ADORE469

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MOTHER AND CHILD REUNION

Run The Final Process on mother and child.

Replace is, with could be, would be, should be, might be etc.

Run trans life from beginning of time to end of time, all universes.

Spot the best mother there is.
Spot the worst mother there is.

Spot the best mother there has ever been.
Spot the worst mother there has ever been.

Spot the best mother there will be.
Spot the worst mother there will be.

Spot the best mother you have ever had.
Spot the worst mother you have ever had.

Spot the best mother you have.
Spot the worst mother you have.

Spot the best mother you will ever have.
Spot the worst mother you will ever have.

Spot the best mother you have ever been.
Spot the worst mother you have ever been.

Spot the best mother you are.
Spot the worst mother you are.

Spot the best mother you will have.
Spot the worst mother you will have.

Spot your true mother in this life time (not the valences she
was stuck in).
Spot your true child in this life time.

How could you rewrite this life time to bring out the
true both of you's when it first went wrong?

E/P Mother and child best friends again, and willing to hold hands.

Homer

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EXOTHERMIC and ENDOTHERMIC

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EXOTHERMIC AND ENDOTHERMIC

Jim McCulloch (jim@emptysea.co.uk) wrote:
>Please, what does exothermic mean?

All chemical reactions take energy to start them, and all chemical
reactions release energy in the process of completing.

A chemical reaction consists of two or more elements or molecules
coming together and forming a bond, or splitting apart and breaking a
bond.

It takes energy to make two chemicals come together, and it takes
energy to make two chemicals split apart.

When two chemicals come together they also release energy of their
own and when chemicals split apart they release energy of their own.

Strike a match, you put energy into the chemicals with your hand
strike, then the match lights and releases energy of its own.

Exothermic reactions release more energy than it took to start
them. They tend to be self sustaining such as the burning of paper.
Once you get it burning, it generates enough heat to start the next
section of paper burning plus some. Thus more energy is released than
needed to start the reaction.

Endothermic reactions release less energy than is need to start
them. They tend to be STORAGE reactions, the energy is pumped into the
chemical reaction, which releases less than is pumped in, and thus
energy is stored in the chemical bonding or separation as the case may
be.

The classic case of endothermia is the splitting of CO2 into Carbon
and Oxygen. It takes great energy to split them, and only a little is
released in the splitting, so more is stored than released in the end.

The classic case of exothermia is when Carbon and Oxygen get back
together again and form CO2, this is a burning fire as you know it, wood
fire etc. It only takes a little bit of energy to get them together,
and they release all the energy stored in them when they were taken
apart.

The basic plant animal food cycle takes place as follows:

1.) Plants take energy from the sun and CO2 from the air, and use
the energy to split the CO2 into Carbon and Oxygen. Oxygen is released
into the atmosphere and Carbon becomes part of the plant, wood,
cellulose etc. This is an endothermic reaction, more energy is absorbed
in the splitting of CO2 into C and O than is released, and thus the
plant is acting as a storage battery during its recharge cycle.

2.) Animals take the carbon from the plant and the oxygen from the
atmosphere, and burn it in their digestive systems, which turns C and O
back into CO2 again, and releases all the energy that was stored by the
plant when it split the CO2 into C and O in the first place. The CO2 is
released by the animal into the atmosphere making it available to be
split again by plants during the next phase of the cycle.

Animals are a slow fire to the plant kingdom.

When a farmer plants a single seed of corn, this process takes
energy from the sun, and CO2 from the air, and turns it into a whole
corn stalk with 500 or more corn seeds in the cob.

This reaction is endothermic because more energy is being absorbed
into the corn than is being released during its growth, the corn stalk
is a charging battery.

However once the farmer harvests the corn and eats it, he gets back
all that stored energy, either as food energy, or as 500 seeds to plant
500 more corn stalks, thus from his point of view the whole sow and reap
cycle is exothermic, it produces a positive return on his investment.
He puts in one seed of corn and gets back 500.

It is actually endothermic in the growth of the corn, and
exothermic in the consumption or use (replanting) of the corn.

Homer

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Jim McCulloch (jim@emptysea.co.uk) wrote:
>Please, what does exothermic mean?

All chemical reactions take energy to start them, and all
chemical reactions release energy in the process of completing.

A chemical reaction consists of two or more elements or molecules
coming together and forming a bond, or splitting apart and breaking a
bond.

It takes energy to make two chemicals come together, and
it takes energy to make two chemicals split apart.

When two chemicals come together they also release energy of
their own and when chemicals split apart they release energy of their
own.

Strike a match, you put energy into the chemicals with your hand
strike, then the match lights and releases energy of its own.

Exothermic reactions release more energy than it took to start
them. They tend to be self sustaining such as the burning of paper.
Once you get it burning, it generates enough heat to start the next
section of paper burning plus some. Thus more energy is released than
needed to start the reaction.

Endothermic reactions release less energy than is need to start
them. They tend to be STORAGE reactions, the energy is pumped into
the chemical reaction, which releases less than is pumped in, and thus
energy is stored in the chemical bonding or separation as the case may
be.

The classic case of endothermia is the splitting of CO2 into
Carbon and Oxygen. It takes great energy to split them, and only a
little is released in the splitting, so more is stored than released
in the end.

The classic case of exothermia is when Carbon and Oxygen get back
together again and form CO2, this is a burning fire as you know it,
wood fire etc. It only takes a little bit of energy to get them
together, and they release all the energy stored in them when they
were taken apart.

The basic plant animal food cycle takes place as follows:

1.) Plants take energy from the sun and CO2 from the air, and use
the energy to split the CO2 into Carbon and Oxygen. Oxygen is
released into the atmosphere and Carbon becomes part of the planet,
wood, cellulose etc. This is an endothermic reaction, more energy is
absorbed in the splitting of CO2 into C and O than is released, and
thus the plant is acting as a storage battery during its recharge
cycle.

2.) Animals take the carbon from the plant and the oxygen from
the atmosphere, and burn it in their digestive systems, which turns C
and O back into CO2 again, and releases all the energy that was stored
by the plant when it split the CO2 into C and O in the first place.
The CO2 is released anmial into the atmosphere making it available to
be split again by plants during the next phase of the cycle.

Animals are a slow fire to the planet kingdom.

When a farmer plants a single seed of corn, this process takes
energy from the sun, and CO2 from the air, and turns it into a whole
corn stalk with 500 or more corn seeds in the cob.

This reaction is endothermic because more energy is being
absorbed into the corn than is being released during its growth, the
corn stalk is a charging battery.

However once the farmer harvests the corn and eats it, he gets
back all that stored energy, either as food energy, or as 500 seeds to
plant 500 more corn stalks, thus from his point of view the whole sow
and reap cycle is exothermic, it produces a positive return on his
investment. He puts in one seed of corn and gets back 500.

It is actually endothermic in the growth of the corn, and
exothermic in the consumption or use (replanting) of the corn.

Homer

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((My comments in double parentheses - Homer))

AFFIDAVIT OF TONJA BURDEN

CD - 7
25 January 1980

Copyright (C) 1980 Tonja Burden
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.


My name is Tonja Burden of Las Vegas, Nevada. I am 20 years old.
On or about March 3, 1973, when I was 13 years old, my father and mother
were recruited to join Scientology. I joined Scientology after being
recruited by Billy Kohn, and signed my Sea Organization contract for one
billion years on or about March 3, 1973.

Kohn stated that we would be placed on the staff in Las Vegas, live
in well furnished, private quarters, eat well and earn a substantial
amount of money with two days off per week. My father sold his Cadillac
and sports car, and we drove to Los Angeles with our recruiter.

Scientology placed me in the Cadet Organization, and my parents in
the American Saint Hill Organization (ASHO). The Cadet Organization,
headed by Dorothy Jefferson, at 811 Beacon Street, Los Angeles,
California, consisted of two three-story buildings that housed
approximately 400 children. The Cadet Organization was designed to
teach children about Scientology. My duties were to care, clean and
feed the children. Myself and another girl my age were the two oldest
children at the Cadet Organization. The living conditions were squalid.
Glass from broken windows lay strewn over the floors. Live electrical
wires were exposed in areas where young children played. We received
little food. On several occasions spoiled milk with maggots was served
to children. The maggots were removed by hand before the milk was
served. In addition to caring for the children, I cleaned toilets
daily. I wrote to L. Ron Hubbard explaining the conditions, but nothing
improved.

Children were not allowed to live with their parents. Scientology
permitted one visit every other week, and only for 45 minutes during
mealtime. My parents were placed at American Saint Hill Organization
and left Scientology in September 1973, when I was aboard the ship, the
Apollo.

One day a man arrived at the Cadet Organization from Flag. Flag
headquarters was on the Apollo. This man spoke of 'The Source,' L Ron
Hubbard. Hubbard, the founder of Scientology, needed 'messengers' and
others to work aboard his ship.

I left the Cadet Organization after approximately three months. I
was then sent to Folo, another Scientology base located at the Manor on
Franklin Street in Los Angeles, California. At Folo I was placed in the
Flag Readiness Unit (FRU). Chuck Pierce ran this unit. The program was
designed to conduct 'security checks' of individuals to ensure they were
appropriate subjects to work for L. Ron Hubbard aboard the Apollo.

During questioning they attempted to determine if I was connected
to any 'Suppressive Persons.' (A Suppressive Person is one hostile to
the Scientology cult.) I was given a personality test and an IQ test
and other tests. I participated in indoctrination (brainwashing) for
three months. Finally, I was approved and sent into Briefing.

The Briefing process occurred on or about August 1973. In
briefing, Peter Cook instructed me to give specific answers to certain
questions that may be asked me by non-Scientologists. Basically,
briefing involved how to answer questions that I might encounter while
en route to the Apollo. Many of the things I was instructed to say were
not true. The location and operations aboard the Apollo remained
secret. I was told if a customs agent or other non-Scientologist asked
about my destination, I should respond I was 'in transit'.

