Friday, August 29, 2014

ADORE690 (fwd)

Intimations of the Power Protocol Process, do not run with
questions, but with Get the Idea of...

Homer

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THE CHURCH AND OT's.

You know the truth is Hubbard didn't need OT's, he needed workers
that would obey him in the new world.

He was making OT's, real OT's in 1952, step 1's would come in to
the org, he would pop them out of their heads with 'be 3 feet of your
head', (that's the definition of a step 1) and start to process mockups
on them until they could mockup anything.

The result was a 190 mile high powerful being, but it was someone
who wasn't protecting, owning, controlling, punishing or being
responsible for bodies any more, all of which are sub death tones.

(A sub death tone is below pity when a being has killed a beloved
body accidentally, and now wants to devote himself to the care of
another one to make up for the first.

If you love a cat to pieces and kill it accidentally you will come
back as a cat. That is how you became a body.)

They came in wounded birds, and left free to fly.

You can't own that kind of OT being because they are making YOU.

Hubbard realized he had the power to make OT's, but in order to do
so he had to make unaberrated but permanently low level workers that
would stay around and run his OT factory for him, because no OT would
have anything to do with it. In fact no one above sub death would stay
around for long.

That may sound bad, but people are held down by the garbage pile of
postulates that everyone else is making that have buried him.

The very best thing for a true OT to do to help others, is to
remove himself and his postulates from the area, and that is one less
being holding everyone else down with their postulate that others need
help.

Going OT is like steam bubbling off of water. As the steam leaves,
it leaves room for the next layer of water to turn into steam and leave
too. Pretty soon there is no more water and everyone has gone OT. The
OT helped himself, and helped others by removing HIS postulate that
others are in dire need of help.

Thus if you can get a real OT to help you, you are gonna have to
wonder what he is up to. Mostly it will be trying to level the playing
field. But if the good guys are winning and the bad guys are losing,
well...

Anyhow auditing is a detour to regaining health on your basic
purposes, there are no people whose basic purpose is to audit. Auditing
at best is a hobby. It may be fun to fix cars, but to devote a life to
fixing cars when you could be driving them?

So the Church is full of people who want to drive, but spend all
their time in the Church to only fix.

Hubbard himself found it immeasurably hard to stay around.

He was probably doing hard time on Earth mandated by the Galactic
Council for his crimes during the OT III debacle.

In the end though the goal to make an OT and the goal to survive
and grow as a church came in conflict with each other, until finally the
goal of the Church was merely to grow and grow and grow with no one
leaving and thus no one going OT.

Every post in the church was a hole needing a live body to fill it.
With the church growing like wildfire, and every new church creating
hundreds of new holes to be filled, they couldn't fill them fast enough.

"Oh you just attested to OT have you, where here's a hole for you
to fill, plunk, maybe you can fill 2 or 3 at the same time, eh? Oh and
stop moving pencils around on the table, and start moving bodies into
the shop."

That was the end of that guy's progress you see?

Most people don't want to go OT anyhow, not full OT, they just want
to optimize their game some so they can have fun as humans. Filling
holes in the Church was supposed to be one of those fun games. But no
where near a basic purpose. Thus post holes can only ever be filled by
sub death humans striving for above death freedom.

That was Hubbard's basic problem, how to build a machine that would
free beings, that needed unfree beings to run it.

The problem is almost unsolvable, so those that like to rag on
Hubbard really need to take a look.

Run repetitively to win, cognitions and very good indicators, VGIs.

What freedom/power/ability do you want?
What would you do with it?
What would be the consequences?

E/P Life fun again.

Homer

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Thursday, August 28, 2014

SESSIO24 (fwd)

I would also run "How do you feel about your future?" with an eye
on the 'immortal/mortal' dichotomy.

Homer

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SESSION NOTES 5/11/03

Had a good session with Enid today, over the internet, with
netmeeting video and Ralph's internet e-meter.

Session dread can often be caused by expecting the opening
question of the auditor. Enid likes to ask "What have you been
working on" becuase I do a lot of solo. But I hate the question as it
involves working my memory and also tries to restir up stuff that is
theoretically done with.

