment (after escaping captivity I lost six teeth
and required thousands of dollars of dental work to save the rest of my
teeth) I was not permitted to make or receive phone calls and all
letters I wrote were read by Scientology security guards I was often
awakened during the night and interrogated (mainly by Jesse Prince) In
early February 1983, I was told by Rick Aznaran, Director of Security,
RTC, (husband of Vicki Aznaran, President of RTC), to get the idea of
leaving out of my head because I would never leave the property alive.

15. From 1983 through to the present, Plaintiffs have engaged in a
concerted campaign to destroy me in accordance with the Scientology
"Fair Game Law," which allows opponents of the Church to be "deprived of
property or injured by any means by any Scientologist without any
discipline of the Scientologist. May be tricked, sued or lied to or
destroyed ."

16. As part of the campaign of harassment and intimidation against
me, the Church of Scientology, the Religious Technology Center, and
their affiliates and agents employed a team of private detectives who
harassed parishoners and staff of the Advanced Ability Center, Santa
Barbara, California, and who falsely misrepresented themselves as
federal agents and conducted campaign of disinformation about me to the
parishioners of the Cnurch of the New Civilization, potential
parishioners of the Church of the New Civilization, the staff and the
friends and relatives of the staff of the Advanced Ability Center, and
among persons with whom I and the Center conducted religious services
and training.

17. I was in extreme danger and under substantial duress during
the six-month period of captivity and torture. The duress affected me
even after my escape. I felt harassed and intimidated. When I left/was
expelled in 1983, I had no job qualifications (other than related to
Scientology), negligible savings, was not eligible for unemployment (nor










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social security) and had no job prospects. I had no friends or
acquaintances who were not scientologists and all Scientologists were
required to "disconnect from" (ostracize) me.

18. I have received many letters from people claiming to be
Scientologists who announce that they are disconnecting from me (True
and correct copies of a representative sampling of these letters are
attached as Exhibits "E-L" )

19. During this time I was barely able to cope, but was at all
times greatly distressed and upset. In 1984, when the Church of the New
Civilization was doing exceptionally well, a new and even more concerted
campaign of harassment began Involving not only personal attacks on my
character and reputation, but also against everyone I knew and with whom
I have associated. Durinq the summer of 1984, things became almost
unbearable. My distress, feelings of helplessness and despair were
overwhelming and continued to grow as each new insult was added. These
troubled days continue to have a toll on my peace of mind, which was
reinforced with each new act of harassment.

20. As part of the campaign of harassment and intimidation
launched against me by the Church of Scientology, the Religious
Technology Center, their affiliates and agents, certain publications,
among which are "The Story of a Squirrel," the "Writ of Expulsion and
Suppressive Person Declare," and the 'Squirrels' Executive Directive,
which make false, scurrilous accusations against me have been published,
circulated and distributed to Scientologists, to former Scientologists
and to others who have connections with me or the Church of the New
Civilization and the Advanced Ability Center.

21. In September 1983, I received the letter signed by Lecia
Dantas, nee Westerman, a true and correct copy of which is annexed
hereto as Exhibit "M". After receiving the letter, I telephoned her and
we discussed the letter. I called her at the number I knew to be hers
and I recognized her voice.

22. As documented by other Declarations concurrently filed herein,
missionaires from the Religlous Technology Center and the Church of
Scientology are still distributing packs containing, among other
malicious documents, "The Story of a Squirrel." the "Suppressive Person
Declare," the "Westerman Public Announcement," and letters and documents
referring to those publications.

23. On average, for me, one-half of each working day during the
active functioning of the Church of the New Civilization was consumed
with responding to inquiries from parishioners and potential
parishioners regarding the false and malicious charges made against me
and with dealing with agents of the Church of Scientology or the
Religious Technology Center sent to infiltrate and disrupt the Church.
As a result of these responsive actions required on my part, I was
unable to attend to my duties at the Church and Center and was unable to
develop new parishioners and to attend to retention of existing
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24. As a result of the false and scurrilous accusations made
against me by the Church of Scientology and the Religious Technology
Center, their affiliates and agents, the parishioners of the Church of
the New Civilization were lost and new parishioners were deterred from
coming to the Church while it was active.

25. Because of the campaign of harassment and intimidation
directed at me, at the Church of the New Civilization and Advanccd
Ability Center and its staff and at parishioners, potential
parishioners, and supporters of that Church, income was lost to the
Church and to me, individually.