Peter cook briefed me on my cover story. I was to tell people I
was 'in transit' to the Operation Transport Corporation (OTC), a
business management school on board ship. In briefing, Cook
demonstrated my 'in transit conduct' by using modeling clay. He would
construct a clay ship and clay people and simulate my interactions with
other people while 'in transit;' using this method, he ingrained the
standard responses.

I flew to New York after briefing and was met by Kevin Campbell.
Campbell worked in a building in New York and assisted in operating
RONY. RONY, I later learned, was a liaison point that received coded
Telex messages from the Apollo and relayed those coded messages via
Telex machines to other organizations ('orgs') in the United States and
other parts of the world. Aboard the ship I would see Mike Henderson
take Telex messages from the ship and go ashore to send those messages
to RONY in New York. On other occasions, Henderson would go ashore to
receive Telex messages from RONY, New York. I was privy to these
practices as L. Ron Hubbard's personal messenger.

Campbell placed me on a plane and instructed me to meet Chuck Adams
at my destination, Lisbon, Portugal. Adams met me at the airport in
Lisbon and informed me that the Apollo had set sail. Several hours
later, Adams discovered the ship's destination was the island of
Madeira. I was placed on a plane to Madrid, Spain and at Madrid
switched over to a flight that arrived on the island of Madeira.

Questioned by customs agents, I told them I was 'in transit.' I
located a taxi drive who drove me to the Apollo.

I saw the Apollo for the first time and was greatly disappointed by
its dilapidated condition. Once aboard, I was assigned a 'buddy' and
given two days to learn about the ship. The Apollo was one of five
ships operated by Scientology which Hubbard used to direct the worldwide
organizations. There were approximately 300 - 500 'Sea Org'
Scientologist aboard the Apollo. I was given a berth in the women's
dorm and placed in the Estates Project Force (EPF).

The EPF was designed to work on the individual to gauge how much
strain one could tolerate. I was told the EPF would transform me to an
'able-bodied seaman.'

In FPF, my day began at 6:00 am. I scrubbed clothes from 6:00 am
until 12:00 noon without breakfast or any breaks. The clothes were
scrubbed by hand in a bucket, and I was directed to rinse each article
in 13 separate buckets. Then I hung the clothes on the deck to dry.

After one-half hour lunch I was assigned to clean six cabins.
Cabins had to meet white glove inspection. This meant a white glove or
Q-tip was used to check corners and shelves of each cabin for dust. If
the cabins were not cleaned to white-glove perfection, I had to run a
lap around the boat before recleaning the room. A lap was equivalent to
about one-fifth of a mile. My day would end about 12:00 midnight.

On rainy days I ironed the clothes dry. This required ironing
during the evening hours and into the morning hours. On many occasions
I ironed through the night, finishing at 6:00 am. I then started
washing the next morning's clothing. On occasion I worked three or four
days without sleep. I fell asleep at the ironing board with a hot iron
in my hand. My senior, 'Doreen' Gilliam, 'caught' me sleeping and
yanked my head off the board. She ordered me to run laps and assigned
me a condition of 'Doubt.' A condition of 'Doubt' required 15 hours of
'amends work'. This additional work had to be performed during my sleep
and meal time. Until I completed my amends work, I was ordered not to
communicate with anyone. I ate lunch alone. Finally, I spoke up,
telling them I had enough. I was sent to the Commanding messenger, and
she assigned me one month in the galley, washing pots and pans. I
washed pots and pans for one month and went back into the EPF.

EPF was like prison. I had to say 'sir' to everyone and was
generally allowed 15 minutes for meals. They would not let me out of
the EPF until I proved myself. I was totally brainwashed to receive and
take orders. I was paid $2.90 per week for this work.

While in EPF I never heard from my parents, no phone calls or
letters. Aboard the ship, I received a Telex from Peter Albert, who was
the Continental Justice Chief, FOLO. The Telex informed me my father
had been declared an SP (Suppressive Person). They said he was a
'plant,' a spy within Scientology. I began crying and asked to leave,
telling them I could convince my father to return to Scientology.

Dede Riesdorf, the 'Super Cargo' of our 'org', would not permit me
to leave. I explained I wanted to leave and reunite with my mom and
dad, but she would not permit this. She told me to 'disconnect' from my
parents because my parents were SP's. Disconnection meant no more
communication with my parents. They told me my parents would not make
it in the world, but that I would make it in the world.

Tony Armstrong, the commanding officer, assigned me a 'condition of
Doubt' and ordered me back on the EPF. She said since I wished to leave
I had to return to the EPF. I was automatically assigned 15 'hours of
amends' due to the 'condition of Doubt.' I returned to the 6:00 am -
midnight schedule, again, occasionally working twenty-four hours a day.
Approximately one month after, I was reassigned to 'Training Routines'
(TR).

During the Training Routines, myself and two other practiced
carrying messages to LRH. We had to listen to a message, repeat it in
the same tone, and practice salutes.

'Ghosting' was on-the-job training where I learned how to serve
LRH. I followed another messenger around and observed her carry his
hat, light his cigarettes, carry his ashtray, and prepare his
toiletries. Eventually, I performed those duties.

As his servant I would sit outside his room and help him out of bed
when he called 'messenger.' I responded by assisting him out of bed,
lighting his cigarette, running his shower, preparing his toiletries and
helping him dress. After that I ran to his office to check it, hoping
it passed white glove inspection. He frequently exploded if he found
dust or dirt or smelled soap in his clothes. That is why we used 13
buckets to rinse.

I then would set up LRH's auditing room; he audited himself. Then
I prepared a snack for him. LRH would go into auditing for several
hours. Later, I delivered messages to LRH. I carried messages between
Hubbard and the Telex machines on the Apollo, which were connected to
Scientology Organizations on land. The messages were also sent via
Telex to RONY when someone went ashore.

While on the Apollo, I observed numerous punishments meted out for
many minor infractions or mistakes made in connection with Hubbard's
very strict and bizarre policies. On a number of occasions, I saw
people placed in the 'chain lockers' of the boat on direct orders of
Hubbard. These lockers were small, smelly holes, covered by grates
where the chain for the anchor was stored. I saw one boy held in there
for 30 nights, crying and begging to be released. He was only allowed
out to clean the bilges where the sewer and refuse of the ship
collected. I believe his 'crimes' were taking or using a musical
instrument, I believe a flute, of someone else without permission. I
also saw a young boy and a young girl thrown in the chain lockers at
separate times because of romantic involvements they had with other
people. Hubbard fanatically prohibited involvement between the sexes,
or out-2D, as it is called in Scientoloy. Married persons were allowed
to see each other but it was strictly controlled.

LRH told me he was selling the ship and moving to a land base. The
boat was sold sometime during October 1975. Approximately 500 people
moved to Daytona Beach. We rented several hotels in Daytona. After
several months we moved to the Fort Harrison in Clearwater. At first,
LRH called it the United Churches. I heard LRH scheme this cover. He
said we would be called United Churches, although no other real churches
were involved. Finally, Mayor Cazares discovered that United Churches
was a cover name for Scientology.

I discovered this scheme by reading public relations office papers.
These papers were prepared by the public relations office, and the
papers explained the United Church front. A public relations officer
was a person who dealt with the public.

At Fort Harrison, security guards were stationed outside to prevent
people from 'blowing'. To 'blow' meant to leave Scientology. People
were not allowed to just leave Scientology. Approximately 30 to 40
people tried to escape. These people were caught and placed in the RPF
(Rehabilitation Project Force). The RPF was a Scientology
'concentration camp', where people who were 'security threats' were kept
under guard. The RPF at Fort Harrison was in a storage area.

Some people were allowed to 'leave' after being 'security checked',
searched, and after having their Scientology-related books and materials
confiscated, even if they had paid for them. These people also had to
sign documents pertaining to their 'crimes' and sign various documents
prepared by the Guardian's Office, the 'GO'. The GO was the secret
police arm of Scientology.

At Fort Harrison I remained LRH's personal messenger. I observed
LRH control the operation of Scientology in the various 'orgs' worldwide
from Fort Harrison. I coded and decoded messages to and directly from
Hubbard. Hubbard used approximately 15 codes at this time to conceal
his operations, programs and policies, which he disseminated worldwide.
I personally delivered messages concerning Operation Snowhite, Operation
Freakout, Operation Goldmine, and other Scientology secret and illegal
operations. I also filed these operations in Hubbard's personal filing
cabinet, and later in filing cabinets of the GO.

All Telex communications were processed through his messengers.
These Telexes were coded and sent to: Los Angeles, United States
Guardian's Office, Folo, RONY, Africa, Henning Heldt, Arthur Maren, Jane
Kember and other individuals and locations. Telexes were sent to all
Guardian Offices worldwide. One Telex from LRH questioned Mayor
Cazares' educational background. He discovered this information through
a private investigator.

LRH declared people Suppressive Persons if they escaped from
Scientology. He sent Telexes to the Guardian's Office listing the SP's.
I have seen names of people declared SP's by LRH.

In February, 1976 Hubbard left for New York. I performed the same
duties of coding and decoding messages for the Guardian's Office. I
received many messages from Hubbard. When Hubbard was in La Qunita,
California, I continued to code and decode messages from Hubbard to the
Guardian's Office seven days a week until August 1977.

In August 1977 I refused to perform a certain order and was sent to
the galley, where I performed menial labor until I emotionally broke
apart and was sent to the Rehabilitation Project Force (RPF) on the
direct orders of Hubbard.

In the RPF you were labeled 'treasonous' and force to work 18 hours
a day, 7 days a week, and oftentimes received only 'rice and beans' and
water. During this time I personally observed a person chained to pipes
in the boiler room in the Fort Harrison building for a period of weeks.
In the RPF I saw people screaming and crying during the constant
'auditing' on the E-meter. The E-meter is a lie detector used during
auditing. RPF prisoners were forced to undergo 'auditing' in order to
'audit out' their evil purposes against Hubbard and Scientology. I
cried virtually the whole time I was in the RPF.