Many auditor's start with 'How are you doing?' but this is a
terrible question because it gets the person to talk about his state
of effect of the things that are ruining him. The answer is always
the same: 'terrible'.

"What would you like to work on?" is another one that just
pisses me off totally because I have no clue, and I been over
and over that forever until I am blue in the face about it. If I
knew what I should be working on, I would be doing it solo.

So I been spending a lot of time trying to handle the session
dread by coming up with the opening question that Enid should ask me
in order to get me into session and interested in my own case and
willing to talk to the auditor.

Finally I came up with a question that indicated strongly and
immediately,

"Where are you?"

Not necessarily the space/time 'where', but "what state
are you in relative to the state of everything else in the world too."

Rather than getting me to get into endless descriptions
of how I am doing, it got me into descriptions of me, and what
I was 'in' and my relation to it etc.

It got me to orient myself to more clearly see my condition in
relation to the barriers I consider are ruining me.

That ran well for a while, then we switched to

"What do you expect of your future?"

Expectation is one of those major dicoms a thetan engages in.

He either expects something to happen because his expectation is
cause of it happening, or he expects something to happen because he is
the effect of other cause, and has LEARNED the hard way it's going
happen regardless of what he thinks.

His expectation is either causitive, Looking by Knowing or its
effect, Knowing (Learning) by Looking .

So as a thetan decays down scale his 'expectations' go from being
causative to being a learned and studied effect, and the flip flop
point needs to be spotted and rehabbed.

Low tone people consider their sage resignation to be wisdom.

Homer

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Tuesday, August 26, 2014

ALIVE (fwd)

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DEAD AND ALIVE

TA = 5.75, stuck solid as a rock, nothing reading, absolutely
unmovable needle.

Starting poking around,

"Dead Being?"
"Being Dead?'
"Alive Being?"
"Being alive?"

Needle started to tick.

Moved into

"Is there a deadness?"
"Is there an aliveness?"

Needle started to tick around significantly.

Finally ran,

"Spot something alive."
"Spot something dead."

Needle got electric, started reading, blowing down, rising, blowing
down again, would stop dead, normally session would die at this point, but
then it started moving again, did this a couple of times.

Got the idea "*THIS* is the process!"

It wasn't but one can always dream.

Session ended on major release TA = 4.0.

Process far from flat.

Run quickly and lightly on dead and alive beings, things, places,
peoples, times, objects, ideas, feelings, spaces, bodies, areas of the
body, center of brain, neck, spine, heart, lungs, eyeballs, optic chiasm
(where optic nerves converge and cross) etc.

Homer


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Monday, August 25, 2014

ADORE892

MURDERING

Written for Enid before she died...

The only thing that can kill you is birth and death, and case
involvement with such, on all 4 planes of existence, body, heart, mind
and soul.

Physical, emotional, mental and/or spiritual.

Not just body birth and death, get it?

Birth and death of ANYTHING.

In present time run the following on all things whether incarnate
or disincarnate, repetitively to E/P.

E/P: Able to breath easier, and knows how to not make it worse
without wanting to. In control of dying again.

Presented as questions, but run as a command:

Spot....

Get the idea of...

Get the effort to...

Tell me about...

Questions seeking answers kill.

That is an odd statement, don't go by it. It isn't true in the
physical universe which is a game of questions and answers, but is true
in the spiritual universe. If you make a game of going clear, you
probably won't.

One needs to run out the question asking, not find the answer,
as the being already knows the answer.

The QUESTIONS that one must run out are the only answers the
preclear needs.

Once the question asking stops, any answers that might remain, will
appear on their own. Hopefully the preclear won't remember what
question the answer was for, and will toss the answer in the same bin as
the question never to be thought of again.

Questions are of the form:

Who, how, what, where, when, why, which, is it, and does it, along
with could it, would it, and should it, all tenses past, present and
future.

In general, three are more important than the others.

What: is often a restimulation of the past, and last to be
answered.

How: is always in present time.

Why: is usually about the future.

Who: the preclear is usually fixated on who done it, the answer is
'me', at worst he started them starting it, at best he started himself
starting it.

The guy is worried about the future and is ransacking his past to
find answers to his problems.

He can't be the effect of others trying to make him an effect
unless he himself has tried to cause others to be an effect, either
before or after they do it to him.