26. At no time have I sought to make my differences with the
Church of Scientology a public issue Any publicity generated involving
the Plaintiffs and their campaign against me has been only in response
to that campaign. The only public=20 statements made by me which could
be construed as antagonistic to the Church have been made in internal
publications of the Advanced Ability Center or during "Sunday talks"
presented at the Advanccd Ability Center in which I responded to the
Church's accusations and sought to clear my name of the false and
denigrating statements made against me.

Executed on this 1st day of May, 1987, at Palo Alto, California

DAVID MAYO

53474-001 LP04247-A40

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GOD POSTULATES REVISITED

The God Postulate is that exact postulate that the pc considers
is true because has observed it to be true, when in fact it is only
true because he considers it to be true.

The pc considered something true, it thus became true. The pc
then observed it was true, then considered that he is considering it
true BECAUSE he observed it to be true, not BE CAUSE he considered
it to be true.

Thus the meaning of BECAUSE becomes reversed, and the pc becomes
an effect of his observation, and thus buried under the
consideration/observation flip flop.

The God Postulate is that postulate which is ruining the pc. He
makes the postulate as a problem, then spends the rest of time as a
solution.

He has however set himself up for a game that he can not win, as
the God Postulate can only be 'solved' by relocating it, and changing
one's mind about it.

This 'solves' the problem by vanishing it.

Time in fact is a running away from the God Postulate while
trying to solve it. Stuck in time is stuck in a God Postulate seeking
a solution.

The God Postulate will be found to consist in general of
Something or Nothing, and Forever or Never.

Thus there are 4 categories of God Postulates, they are:

1.) Nothing forever
2.) Nothing never
3.) Something forever
4.) Something never

It will have a problem side to it, and a solution side to it.

Usually the higher item will be the problem and the next lower
item will be the solution, thus creating time.

It is up to the auditor to get the specifics of the God Postulate
once the generals are determined.

Approaching the God Postulate the pc will get the Qualms, he just
knows this can't be solved, especially now that he has spent so much
time trying to do so.

He doesn't believe he can change his mind about it.

And he will resent and oppose bitterly anyone trying to get his
hope up about it.

His solution to date has been to forget it, which let it run
amuck on automatic.

In tring to find the God Postulate he will run into the 4 demons
that protect the pc against case gain.

1.) Preposterousness
2.) Impossibility
3.) No permission
4.) Too good to be true.

Run,

"Get the effort to not know your God Postulate"

This will bring some peace back to the pc before he finds his God
Postulate. The process handles the Qualms and prepares him for changing his
mind again once he finds it.

The peace will come once he knows it is there to be found, this
will be attained long before he finds it running the above. If he
finds it and bolts with out enough preparedness and peace, he will
hurt himself.

E/P of finding and blowing God Postulate is

Free from games the pc can not win and exterior from time.

Homer

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rockyslammer (rockyslammer@postmaster.co.uk) wrote:
>Yes I'm sorry - the Earth is flat and the Sun revolves around it!

>The space cadets have a shock in store for them.

>If anyone out there can demostrate the existance of any spiritual
>being, thetan or whatever you want to call it I will gladly change my
>mind. If someone can demonstrate the existance of any God I would love
>to to find out about it. Mind you I suppose I should cover my arse by
>sitting on the fence. When I die and I find there IS a God I'm going
>to be a little embarassed. Mind you Heaven will be a bit lonely for me
>as all my friends will have gone to the other place!! I will have to
>ask for a transfer.

Looking to others for proof that you exist is silly.

Waiting until you die for proof that you will live beyond body
death is also silly, it also indicates a terribly closed down
awareness with no perception of the divine.

I would say you been saying no to really good drugs for way to
long.

Be that as it may, it is belief in false certainties that close
the mind to true certainties, two of which are eternality and
divinity.

Cleanse your mind of the things you believe are true but which
you can not possibly know are true, and let only what you are
perfectly certain of remain, and the visions that the true truth has
to offer you will start to turn on.

However let one false certainty remain, one pretense to
knowing that which you can not possibly know, and your mind will
remain closed down.

Truth is a jealous god and will not be seen with lie colored
glasses. If you pretend to truth you do not have, then the true
truth will not give one bit of itself to you.

You have no certainty that others exist, only that you yourself
exist. Thus looking to others for certainty of anything about
yourself is very ass backwards.

Oh yeah, and doesn't work.

Homer

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