Finally, in November 1977 I decided I had to escape. At
approximately 4:30 a.m. I stole the keys from a guard who was sleeping
at the door to the storage area where we slept. I crawled through an
air duct on my stomach, where I observed the telephone in the lobby. I
saw no one, ran to the telephone, and called my father and told him of
the situation. He told me he would send my uncle to come and get me and
take me to Fort Lauderdale. I convinced the officers in the RPF that my
uncle was a VIP for the Miami Dolphins (which was not true), and that if
they refused his request to visit, that might cause bad public
relations. Finally, with my uncle's assistance, I escaped and flew back
to Las Vegas.

Approximately two weeks after I returned to Las Vegas, two of
Hubbards's agents came to my house and told me that Hubbard wanted to
see me. I told them I would never return. They then asked if I would
go for a cup of coffee with them. After a short while I agreed to have
coffee. I got in the car, in the front seat, and sat between the two
agents. After driving a few minutes, I noticed we were driving to the
highway, and I asked where we were going. They told me I was being
taken to Los Angeles to see Hubbard.

In Los Angeles I was locked in a room and forced to undergo a
'security check' on the E-meter. I was very scared and crying, and told
them I had a family reunion to go to during the Holidays. I told them I
had relatives on the police department in Las Vegas, and that I would
come back after the Holidays. I convinced them to release me, and I
returned home by bus. For weeks after I arrived home, they constantly
called me to find out when I would return. I said Never!

I was in Scientology from the age of 13 to the age of 18. I
received at some times approximately $2.50 a week pay, and at other
times approximately $17.50 a week. I received no education, and in fact
phony classrooms were set up in Florida to demonstrate to educational
officials of Clearwater from knowing we were living and sleeping on the
floor in hallways and storage areas, sometimes without mattresses.

The Organization currently has approximately $800.00 of my personal
property. When I demanded it be returned to me, they sent me a bill for
the amount of $58,000, which I returned to them, and they thereafter
sent me a 'corrected' bill for $36,005.70, which I have attached to this
statement.

In December 1979, after a class action suit was brought by former
members of Scientology, I received an 'Amnesty Proclamation', which I
have also attached. It is possible that some former members of
Scientology may be deceived by this Amnesty and return to Scientology.
I feel frightened for them because I know what it is like inside
Scientology. I just hope the public learns what Hubbard is really
doing.

The facts, of which I have personal knowledge, set forth in the
foregoing affidavit are true. Facts of which I do not have personal
knowledge, I believe to be true based on my best information and belief.
The dates stated herein cover many years and represent my best memory,
but I am not precisely certain of their accuracy.

Signed under the pain and penalties of perjury this day of January
25, 1980.

Tonja C. Burden of Las Vegas, Nevada

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LIFE IS A GAME?

LIFE IS A GAME?

Adore considers that there are 3 levels of action.

1.) Sovereignty
2.) Routine/Dance
3.) Game

It is pretty hard to imagine motion powered by desire, where there
was not some form of Freedom, Barriers and Purposes imposed.

If one could just have something by wanting it (Desire is
Sovereign), then one would simply want something and one would have it.
Start and Finish would be the same moment of time, so no motion or
striving would be necessary.

Thus Freedoms, Barriers, and Purposes impose time between Start and
Finish.

At the next level down we add in gradients of havingness.

This defines a routine, a set of motions that one must go through
to produce an intended result at the end of the motions.

We still don't have a game, but only a routine or dance, with a
certain outcome, but it is a routine through time, starting with not
having and ending with having, at which point we move to another dance,
presumably taking our accumlated havingness with us to build on.

Games bring in uncertainty of outcome, they also bring in penalties
for loosing, including the inability to play any further games, and also
competition, where someone wins by another losing.

Adore says the Basic Purpose is communication of art, this is the
same for all people. Harmony, Dischord and Resolve, are mathematical
absolutes with infinite variations. Adore calls these The Trio.

For example C major will always be a Harmony, and

C Major -> C major diminished seventh -> F Major will always be a
Harmony -> Dischord -> Resolve (another Harmony)

Or you can take a very simple C Minor -> G Minor and leave people
hanging with chills yet awaiting further resolution.

This is something like the 'Beautiful Sorrow' of Hubbard's 8-80.

Adore suggests that the 'purpose' of life is finding those
transitions from Harmony to Dischord to another Harmony again which
produce a resolve. Not all ending harmonies resolve the first two
harmony and dischord segments. So there is a real game here.

But the above pattern of chords can take place in an infinite
number of keys, not just C Major, and there are many other sequences
that are more complex that produce the same end result of Harmony,
Dischord and Resolve.

Sometimes when one is stuck in the dischord, one can not see any
possible resolve, let alone a starting harmony. One needs to see a
bigger picture. Go earlier, go later, go earlier, go later.

Spot NO earlier.
Spot SOME earlier.

Spot NO later.
Spot SOME later.

One very complex example of the above is Tchaikovski's Violin
concerto, the *WHOLE* thing, not some simple 3 chord progression within
it of which there are quite a few that stand on their own. But the
masterpiece is in the whole work, a trio that can be missed if one looks
only at the little melodies that come and go within it.

This same pattern obtains with stories, visual art, and life
itself.

Thus within the inviolable mathematical absolutes of beauty and
ugly, we can have a infinite variety of manifestations.

No thetan would just produce a dischord and leave it at that.

That is not the Sovereign issue of his desire.

(Issue as in to issue forth).

But he would produce a dischord followed by a resolve, in fact he
will go out of his way forever and ever to create or find these things.

GPMS seem to give a game sequence to allow forward motion when
loosing. If I can't win doing this, I will be that. This is all
predetermined in the GPM. It's like building an arcade game. That
people take them seriously and make heavy charge out of their losses
seems to be a secondary aspect.

It is perhaps the Dischord part of the sequence.

Having a game with out GPMs kind of implies having a game without
rules or regulations or ways out when you loose. I guess you could all
make it up on the spot as you go along, but I have a feeling that these
major games are pretty much precreated in their entirety, designed to
fill a 'while', and as such are not ad libbed while they are being
played.

Adore says that only Eternity can ad lib IN a while, so much of the
while is precreated before we jump into it to enjoy it so to speak, but
Eternity is always operating, and there is no reason why a thetan can
not spawn something new from that Eternity into the while he is
occupying.

In this sense, whiles change everytime thetans pass through them,
like a museum where they allow the crowd to change the Mona Lisa.

I also suspect that the really basic GPMs. whether implanted or
not, have to do with the fundamental operating characteristics of a
thetan, which is to know and to be known, to not know and to not be
known, so you will find that these have to do with questions and
answers, learning and teaching, knowing by looking/looking by knowing
and other parts of the very warp and weave of a functioning thetan.

You unmock these, and you unmock his existence in a space time
stream. As such these GPMS are not 'aberrations' but are the very
mechanism by which the thetan avails himself of 'persisting existence'.

They are of course aberrations in that they twist logic into
beautiful illogic, and it is those lies that keep the persistence going.
But at that level, the problem is not getting rid of them, but keeping
them around and making more! For they are the true hidden art upon
which the thetan hangs himself as a picture.

It is this hidden art that allows the free being to see the beauty
and humor to the suffering of the not so free being.

The not free being feels he is being laughed AT, but in truth he is
being laughed WITH, as it is *HIS* stunt he is pulling off for the
audience.

Homer

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CHASE

Typos corrected...

ABSTRACT

Chase is the core vein running through the center of your preclear's
GPM Stack holding them all together on his time track.

Chase is his reason to be and his present reason to not be.

BY not being, he is trying to get others to chase him back into a
state of beingness.

A GPM is a Goals Problem Mass, and it is the mental wreckage left
behind during the time your preclear played out his many goals and the
problems he got into with them via opposing terminals (people).

One life he wanted to be a fisherman (chase fish) but the forest
ranger hated fisherman (chase fishermen), and that escalated into an all
out war in which both sides lost.

The GPM stack is the stack of all the goals your preclear has ever
had and won or lost or reached a mexican standoff and abandoned, all the
way up and down the whole track (beyond this life), past, present and
future.

In his GPM stack you will find all his most detested terminals
strung out like little pearls down the track of goals and opposition
goals. Every goal eventually found an opposition goal and the person or
people who most opposed him became his most detested terminals.

As we shall see, this is where hells lie, one for each detested
terminal, because your preclear has never resolved his desire to make
nothing of his opposers FOREVER.

You can't make nothing out of another without making nothing out of
yourself, the brotherly bond is eternal and immutable.

Audit out chase, and the GPM stack will come apart, and you will
audit out everything that is wrong with your preclear.

CHASE AND TIME

A being natively can have in the mere conception of things.

Chase puts time between conception and having.

You get what you conceive, postulate, or consider, all the same
thing.

It's not that there is anything wrong with being able to have in
the mere conception of things, its that the being can conceive NOT being
able to have in the mere conception of things, and so he can have that
too.

Chase makes a game out of having. You want something, well that's
not enough to get it, you have to DO something.

DOING is action.

Action is movement, a change in space and time, seeking a new
future state from a present state.

Time itself is movement, so moving in time is the first action.

Then the being moves in space also and we have a game.

If you are a physicist you consider that space and time are two
facets of the same thing, and so the being engages in movement in
spacetime.

Action is the dividing point between the top of the tone scale and
the bottom of the tone scale.

Both the top and bottom of the tone scale are native state above
and before space or time.

No space, no time, no movement, no manifestation, total sleep.

Too far above action there is no space or time, and too far below
action there is no space or time.

The only difference between native state at the top and native
state at the bottom is the being's consideration as to whether he is
cause or effect for being there.

All aberration is ENFORCED basic truth.

The bottom of the tone scale is enforced native state.

PRIME POSTULATES

A being can and does make prime postulates at any time.

A prime postulate is a postulate utterly undetermined by anything
that has gone before in the game or his present state. It's kind of a
random injection into the scheme of things to keep things interesting.

Although a prime postulate can take on very specific targets of
operation, broadly speaking there are only two possible prime
postulates:

I am cause or I am effect.

Thus at the bottom of the tone scale, the being is postulating that
he is the effect of everything. If he hangs out there long enough, he
is eventually bound to consider that he is cause of everything, and thus
find himself at the top of the tone scale.