This reduces him down to being an effect on the awareness
characteristic scale, and its bye bye downwards from there on out, as
all the rest of the awareness characteristic scale is a solution to
being an effect.

If they do it to him first, he will use it as a 'good idea' to do
it to others later and, whether or not they fall for it, if he regrets
it, or worse if he fails to make it stick on them, he will become stuck
with the original of them doing it to him.

If he does it to others first, and regrets it, he will wait like a
cat for a bird for others to do it to him later, so he can say 'see you
deserved it!'

Reversing time order sticks a preclear in time like crazy glue.

He becomes MEST after that, I am a body, I am a *DEAD* body, etc.

Death is inherent in all compound things, thus becoming MEST is a
sure way to end up dust in the wind before your time.

His past may indeed be filled with pain and unconsciousness but it
is the MURDEROUS RANSACKING (question asking) in present time that is
killing him.

Get the idea of ransacking with violence and hard determination in
order to learn, know, find out, seek, search for or look for and you
will see quickly why he is physically on the edge.

We do not care about the past, all trouble is in present time.

It is useful to find out the first time some trouble occurred, for
that was where the first postulates were made, but the postulates
continue to exist NOW because of one's fears of the future.

The present is an effort to protect loved one's from the future.

Run that, forget the past.

Life is in you today, you make your tomorrow. -LRH

The past has no cause, present time surely does.

One finds out about the past as a result of getting better, not as
a cause of getting better.

Capiche toi?

Most preclears live down around UNKNOWABLE on the know to mystery
scale.

Or maybe if they are lucky they are way up there in waiting.

A little higher and they are upset as hell about sex, death and
eating or being eaten.

Those with awareness will tell you that God is one sick mother
f*cker.

Higher, they come up to thinking (question asking, figure figure),
and being a symbol to an every where present, omnipotent, unknowable
orientation point.

Higher than that, they are trying to know by emoting, where doubt
is self casting, as doubt makes you FEEL bad, and thus convinces you all
the more that the doom you are worried about is right around the corner.

WONDERING KILLS.

Wondering is not beauty and awe, although these can cause wonder.

Wondering is question asking, wondering who, how, what, where,
when, why, which, etc.

Beauty without wondering is peace.

Beauty with wonder is nightmare.

They finally come up to knowing by looking which is the DEFINITION
of utterly nuts, unless you want to be a machine tooling around the
physical universe seeking survival by learning things by looking at
them.

Get this now, there is a difference between

Knowing by looking (learning), and
Looking by Knowing (creating).

They are dicoms.

Knowing by looking is hell.

What the hell else do you think you will find out?

Looking by Knowing is heaven.

What else would you create? :)

For a spirit, looking by knowing is being in pretty good shape,
unless you are surrounded by orientation points that can out know you,
and thus out create you, putting you into an effect of knowing by
looking at them.

In which case a little practice at knowing them out-knowing you,
will take them over and make them yours.

You own what you can PUT THERE, no matter how big or mean it is.

Ownership is rights of control.

It's right there in the KRC triangle,

KNOWING = RESPONSIBILITY = CAUSE/CONTROL.

The one who can creatively look by knowing things into existence,
can orient everything and everyone else to his hearts content.

HE IS MAKING THEM! HE IS PUTTING THEM THERE, where THERE
is where he wants them to be.

PUTTING SOMETHING THERE IS ORIENTING IT THERE.

Q1: Theta can create space and time and locate (orient) objects in
them.

Notice bottom scale, to locate means to search for and find, in
otherwords knowing by looking. This is being an effect.

Top scale, to locate means to causatively place, which is looking
by knowing it is there. This is cause.

THE ORIENTATION POINT - SYMBOL FLIP FLOP

That which orients is an orientation point or source.

That which is oriented is a symbol, a created something that has
mass meaning (use,significance) and mobility.

The fight for orientation hood is an OT war, one that everyone lost
a long time ago, the fight for who would be the dominant orientor.

Our wars now with each other, as symbols, is a distraction from the
original loss.

It started as a war to see who would be the last God standing, now
its a war to see who will be the last creature falling.