A prime postulate is also necessary to wake the being up out of the
top of the tone scale and get him into manifestation hitting the floor
running.

Prime postulates are also why a being can not possibly stay in a
hell forever. At some point in his yelling and screaming to die, he
considers 'you know I forgive Joe' and poof that hell ceases.

Of course primes can work the other way, one day he considers quite
out of the blue 'You know I am NEVER going to forgive Goober FOREVER'
and that creates a hell in his next step.

You can't get to heaven while cackling over someone else's
suffering in hell forever.

Hells are made of eternal disownership.

The disowner ends up there, not the disowned.

Forgiveness is letting go of the FOREVER, and actively trying to
integrate the being into your life as co benefactors.

For each being that you respect, love and want to help, take care
of, and interact with, and benefit from knowing, even if through
discipline, quarantine or outright punishment for a while, you have a
spark of heaven.

Heavens are made of the conscious light of those you have not
permanently disowned as your brother and for whom you still consider you
benefit from their existence and they benefit from yours.

For each being that you wish to suffer and be separate from you
FOREVER, you have a spark of hell.

The flames of hell rise high, think about it.

DOING

Games then depend upon action which depends on movement in space
and time. Generally the being causes movement through postulates,
considerations and effort (PU force), which we will broadly call DOING.

Games therefore consist of a conceived end state down the road of
space and time a ways, and a walk or dance (doing) to get there called
play.

What you can do to win the game is limited by conceived of
conditions of existence which tell you what you can do and can't do, and
what might work and what won't.

If you hop the distance between wanting and having on your right
foot you won't win, if you hop on your left foot you will, except if you
trip for a moment at the wrong time, then you won't win but you might
get the booby prize.

A being can create the mix of doing and conditions to be as complex
or as simple as he wishes.

At the simple end, the being can have in the mere conception of
things.

At the more complex end, the being can put as much space and time
and contortions between himself and the attainment or failure of his
goals that he wants. Creating an optimum game then is the goal of
clearing.

An optimum game is one where the being does not lose out of the
gate over and over again, but neither does he win too easily. We are
trying to maximize high action and chase.

This combination of doing and conditions produces a game, which is
made of freedoms, barriers and purposes.

Freedoms are the ability to do.

Barriers are the conditions, the limitations and constraints on
doing.

And what you want to have in the end is the purpose.

Thus a being has a game.

Games can also have the possibility of failing to win, otherwise
they are just dances to the end goal.

And games can also have the (apparent) possibility of failing to
win FOREVER, in which case they are serious games.

("Apparencies are actuality" is at 26.0 on the tone scale. Below
26.0 seriousness sets in.)

Drama is seriousness, permanence, importance and pain.

Seriousness is the opposite of humor, particularly good humor.

Dramatization is bringing drama to a game.

Notice that in either case, if a game is lost or won, the GAME is
over, and so one has lost the havingness of the CHASE, and since chase
is more important than winning or losing the wiener one is chasing, one
needs to create another game of chase.

Notice that every action the being does to change his present state
to a future state is chase. Chase doesn't mean the end goal is running
away from you, it does mean you are chasing after it. Even sitting in
meditation trying to relax or attain enlightenment is chasing something
through space and time to an end state.

Every breath you take is chase.

Inventing games of chase then is an important ability of a being
that must not become degraded.

But in the conception of things, a being can consider that good
games of chase are hard to come by.

Thus the being starts to chase games of chase.

Since he has made a GAME of creating games of chase, he might lose,
and he also might lose FOREVER.

At which point he no longer has any more games of chase.

Thus he sinks into a kind of tar pit, as there is nothing left
worthwhile to do in life.

Living inside of space and time with nothing to do is a hell
forever.

At high action, the being is causing space and time to move
forward.

Below action, space and time are moving the being forward like a
tumble weed in the wind.

If only the tumble weed could find something to chase, it might get
its self respect and zest for life back.

The primary advantage to games of chase is ACTION, thrill,
adventure, surprise, delight, exhilaration, a chance to demonstrate
prowess, soaking up the glory from the roar of the crowd, and maybe
getting the girl in the end.

Hey worst case, you can sell her on ebay for No Reserve, By Now,
for 10 bucks.

You see HAVING the trophy is a moment of no action, no chase, no
movement in space or time, no operation of mastery, that's being in
native state all over again.

If you spot moments when your preclear won or lost a game big time,
you will find him spotting detested moments of native state because he
lost the GAME and its action. He wanted an endless volley and got the
trophy instead.

All that work to get half way down the tone scale into ACTION,
gone, and for what?

If you don't invent a new game of chase by morning, you will wake
up OLD, feeling in pain, and calling for your aspirin and daily enema.

HOW TO RUN THIS

Now a little known secret about beings is they can postulate
feeling anything they want regardless of what is going on.

But one doesn't actually have to be in high action chasing anything
big in order to FEEL the feelings one would feel if one were.

Get the idea of final triumph.

Get the idea of final defeat.

So since the purpose of life is to have some high action fun, one
can run the following little process to help rehabilitate the being's
ability to invent games of chase.

THE CHASE RUNDOWN

Have your preclear invent the smallest stupidest possible game of
chase he can conceive of, like walking over to the door and opening it.

Have him mock it up in toto, possibility of failure, possibility of
failure FOREVER, random prime postulates in the middle, god awful
consequences should he go down mid way, unthinkable rewards to everyone
everywhere if he should win.

Then get him to get up and execute his game of chase not knowing if
he is going to win or not.

While he is half way to the door, have him FEEL the full feelings
of a deadly serious game of chase, the power and the glory, the shame
and the fear. Have him mockup the feelings themselves so strong that
the feelings themselves make him stumble on his way.

We want him SHAKING.

Then when he finally reaches the door, have him consider randomly
that he either won or lost whatever he was going to the door for. Maybe
he got there too late, maybe it was the wrong door, maybe it was the
right door and he nailed it right on time, with microseconds to spare
with the crowd frozen on the edge of their seats. Maybe he was a second
too late and he made the catch anyhow.

Then have him invent another utterly silly useless game of chase
and do the whole thing all over again.

Do this until he can feel again as if he were in a real chase for
the continuance of existence everywhere.

Then get him to mock up a slightly more serious game of chase where
the possibility of failure is real. Go out and pick a girl at random
for him, and tell him to go ask her out for a date. Do this until he
doesn't care whether he wins or loses, but is smiling broadly no matter
what happens.

Beings will chase just about anything as long as they don't think
they will lose ALL the time. Your preclear has gone sour on chase, so
he won't chase any more. As long as your preclear KNOWS he will win
once in a while, even if it is only 10 percent of the time, he will be
able to enjoy the chase again more than the win.

At some point in this process, which may take many hours and days
and months, he will recover the last true game of chase he was playing,
which he was so afraid of losing the GAME by winning or losing the game,
that he refused to play it fully and kind of ducked it in the middle.

He will need to rehabilitate his ability to invent serious games of
chase until HAVING games of chase is no longer itself a game of chase. At
that point he will be able to continue playing full speed ahead the game
of chase he was last in, before it all went to tar.

Homer

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INFINITE CHARGE AND THE BLACK INFINITY CASE

ACT - 93
25 May 1996

Copyright (C) 1996 Homer Wilson Smith
Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes.

An infinite being with an infinite mind can mock up an infinite
future with an infinite number of desirable things in it.

Underlying such an infinite future is an infinite desire to have
such an infinite future.

If the being makes the postulate that he can not have such an
infinite future, his infinite desire will go into infinite violation and
infinite loss which will produce infinite charge.

As the being and the body stagger under the load of the infinite
charge, the being will protect himself by saying "I don't care about
this, I don't want this anyhow, this infinite loss does not matter to
me" and he will create an infinite desire to not have an infinite desire
for an infinite future.

Since he no longer 'wants' the infinite future, and he can in fact
no longer afford to conceive of one let alone mock one up in complete
detail, he looses his ability to mockup an infinite future and thus
becomes a Black Infinity Case.

The burden of infinitely denied infinite charge will render any
infinite being or body fragile and mortal. This then adds to the
infinite charge and compounds the denial, for mortality is the ultimate
infinite loss.

The belief in mortality alone produces infinite charge, which on a
fragile and mortal body, can kill one.

It is surmised that a being who has run out the infinite engram,
will then recover his ability to mockup an infinite future in complete
detail, thus restoring his stature as an infinite being with an infinite
mind. This would in fact be a good definition of a first dynamic clear.

No longer blocked as himself in Universe 1. A true Operating
Sovereign 1.

This would also resolve the Black V case, because ultimately the
Black V case is a Black Infinity case.

There is also Eternal charge which is different from Infinite
charge. There is also Infinite Eternal Charge.

Run as,

"Is there some sort of infinite charge you are not telling me
about?"

"Something on your infinite past?"
"Something on your infinite future?"
"Something on your infinite present?"

Black V's do not have a future, nor do they have a past. They
barely have a present.

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WHAT IS PATRIOTISM?

WHAT IS PATRIOTISM?

Some people have love of country confused with love of government
or the people in the government.

They further confuse this love with obedience to one's government,
right or wrong.

Remember "America, love it or leave it!"?

This was the slogan of the Nixonites who thought that anyone who
was opposed to the Vietnam war was opposed to America and thus a
traitor.

Nixon actually wanted to treat them as such!

How much hubris, arrogance, vanity and conceit can one heart hold?

Love of country is very much like love of one's high school, or
football team. "Our country is the best, go America" is like our high
school is the best.

Not only is it stupid, its bullshit and insulting to lots of other
people who love their country too.

Time to grow up, eh?

Whatever happened to love for Earth?

When will a president say "God Bless Earth!"

That said, love of country can be broken down into at least 3
separate things, not one of which is love for its government.

First is love for the land and its resources.

Second is love for its people, culture and traditions, not to
mention abilities, achievements and accomplishments.

Third is love for the principles for which the country stands.

For America those principles are:

1.) Freedom of speech

2.) Rights to privacy.

3.) Freedom of the press

4.) Freedom of congregation (so one can speak and publish)

5.) Freedom of Religion

6.) Separation of Church and State

7.) Rule by law, not local caprice, whim, fancy or greed.

8.) Freedom of Vote

9.) Freedom to remove the government forthwith should it try to
abridge the first 8.

With every freedom comes responsibilities.

Freedom of speech means freedom to speak the truth as you see it,
it does not mean freedom to knowingly speak lies or bear false witness.

Freedom to speak also means freedom to not listen, which means
there is a time and a place for speech, public forums etc, and that such
speech should not be enforced on one at inappropriate times.

Freedom to speak is also sometimes criticized during times of war.

The idea is we need to put on a unified face to the enemy even if
we are not unified.

Showing unity where there is none produces a hypocrisy which is
particularly evil when done at the point of a gun.

On the other hand ongoing discussion about the wisdom of any war
most needs to continue during the war, because continuing a war that is
wrong is folly, regardless of desiring to save face.

NEEDING TO SAVE FACE AFTER BEING WRONG IS THE DOWNFALL OF A BEING,
IF HE TRIES TO SAVE FACE BY NOT ADMITTING HE WAS WRONG AND CONTINUING TO
DO THE WRONG THING.

Freedom of privacy assures us that not only do we have freedom to
speak publically to anyone at large, but also privately amongst our own
friends, in case we don't want other's at large to know.

Freedom to speak openly and privately are the keys to a politically
sane society. Unfortunately market forces tend to try to stop people
from speaking openly or privately.

There are only one set of comm lines in the world, they are all the
ways that people can speak to each other.

These comm lines have two completely different distinct usages,
often at odds with each other.

The first use is political, that means people use these comm lines
to discuss the design of society and its markets. For political
discussions to remain honest, freedoms to speak openly, privately and
anonymously are a must.

But the second use of comm lines is to operate the markets after
they have been designed. Then speaking openly (trading mp3's of music
for example) violates desired restrictions on freedom of speach put
there by the music owners.

Even trading mp3's privately with encryption comes under attack.

Thus one has to be eternally vigilent that the market forces do not
subvert the communications lines of the world to their own selfish
intents at the expense of the body politic trying to design a society
worthy of living in.

A cop in every computer to stop child porn, copyright violations
and terrorists talking to each other would not produce the utopia one
might expect.

This is in part because criminals find safety by bubbling up into
higher and higher levels of power, particularly in the government and
police force.

When lawmakers outlaw criminals, criminals become lawmakers.

Eventually all those cops in every computer and every bed room
which you put there to protect you against criminals, ARE criminals, and
are owned and operated by criminals in power, and YOU are kept at bay
and fed double think at the point of a gun which you are paying for with
your taxes, and which you must pay because of the gun pointing at you.

Women in particular need to watch where their future sons are
heading, as working where the money is, is alluring. The son does it,
joins the police state, because he is then better able to take care of
his mother in her old age.

Women in general haven't come up to taking full responsibility for
their sons and how they turn out. Women have a hard time picturing what
an ideal man really ought to be, and thus fail in producing worthy
leaders of women and their children.

When you take a look at how women are treated around the world, it
can be appalling. Most of this is from suppression of women by men who
themselves are sub civilized,

Your typical Islamic mother says to her son early on, "Little
Najib, when you grow up, you will be, Allah willing, a real *ASSHOLE*!"

But in the end the men turn out as they do because of the women who
raised them.

What would happen if all women all over the planet simply went on
strike and refused to have any more children until things changed for
them?

Think on this long and hard, the glib quick answers are unworthy.

Freedom of the press runs pretty much the same way, the press tends
to be controlled by its advertisers, but that's way different than being
controlled by the government. For example after 9/11 Bill Maher took
exception to a lot of very stupid people calling the terrorists cowards.
He thought it took exceptional nerve and faith to fly a plane into a
building at 300 miles an hour and not flinch.

He commented that if you wanted to see cowardice in action, one
should contemplate Clinton's tossing a few cruise missles at terrorists
camps from a very long safe distance away, after earlier terrorist
attacks on the Cole.

Even though his comment was directed at CLINTON, it was close
enough to impugning the courage of the military to take real action, and
thus his show was pulled by the network. The networks pulled the show
because the advertisers complained, because their BUYERS complained, not
because the government complained.

Just like lawyers can't stand lawyer jokes, and Jews can't stand
Jewish jokes, the military can't stand military jokes. Each tries to
elect itself a protected species in direct violation of most of the
freedom principles above.

Freedom of congregation, either on the streets, or in private
residences or on the internet is important because it is congregation
that allows one to speak to one another, and practice our religions.

Freedom to congregate includes open congregation and private
congregation.

Freedom of religion is somewhat problematic in that most religions
should be wiped off the face of the Earth as soon as possible. But it
can't be the government that does it!

That said, there is nothing more insane than a religious bigot, and
nothing more dangerous than a religious bigot with the force and power
of the military and police behind him.

Thus while the people must be allowed to worship whatever devils
they admire most, absolute separation of church and state must be
ensured at all times.

Once the insanity of religious bigotry gets into power as the
government, the country and perhaps the planet are on their way out.

Once a being gets the idea that others are going to hell forever,
they will inevitably take what ever actions are necessary to make it so,
'to help God out'.

"Hey if this asshole is going to hell forever anyhow, why not hurry
him along!"

Also most of these nutcases hate their lives on Earth, but they
consider suicide a mortal sin, so the only way to get to Heaven is to
hurry along the armegeddon process, and hope God doesn't notice how they
gave it a little push.

In truth most believe that armegeddon is NECESSARY to their final
salvation. This puts them into a kind of apathy about avoiding it,
because it's God's will, and they don't want to be opposed to God, and
they don't believe they could oppose God even if they wanted to.

There are also those that are so afraid of temptation and
committing a mortal sin for which they will never be forgiven for, that
the sooner they can find a way to die the more likely they will get to
Heaven and their 40 virgins.

Further if they can die fighting in a just cause against the
Heathens, then God will forgive them for any accrued non mortal sins
they might have committed in the first few years of their life.

Thus you have suicide bombers, and little children who can't wait
to pick up a gun for the cause, or those who just want to kill as many
of the enemy as possible in one blow, just in case God is keeping count.

They don't care if they grow up or blow up.

They don't care if they leave the Earth growing green or glowing
green.

Green grass, or green glass, which is it gonna be?

But you know, when they get to heaven, its not quite what they
thought it would be. Ever taken a look at their women?

Of those 40 virgins, 30 have mustaches the size of Wild Bill
Hickock, and the other 10 are diesel dykes from hell.

There's a reason they're are still virgins.

Rule by law is important, because it means that people are judged
by an objective eye that applies the same to everyone. The personal
caprice, fancy, whim and greed of the local population or even the judge
or sheriff generally can not rule the day.

Even little children in public schools now are spanked by
professional elected spankers, to make sure the punishment is fair and
evenly applied.

There are however two different laws, the law of the land and the
law of the sky.

The PURPOSE of the law of the land is to constrain the government,
not the people.

We don't like people stealing things from us, so we hire a
professional system of justice and enforcement. Mob justice is
notoriously bad and errant for a society, and having objective
professionals handle the bad guys from beginning to end is much more
sensible.

For one the guy robbed YOU, not the cop that comes to grab him, so
the cop can treat him with respect while you want to rip his eyes out.

Objective determination of guilt, and administration of punishment
is an important part of a sane society. The bad guys get it in fair and
reasonable measure, and few good guys get it by mistake.

Oh yes, it doesn't always work out that way, but try Russia
sometime, or Cambodia if you are looking for something better.

The law of the land however is not written to constrain anyone from
robbing you, it is written to constrain the professional government
which you have hired to protect you.

Notice the law doesn't say 'Thou shalt not steal', the law says IF
you steal, then the law can come after you and impose imprisonment of
not less than x time and not more than y time.

THE PURPOSE OF THE LAW IS NOT TO CONSTRAIN THE SOVEREIGN CITIZEN,
BUT TO CONSTRAIN THE GOVERNMENT'S RESPONSE TO THE SOVEREIGN CITIZEN.

The law of the land is entirely what the government can and can not
do in response to someone doing something bad to you.

The citizen is not in any sense at all morally bound to follow the
law of the land at any time, the government is. The people in
government have SWORN to uphold the constitution and laws of the land,
and thus they must do so, right or wrong.

The citizen has made no such swear of allegiance, except perhaps
for immigrants who don't have a choice, but the people in government
have sworn an allegiance to the law. They have sworn to uphold the law
of the land right or wrong.

The citizen however does have a duty to obey the law of the sky.

When you die and get to the Pearly Gates, Gabriel will NOT be
asking you if you lived within the law. Gabriel will be asking you if
you did what was RIGHT.

Would the world be a better place if everyone obeyed all laws of
the land all the time?

One's moral mandate is to do what is right first, and what is legal
second.

When the law of the land is in conflict with the law of the sky,
you have a choice to make.

If you do what is legal instead of what is right, when you get to
heaven you won't get a gold star, but a brown star, for sh*thead.

Notice that breaking a law from moral mandate won't stop the
government from coming after you, the law of the land doesn't recognize
the law of the sky, although it tries to.

In fact the law of the land is an imperfect human coding of the law
of the sky.

But often the law of the land is incomplete, or has had laws added
into it by criminals and thus are themselves criminal laws.

When laws are incomplete, people can do wrong, but consider it ok,
because it isn't illegal.

When laws have criminal laws added into them, people will consider
something criminal just because it is illegal, when in fact it isn't
criminal at all.

Both of the above are called 'hiding behind the law':

Hiding behind the law means:

What the law says makes it right.

What the law says makes it wrong.

Criminality does not equal illegality, and trying to make it so is
in fact criminal.

Just because something is criminal doesn't mean it is illegal, and
just because something is illegal, doesn't mean it is criminal.

Illegality is defined by the law of the land.

Criminality is defined by the law of the sky.

God doesn't care about legality, God cares about criminality.