Find your preclear's postulated orientation point, and you will
have found their Nemesis One, because your preclear now thinks his
orientation point isn't HIM, and that puts your preclear into an angry
burn that lasts forever.

The desire to be God the Creator is infinite, surpassed only by the
desire to pretend to be the self created Creature for a while.

The desire to BE an orientation point is overwhelming and drives
everything on. A being is willing to be a symbol only if he knows he
fair chose it as a sovereign orientation point.

That said the orientation point is willing to hide his choice from
himself and become an unwilling symbol, again by fair chosen sovereign
choice.

This makes the symbol wonder if he ever wants to be an orientation
point again, doubt is self casting and he has become afraid of
being an orientation point that would create it self as a symbol.

The intent and artistic majesty of the flip flop is lost upon him.

The Creature has become afraid of itself as Creator.

This guarantees he remains a symbol without waking up for a long
time. Which was the original intent of the maneuver.

Keeping the game around was originally a problem to the creative
spirit.

You will know you have attained a taste of eternity when all motion
is gone from your space, and any inclination to change anything is so
ludicrous as to be rendered impossible.

It's hard being an orientation point, being happy with everything
as it is.

No reason to move.

Get the idea of everything being OK.

Get the idea of everything being NOT OK.

Spot NO OK. Spot SOME OK.
Spot NO NOT OK. Spot SOME NOT OK.

Run NO and SOME on both ends of any dicom.

Spot NO ADORATION. Spot SOME ADORATION.
Spot NO ABOMINATION. Spot SOME ABOMINATION.

Spot NO BEAUTY. Spot SOME BEAUTY.
Spot NO UGLY. Spot SOME UGLY.

Run REFUSED if NO doesn't run.

Don't forget ANDS.

You want to run NO AND SOME on things that are both BEAUTY AND UGLY
at the same time.

Both ADORATION AND ABOMINATION at the same time.

Beautiful Ugly, Ugly Beauties.

These might sound strange, but they aren't as strange as Quantum
Mechanics, Special Relativity or The Proof, so stop talking about it and
do it.

OK, so here are the processes to bear on the case shredding itself
to pieces in near body death.

They are stated as questions, but run them as creations with no
expectation nor need of answers.

An OT can do that, he can ask a question without the slightest need
to answer it.

The EFFORT to ASK a question, is not the EFFORT to ANSWER a
question.

The answer he 'seeks', is the question that he needs to stop trying
so hard to answer, and then stop trying so hard to ask.

A question doesn't need to be asked murderously, it can be asked
softly, gently and with kindness.

Adoration is the ability to operate (handle) questions and answers
with majesty, class and pride.

The source of all suffering is the fair chosen adore-operation of
Cool, Class, Halcyon, SinSong, Thrill and Romance via Living Majestic
Intelligence (you), and proud fancy free faithlessness of grand and
Excalibur design.

Cool is High Cool.

Class, is an attitude, that *ALL* should live forever (eternally)
and be my friend, including our most detested terminals.

Halcyon is bemused relief on the verge of time.

Majesty is master of jest, eternal good humor born of mastery of
songs of sin and hidden joy.

Majesty is the sovereign desire that desire not be sovereign for a
WHILE.

JEST means Jokes of Eternal Self Treason.

JEST means Justice of Eternal Self Truth.

JOY means Jokes On You.

Justice of Caliber is Kindship Excaliper.

JOKE means Justice Of Kindship Excaliper.

Laughter is the only kind justice there is, and the only justice
you will ever need, forever for real.

SinSong is to sing another source done wrong song.

SinSong is not Sin as long as it is just Song.

Source means Sovereign Omnilord of Unanimous Regency and Caliber
ExCaliper.

Excalibur is the two edged sword of ExCaliber and ExCaliper.

Calipers measure Caliber.

Caliber is worth, via harmonies and kind ship, sensitivity and
intelligence, star captain ability and operating know-how.

Ex Caliber means with out worth.

Ex Caliper means without measure, caliber without calipers to
measure, worth beyond measure.

The sword of Excalibur is stuck in the star rock of your mind by
your own PRESENT TIME operational wizardry.

A wiz is anyone who is a wiz with the sword.

A King is anyone who can wield Excalibur for himself and for
others.