Hiding behind the law means judging what is right or wrong by
whether it is legal or illegal.

Some people will go absolutely nuts on you if you try to persude
them that criminality has an existence independent of the law, even
though the dictionary has it right there, 2.) morally bankrupt.

Freedom to vote is the last big one. Our fathers realized that a
true democracy, where majority vote ruled, would not work, mostly
because the masses are too stupid to know what is good for them, and
also because of the time lags that existed at the time to inform the
masses of the issues that needed handling.

Thus instead of a true democracy, we have a Republic, where people
are allowed to vote for representatives in the House and Senate, but are
not allowed to vote directly on matters of law.

It is assumed in this model that the senators and representatives
are in fact in touch with the masses they represent and either follow
their will, or at least have their true best interests in mind if they
don't follow the will of the masses.

Again this is the idea of professionalism at work, if we try to
make decisions about laws our selves, things will go to hell quickly,
but if we allow objective full time professionals make these decisions
for us, we will do better. We just have to pick our professionals
wisely.

And there in comes the rub.

America is truly a great country, not only because of its land and
people, but because of its written law and constitution keeping everyone
else in line who would seek power to their own ends.

In truth the people in America are not that much saner or less evil
or selfish than in other countries, although sometimes one has to wonder
if China isn't a dumping ground for assholes, and Russia a dumping
ground for paranoid nutcakes.

But if people are people, then the only thing that makes America
better is its rule by law and constitution, which keep the assholes and
miscreant sh*theads in line.

You know it might seem harsh to call some of our duly elected
representatives sh*theads, but when 9/11 happened there was a very
definite contingent of elected officials on the far right that wanted to
nuke Iraq and Iran off the face of the Earth.

They would sacrifice the lives of 100's of millions of innocent
people just to quiet a few boners.

All those innocent people are going to hell forever anyhow for
bowing and praying to false Messiahs and falser Gods, so who cares.

"Kill them all and let God sort out the few good ones." - American
Sh*thead on TV during 9/11.

Unfortunately when a country like America is infiltrated by
assholes and sh*theads, the country itself becomes a kind of outhouse
for their miscreant behavior.

Thus America may be the best outhouse on the planet, but its still
just an outhouse, you see?

You can ask how these assholes get into office, and in truth they
are elected there by people very much like them. I have many friends
who also thought we should nuke Iran and Iraq forthwith after 9/11 and
told me that's what Jesus would do.

So apparently lots of little assholes elect big assholes into
office.

The last freedom is the freedom to remove the government by force
if necessary should the government try to abridge the basic principles
of the country.

This means the right to keep and bear arms.

We all hate guns, but the sad truth is that when the police force
and army are so strong relative to the populace at large that the
government couldn't be removed if we wanted to, then a police state has
started to flower and WILL continue to flower until it overruns all of
civilization like a choking weed.

A police state means you pay taxes to keep the gun pointing at you
so you have to pay taxes, while doing the bidding of your slave master,
or digging your own grave.

Which brings us to the last part of this posting which answers the
question of what does it mean to be unpatriotic.

Patriotism means love of land, people and principles.

It's hard not to love the land, and some of the people, but its
really the principles that matter.

Unpatriotism means to not love or to try to undermine the basic
principles for which the country stands.

Patriotism does not mean love of or for government, and it
certainly does not mean obedience or loyalty to government right or
wrong.

Those that criticize the government even during time of war, are
not unpatriotic. Those that try to silence the critics are. THEY are
the UNAmercian assholes that need to be restrained by law and due
diligence to its enforcement so that the true principles of this country
can stand forever as truth, justice and the American *WAY*.

Beware the harbinger of protected species, or enforced silence, or
doublethink.

And should America or its government ever become the enemy of the
principles that America stood for, then I shall be a solider behind
enemy lines.

America, love it or change it.

Homer

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POLITICS AND MARKETS

POLITICS AND MARKETS

Politics is the meta design of society.

Markets are the operation of that society as designed.

Society consists of producers and consumers engaging in free trade,
negotiations for duties and rights, and a government with force and laws
to protect those negotiations and free trade. This is 'the market'.

Society and its markets depends on communication lines and
restrictions on those communication lines for the society to take place
properly.

But the process of politics also depends on those same
communication lines, because while people are part of society and
engaging in their markets, they are also the designers of that society
looking at it from outside of society and must be able to speak freely
and anonymously with each other if necessary in order to engage in that
process of design.

Any changes made to the communication lines in society for the sake
of the markets MUST be gauged against the effects they have on the meta
design process of politics as both politics and markets depend on the
same communication lines.

*BOTH POLITICS AND MARKETS DEPEND ON THE SAME COMMUNICATION LINES*

When changes are made to the communication lines that benefit the
markets at the expense of politics then you have a police state
aborning.

Politics for example depend upon untraceable anonymous
communication lines, so that people can speak freely about their
political ideas with out the political goon squads of the opposing
parties coming in the night and making them disappear.

But if you can communicate about politics anonymously to everyone
and anyone, you can also send mp3's of copyrighted works, and no one can
trace you to stop you. And so to can the subversives or terrorists talk
freely to the people. And so to can the pedophiles posting pictures of
naked kids to public forums without recourse.

Politics also depend on the ability for a trusted group of people
to communicate safely amongst themselves using encyrption with absolute
assurance that everyone knows who the others are and no one else can
eavesdrop.

But if they can do that, again they can pass copyrighted mp3's
around to each other with impunity. And the subversives and terrorists
and pedophiles can plot and share their pictures.

Markets hate the freedoms necessary to political communication
lines.

Politics must never become subservient to markets, because if they
do, the meta design process of society becomes interrupted, or enslaved
to the vested interests of the markets.

When that happens, society can't be changed as the designers can't
talk to each other safely any more, and society begins to own the
players rather than the other way around.

There are MANY players who would love for society to own its
players.

When ever the communication needs of politics comes into conflict
with the communication needs of markets, these people will ALWAYS push
the solution that diminishes the power of political communication for
the sake of market communication. Almost always these involve more
force and power to the government/police and more silence and
communication barriers to the people.

It's almost like a drug. Those who seek easy solutions to their
market problems, and who are politically weak inside will usually accept
these solutions and thus society is pushed further towards becoming an
eternal jail where only the weak and obedient slaves prosper and
flourish.

Is that what you want?

Homer

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TAKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE SURVIVAL OF OTHERS

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PREAMBLE

Aberrated people like to define various areas of inquiry out of
existence by usurping the words used to properly discuss these areas for
their own ends.

For example in the dictionary it will tell you interpretation means
rendition, and rendition means interpretation. This totally short
circuits any discussion about the DIFFERENCES between referents and
symbols.

Referents are rendered into symbols, and one interprets symbols
back into referents.

Another clear breach of understandings caused by such chicanery, is
engendered by misuse of the term responsibility, in particular the
phrase 'to be responsible for.'

"To be responsible for" means to be the knowing willing cause of.

"To take responsibility for something" means to own up to having
created that something.

You make a mess of things, you take responsibility for the mess by
owning up to being the causal creator of the mess.

However to 'take responsibility for' is also used to mean to come
across a mess that you did not create, and may not know who did create
it, but then to add your cause into it to make it better.

In this sense "to take responsibility for" means to take control of
or over an existing situation in order to change or guide its future
direction to a better end.

In the first sense, responsible people cause things.

In the second sense, responsible people look after or take care of
things already caused.

The Nanny didn't cause the kid but she makes damn sure it grows up
right, once invited in to take care of it.

Technically we like to discriminate between these two usages by
saying the creator is responsible FOR an area, and the creature TAKES
responsibility OVER an area after the fact of its creation.

Thus the creator takes responsibility by owning up to having caused
something.

The creature takes responsibility over what the creator has created
and left behind for him to manage and improve.

But the english language will have none of it, everyone uses the
two phrases interchangeably to great harm.

When someone demands 'Who is responsible for this mess?', does he
want the guy who created it, or the guy who is cleaning it up?

Thus in this posting we concede to the bastardizations of the
masses and where we mean to discuss 'taking responsibility OVER
something,' we will say instead 'taking responsibility FOR' something.

In this process, we are not interested at all in who created things
as they are, we are only interested in who or what is trying to do
something about them to the betterment of everything.

THIS UNIVERSE

This universe is an 8 cylinder engine, 10 if you want to include
aesthetics and ethics, 16 if you want to include decency, truth,
awareness, individuality, coexistence, and consciousness.

For the moment the standard lower 8 will do.

They are concentric circles of encompassment:

8,) The Infinite
7.) Spirit
6.) MEST
5.) Life
4.) Mankind
3.) Groups
2.) Family
1.) Self

Each dynamic is a subset of and is included in the dynamic above
it.

It is called a dynamic because each is an arena of active
consumption and production towards survival, where hopefully one is
producing more than consuming and thus surviving well, prospering and
flourishing, and creating affluence for the greatest good of the
greatest number.

Each dynamic goal goes a bit deeper than only survival, because it
is really about cycles of action, namely create, survive and destroy.

Cycles of action have to include destroy in order to make room for
new creation.

So keep that in mind when we talk about survival, we really mean
create, survive and destroy depending on what stage the being is in on
each dynamic goal he is pursuing.

BASIC PURPOSE

A child's understanding of its 'basic purpose' is incident upon its
individuation in this life, first awareness of self and personal agency,
that is I AM, I KNOW, I WANT and I DO.

I AM is his basic self awareness through the facility of perfect
certainty born of self luminous consciousness of which he is a unit.

I KNOW is the collected and collecting understandings of himself
and life and how it works.

I WANT is his basic purpose at the moment.

I DO is his personal agency functioning through operating
responsibility.

A basic purpose or goal is a desire to engage in a cycle of action
towards the survival of many someones or somethings on all of the 8
dynamics.

Beings have dynamic goals that are very short from start to
attainment, others are many life times long and are called trans life
time goals.

I been working on a star drive for eons, but I had to learn to add
first, you see?

There are also trans universe goals, and trans eternity goals,
which are the primary reasons he chooses to manifest in the first place.

Manifestations happen in grand cycles of snooze to dream back to
snooze again.

Nothing is kept from dream to dream, each dream is complete in
itself, but the primary why to manifest remains the same, to share self
love with others.

But a dream can contain many sub dreams within dreams, universes
within universes, life time after life time. In this sense goals
started long ago in one universe, or one life, may still be continuing
in this life and universe until they are finally finished a long time
down the road in maybe yet another universe.

Sleep in time during an ongoing dream is a mockery of the Big
Snooze between cycles of manifestation.

The Big Snooze is utter eternal immutable unimpingability until the
self generated call to the next manifestation happens.

The total time of a particular cycle of manifestation can be untold
trillions upon trillions of years between big snoozes, but they are
always finite, and the being can get time off from a dream, back to the
big snooze, for a while if he manages his dreamtime properly.

Dreamtime between big snoozes is manifestation via the operation of
dynamic thrust towards many different goals across however many dynamics
there are, which in this universe are 8.

Thus the dynamic thrust of an individual, called by Freud his
libido, is an 8 pronged rush into existence to get something done in the
time allotted, from the dynamic of self in this lifetime to the dynamic
of the infinite cross all Eternities.

One might well ask how cauld one have a goal on or to enhance the
infinite. When you find it, you will know it.

So it isn't just one basic purpose that a child has, like to be a
doctor or play the piano, its a universally wide matrix of purposes that
interplay with each other across all the dynamics.

OPPOSITION AND OVERRUN.

People crash and get sick to the degree that their basic purposes
are blunted by opposition, or overrun during dreamtime.

Crashing means the dynamic thrust turns around and hits the floor
like a rocket that will not fly or goes into a wall it can not overcome.

An opposed or blunted purpose means the purpose ran into an
overwhelming opposition, and the being gets stopped on his impulse to
create, survive or destroy something of importance to him on one or more
dynamics, and he gives up, changes course, and never looks back, never
takes it up again.

Instead he starts to pursue a substitute purpose, still powered by
the emotion of his original basic purpose which is now suffering in
anger, fear, sorrow and apathy, and so his every effort makes him sick
and his life is a sinking ship.

He is operating on the right intention at ground zero, but every
effort and direction he takes from there is wrong.

The power is still there, but rather than flowing smoothly with
love towards its true purpose and destiny, its flow is of sorrow,
enturbulated, chaotic and confused by the oppositions in the way of the
flow.

Nothing sadder than to see a river of power turn against itself.

Eventually even the river runs out of tears and can cry no more
because it can love no more.

Sorrow is simply enturbulated love, no sorrow, no love.

For most, before they can recover the ability to love, they have to
recover sorrow and the ability to cry forever.

OVERRUN

An overrun purpose is a time where the being actually accomplished
all or part of a basic purpose, but fails to acknowledge the win and
move on.

Instead he continues to try to win, when he has already done so,
and thus he starts to lose by definition, under the power of his
consideration that he hasn't won yet.

Again he eventually succumbs to substitute purposes and the death
they entail to his endless beautiful future.

Most beings are a complex mess of both being stopped and overrun.

They deride and pour contempt on brightness, and so their future is
gray, bleak, grim or finite.

Some games were just too hard to play at the time, the problem was
not that he lost, but that he gave up forever and turned to a new
heading rather than put it on the back burner to approach it again one
day. Actually he did, but he has long since forgotten that the back
burner is there with stacks of failures waiting to be rekindled.

Some games he won, but were so beautiful he didn't want to say good
bye to them yet, so he pretended he was still trying and continued to
play.

Both are death, because the being failed to create a BIGGER MORE
beautiful game and play that. Instead the being got smaller, and lost
his way in endless turning from his course of action to some other
direction. Enough of that and you are going in circles, but its a
dwindling spiral because the being is getting smaller and smaller with
each turn.

HOW TO AUDIT

In breaking open the ball of charge created by being stopped or
overrun on basic purposes, one has to address each of the dynamics and
all of the events that took place on them. They are all right there
waiting to be audited.

If this is done properly, the being will rehab his willingness and
ability to operate on each dynamic again, either with a new bigger basic
purpose, or getting on with the original one to final completion.

That results in a life of triumph rather than defeat.

The final triumph is eternality, and the final defeat is hell
forever or death forever for those who can no longer confront
their own hells.

However no hell can outlast a true confession, and that is what
auditing is about.

In early childhood where basic purposes are first posited, they are
usually unstated. The child does not yet have the words for them,
probably no body has the words for them.

The child does not get out of bed and say 'One day I am going to
...', but yet there he is every day getting out of bed and being, doing,
or having whatever ... is.

Thus when a purpose gets overwhelmed by opposition, either by the
people around him who would just faint if he ever did well, or the
universe at large that can be pretty mean for a small child, the
experience of failure will be strong but not verbally detailed, and
certainly not talked out to cognitions and very good indicators
with anyone.

Usually the being just rolls up in a ball and tries to forget he
ever had any dreams.

It is an 8 dynamic ball with the power of the roaring Mississippi
behind it, and unrolling it can be hard.

Almost everyone in a child's early life are lost souls like he too
is soon to become. There is no help in them.

Eventually the child grows up and becomes an adult, and, well we
all know what "Gr'ups" are like. (From Startrek.)

For example when I was a child, I was brought up mostly in a world
of science, but also the normal background noise of religion. I wanted
to believe in God and an after life, but I just couldn't quite see my
way to it.

Santa Claus made more sense than Jesus.

One day, I must have been 8 or 9, I was reading a book on the solar
system and getting an idea of just how big space and time really were.

Being a meatball I still believed in their actuality, but I always
knew I could be dreaming. But I couldn't believe that if I were
dreaming, no one else had noticed this fact, so I crashed into accepting
that things were as they looked, and I was made of meat and operated out
of a brain.

That would have made me a basically healthy meatball like everyone
else.

But then that one day I was reading this book on the solar system,
and I got to the last chapter entitled 'How the Earth might end.'

It went into detail about an asteroid coming in from outer space
and smashing the earth to pieces never to be any more.

Because I was young, I went into a thunderous confused shock on the
matter, I could barely stand up, and I wasn't thinking very clearly.

I did not have a good idea of where life came from, and I wasn't
clear headed enough to wonder if life on other planets existed, and I
didn't know that life could regenerate it self elsewhere if destroyed
here.

So I got this feeling of EVERYTHING GONE, which restimulated my EOE
chain which is very deep.

EOE = End of Everything.

Worse I started to think about the God question again, and I tried
to imagine a being that would create a universe that was so opposed to
itself that it would or could wipe out all of life and sentience forever
and the AllThatIs would just continue on for an eternity with no one in
it, serving no purpose at all.

That an INTELLIGENT creator could create such a thing, turned on my
monster chain, as such a creator would have to be a monster.

If you have ever felt monster vibrations, you might want to take a
look at it, namely the interplay between intelligent intent and utter
absolute destruction of everything everywhere forever more.

So what happened that day was, whatever my goals were regarding
life on Earth and MEST on the 5th and 6th dynamics, died and along with
it most of the rest of my life. If the higher dynamics die they take
out the lower dynamics with them.

If there wasn't going to be an Earth, why bother having a family or
learn how birds fly?

What were those goals?

Well as I said, all goals on all dynamics are IN GENERAL for the
same thing, namely to engage in cycles of action, consumption and
production, along those dynamics to create, survive and destroy.

Now looking in hindsight I would say that my goal on the sixth
dynamic was something like:

"To make the Earth Survive."

To survive against what you might ask?

Well there are a lot of things that are going to test the survival
of life and civilization on Earth that a little child could wrap its
wits around, but if an asteroid is going to come in and wipe it all
away, why bother?

And if there is a God, such an event would prove that God was a
monster, which had seemed like he was anyhow up to that point, so my
interest changed suddenly and dramatically from science, which now
seemed like a waste of time, to religion which was much more important
to solve.

We know the asteroid exists.

I had felt the monster, so I knew the Devil existed.

The question remained does God exist, and if so, what do we DO
about him? Do we help him or harm him?

Was God our savior or was God the monster?

My gut feeling was that even God was afraid of the monster.

I couldn't shake that one.

Ain't NO ONE going near this thing.

It might be true that 'he who made him can approach unto him', but
no one made the monster. It was Sovereign.

This is not a particularly sane frame of mind for a child to be in,
particularly a budding scientist with the world at his feet due to his
father's fame.

But to me science became like watching E! Entertainment on TV
rather than something edifying. Science was powerless in the face of a
monster God, and while religion was clearly planning for the destruction
of the Earth, science was paving the way to give it the power to do so.
This was 1959 after all and my attention was very much on atomic war,
and the assholes who couldn't seem to wait to have one.

So I got diverted away from my basic purposes on the 8 dynamics,
away from scientific goals towards religious goals, and only in later
flars was I able to synthesize new goals to build a bridge between
religion and science.

The answer to the monstrosity of God was not new, but the answer
was lacking as a child.

Namely we ARE that God in carnation, and the things we can chose to
do to ourselves is wider than the things that would be proper for
someone else to do to us.

Thus we might expect a wild ride, and still appreciate it with a
sense of humor and high appreciation for ludicrous demise.

The monster is merely seeing ourself in the mirror, mad as hell
about not being sovereign ourselves.

And given the existence of the monster, there was no hope remaining
that we could have ever been or ever will be sovereign, so the
experience was self locking.

DIVINITY

Divinity is an endless series of frosty-friendly kind of human love
with infinite power and almost infinite willingness.

Thus divinity will never turn you away, but neither will it call
after you.

Because of this, divinity is willing to engage in games that a
human won't touch.

Being human is one of them.

This creates a separation in affinity between the creator
aspect and the creature aspect of the GodSoul which is one
and the same being.

The GodSoul can get into a conundrum.

It can look in the mirror and see the monster, an all powerful
sovereign being that wants to die but can't.

The GodSoul is one step away from native state, but can't let go
and go to sleep because it wants to die forever, but it knows that if it
goes to sleep as native state it WILL wakeup again one day, which must
never happen again.

Thus the GodSoul holds onto its last shred of awakeness, hating
forever everything lovely, trying to die forever, but not being able to,
and finally becomes a Black Static Being, whose sole intent is to make
nothing out of everything forever for free.

Thus the GodSoul becomes its own guardian of the gate to
eternality, and cosmic rest.

This is the ultimate joke and the ultimate humor to find release to
sleep again in peace forever.

The GodSoul as God Monster has forgotten something as it holds off
eternality with an endless immortality of terror.

It has forgotten its basic goal of manifestation, to share self
love with others, and to take responsibility for the survival of others.

TAKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE SURVIVAL OF OTHERS

Now in auditing this, you find something very very interesting.

A being is not alone and independent in this universe, he lives in
a complex web of dependencies of consumption and production with others
for his own survival.

And just as he depends on others for his survival, so too do they
depend on him for their survival.

When the being is a baby, one might say he is totally dependent on
others taking responsibility for his survival, such as his mother and
father who feed, clothe and shelter him, but also the rest of society
and its members who work hard to put a community and civilization in
place to provide sustenance, safety, education, and training.

If the child is attended to properly as a baby, he will grow up
into a being who also enjoys taking responsibility for the survival of
others across all 8 dynamics, risks be damned, and will return many fold
the investment made in him.

The way to independency is the ability to operate dependency.

You can ask a being what he wants, and you can ask and ask and ask,
and he will list and list and list, just never get it.

What he wants is to look after, take care of, and take
responsibility for the survival of others.

When any healthy being reaches for something, he is always reaching
to take responsibility for the survival of others, or for others to take
responsibility for the survival of him and for others.

Happiness and optimum action depend on a balance of those two
flows.

Thus you will find in every being that their basic goal across the
8 dynamics in general is always the same thing:

TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE SURVIVAL OF OTHERS, NAMELY SOMETHING
OR SOMEONE.

And in return he expects and demands that others take
responsibility for his survival too.

Thus we find that the ONLY aberration a being could suffer would be
in his willingness and ability to take responsibility for the survival
of others, and to accept others taking responsibility for the survival
of him.

As you take apart the case therefore, you are looking for times
when his efforts to have others take responsibility for his survival as
a baby, and later his efforts to take responsibility for the survival of
others, came a cropper.

For example there will be distinct people, places, things and times
that he absolutely will NOT be willing to take responsibility for their
survival INCLUDING HIS OWN BODY.

And there will be people, places, things and times that he will
absolutely NOT be willing to have them take responsibility for his
survival.

In other words in these areas he will refuse to give or accept
survival from anyone in them.

This then forms his case, including the psychosomatic aspects of
his suffering.

ALL PSYCHOSOMATIC CONDITIONS IN THE BODY, HEART, MIND AND SOUL,
HAVE BEEN CREATED BY THE BEING IN ORDER TO

1.) Get others to take responsibility for his survival.
2.) Get others to NOT take responsibility for his survival.
3.) Be able to take responsibility for other's survival.
4.) Be able to NOT take responsibility for other's survival.

Because create, survive and destroy is an 8 dynamic complex goal,
each dynamic will provide areas of case and somatic conditions that need
to be audited on those dynamics and the ones they interact with.

The guy has a headache? Well which dynamic does he have a headache
on. You get this?

As a child, if the parent fails to properly take responsibility for
his survival, he will first try forthright action to right the wrong,
and failing that will turn to deceits.

Every psychosomatic condition is a deceit of magnitude towards
others and towards himself.

Mock up a God unit lying to itself about why it isn't God.

As an adult, if he is forced to take responsibility for the
survival of others whom he detests, or fails in his endeavors to take
responsibility for the survival of those he adores, he will develop
INABILITIES to take responsibility for the survival of others so he
doesn't have to or can't.

HE IS TAKING RESPONSIBILITY BY NOT TAKING RESPONSIBILITY AND/OR
BEING NO LONGER ABLE TO.

In life, every job you will ever do is to take responsibility for
the survival of others, and taking responsibility for the survival of
others is the only thing you will ever get paid for, and the only thing
you will ever pay anyone else for.

If you can't take responsibility for the survival of others, you
will not be able to survive under your own hand.

The ability to take responsibility for the survival of others is
the ONLY reason anyone would ever invest in you in the first place, it
is THEIR return on investment that leads them to take responsibility for
the survival of you.

If you can not take responsibility for the survival of others, the
balance of payments will be out, because other's will still be working
day and night taking responsibility for the survival of you, either
directly or indirectly, whether they or you know it or not, and you will
end up out exchange with the world, namely owing a debt of return,
across all 8 dynamics.

Negative pride along any dynamic means out exchange along that
dynamic which means failures or refusals to take responsibility for the
survival of something or someone along that dynamic or their failures or
refusals to take responsibility for you along that dynamic.

The joke is, this builds up charge because it goes unstated and
unconfessed in specific detail.

Who, what, where, when, why, which.

CHARGE RESULTS FROM ROLLING UP IN A BALL AND TRYING TO FORGET THE
FAILURE INSTEAD OF GETTING AND GIVING A FULL CONFESSION OF FAILURES.

Get it all out in the open again, and your preclear will see what
he has been doing to himself, perhaps for the first time in trillenia,
and begin to handle these things, rather than turn from them in Q&A into
substitute purposes of sadness and self destruction leading only
downward into permanent darkness and demise.

The being is stuck in a body because of this cycle.

At first he adored and wanted to take responsibility for the
survival of a body.

Then it gets hurt or he hurts it and he considers he has failed.

Then he wants to not take responsibility for the survival of a
body.

Then it gets hurt worse.

Then he feels forced to take responsibility for the survival of a
body because he owes it, that's propitiation.

Then it gets hurt worse.

Then he BECOMES the body to take final responsibility for its
survival forever more through absolute and meticulous control and micro
management of its every move.

This forms a classic dicom stair case that goes as follows:

1.) The Beauty of taking responsibility for the survival of others.

2.) The Ugly of taking responsibility for the survival of others.

3.) The Beauty of NOT taking responsibility for the survival of
others.

4.) The Ugly of NOT taking responsibility for the survival of
others.

At first its beautiful taking responsibility for the survival of
others because he loves them to pieces. Adoration is operation, and
operate them and show them how to operate, he does.

But then they get hurt, so it becomes ugly to take responsibility
for the survival of others, because he still loves them, but doesn't
want to hurt them. He loses trust and confidence in himself, and he
thinks he needs to win back the approval of his peers and other bodies
who caution him against his ways.

So then he gets into the beauty of NOT taking responsibility for
the survival of others, because now he has found reason to detest them.

And then he gets into the ugly of NOT taking responsibility for the
survival of others, because he is alone and can't stand it.

The opposite stair case also applies.

1.) The beauty of having others take responsibility for the
survival of him. Mother is the best mother in the whole world.

2.) The ugly of having others take responsibility for the survival
of him. Mother is a crazed suicidal drunk.

3.) The beauty of having others NOT take responsibility for the
survival of him. What a relief, just go away and leave me alone!

4.) The ugly of having others NOT take responsibility for the
survival of him. I am alone.

I will let you figure out other sashays down that one.

Well aside from getting your preclear to understand all of the
above and start to watch this happening in present time rather than let
it all go to hell on him automatically, how do you audit this?

In general, spot a dynamic, spot a goal, spot when it was stopped
or overrun, clear out all negative postulates, particularly those
pertaining to taking responsibility for the survival of others, and
others taking responsibility for the survival of him and others.

Make sure to get the forthright actions he tried at first to right
things, and then the deceits he descended to when they failed.

Each and every failure to pursue his basic goals will run the
emotional curve from forthrightness to covert deceit, even from himself.

He KNOWS about the deceits down deep, he has forgotten about his
courage, decency and forthrightness at every first conflict. Regaining
his awareness of his innate decency will restore his operating pride on
all 8 dynamics pretty quick.

Every being walking around thinks he is a lying, cheating, thieving
son of a bitch and con on the inside, and he is. But he has lost
contact withhow hard he tried to do it right, and the desperation of
love that led him to do it wrong.

Then spend a few hours with the following:

Run,

Get the idea of wanting to take responsibility for the survival of
others.

That's his morning get up and go by the way, it's the DESIRE to
take responsibility for the survival of others that powers him.

No get up and go means no desire to take responsibility for the
survival of others. It is just that simple.

Get the idea of NOT wanting to take responsibility for the survival
of others.

Get the idea of wanting others to take responsibility for the
survival of you.

Get the idea of NOT wanting others to take responsibility for the
survival of you.

If you run into a 'Who me?' case, run it with NO and SOME:

(NO and SOME will run every item under heaven and sky.)

Get the idea of NO desire to take responsibility for the survival
of others.

Get the idea of SOME desire to take responsibility for the survival
of others.

Get the idea of NO desire to NOT take responsibility for the
survival of others.

Get the idea of SOME desire to NOT take responsibility for the
survival of others.

Then,

Get the idea of NO desire that others take responsibility for the
survival of you.

Get the idea of SOME desire that others take responsibility for the
survival of you.

Get the idea of NO desire that others NOT take responsibility for
the survival of you.

Get the idea of SOME desire that others NOT take responsibility for
the survival of you.

You could probably run that at $100/hour on accessible preclears,
those that can cry, and they would be THROWING money (survival) at you.
You better take it too :) or you become part of their case.

The minute an auditor becomes an item to a preclear's process, the
preclear is no longer running with the auditor, the preclear is running
OUT the auditor.

Don't get bogged down in the wording or grammar, a smart preclear
will get it real fast and start running this faster than you can audit.

That's an extra $50/hour to just sit there and ack him.

IF you don't have your preclear bawling his eyes out in a few hours
falling in love with life all over again, and ABLE TO STAND UP AGAIN,
run it on yourself because you ain't helping HIS survival, that's for
sure.

Your preclear will probably run this for the rest of his life, in
and out of session, as he begins his climb back up the dynamics and
starts grabbing hold of some things or some ones he can take
responsibility for the survival of and adore operating them again.

Homer

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