King Arthur was able to pull the sword out of the rock because he
was willing to put it back in for others to try. The others were not so
willing.

Desire is sovereign, appreciation is for winners.

Pride, well pride is what makes everything worth while.

Peace is the ability to have questions without any answers at all.

Your preclear's bank is MADE of mis handled questions seeking
answers. He has become mad as hell about it and on a rampage that not
even he knows any more because he ducked into covert hostility and numb
towards HIMSELF, so of course he has no clue why he hurts any more.

That's why somatics are called psychosomatics, they are PSYCHO,
your preclear is totally devoted to stopping them with no sense of
starting them nor why.

The following processes can be run solo with attention to efforts,
flows, ridges, dispersals and implosions. Although they ask for who or
what, we want to run out MURDERING, not who or what might be in the line
of fire. They will show up as time goes on.

MURDERING

Use 'Get the idea of..." instead of 'Who or what...'.

Who or what are you NOT murdering?
Who or what are you murdering?

Who or what is NOT murdering you?
Who or what is murdering you?

Who or what are others NOT murdering?
Who or what are others murdering?

Who or what is NOT murdering others?
Who or what is murdering others?

Murder can take place on any of the 4 planes of consciousness,
physical, emotional, mental or spiritual. You can murder someone
physically, emotionally, mentally or spiritually. And you can use
physical, emotional, mental or spiritual means to do so.

Shooting someone would be using physical means to cause physical
murder.

Using emotional, mental or spiritual means would be forms of
telepathic murder.

Your preclear probably no longer 'believes' in telepathy, let alone
telepathic murder, but he used to, and in any case it doesn't matter
what he believes, he IS TRYING WITH ALL HIS MIGHT to do so. And he has
LOTS of beings from here to Kingdom Come doing the same to him.

His beliefs are mostly a cover for lies and dishonesty with
himself.

If he can't fry an egg, you know he is trying not to, AND do so at
the same time.

And it takes more power to NOT be able to fry an egg, than to be
able to do so.

The murder means to harm, hurt, torment, torture, kill or destroy a
person, place or thing.

An engram is a moment of being murdered or murdering.

A secondary is a moment of loss by murder (death, departure or
reversal) that restimulates a murder engram.

A lock is a moment of restimulation of wanting to murder.

Attempted murder counts as murder.

Don't forget that EATING IS MURDER.

And thus SEX is born of murder.

How many people have you wanted to murder in this life time
(mentally).

It runs into the hundreds of thousands if not millions, those are
locks.

How many beings have wanted to murder you?

How many still do?

If the above process gets stuck, run the following,

Run all 4 planes, all 4 flows.

IN PRESENT TIME:

Him murdering others.
Others murdering him.
Others murdering others.
Others/Him murdering themselves.

Spot on all 4 planes, on all 4 flows, repetitively to E/P

NO intention to murder SOME intention to murder
NO desire to murder SOME desire to murder
NO attempt to murder SOME attempt to murder
NO murdering SOME murdering
NO accomplished murder SOME accomplished murder.

To murder means to make nothing of all or part of something or
someone FOREVER with malice, hatred and nosympathy.

Make sure to run all ANDS that come up.

ANDS are not ORS.

ORS are indecisions, should I do A or should I not do A.

ORS lead to no action except a little figure figure, question
asking.

ANDS are insane decisions to do BOTH, to do A and NOT A AT THE SAME
TIME.

ANDS lead to total action, 50 percent in one direction and 50
percent in the opposite direction.

Imagine a guy in a car with both brakes and gas pedal to the floor.

That's a NO GO AND GO at the same time.

You can always tell ANDS by the smoke and pain in the preclears
body and aura.

ANDS are the source of chronic exhaustion while going nowhere.

Case is made of ridges, ridges are made of ANDS.

ANDS keep the case together, without ANDS there are no ridges.

Spot the effort "To not be me AND be me at the same time".

Every somatic is an AND. Simply telling the somatic so, will start
to release it as long as you hold both sides at the same time.

Eventually LATER it will become clear what the items in the ridge
are. You can run ANDS without knowing what the items are as long as you
are willing to not know them for a while, and know them eventually.

One might start with BE DO HAVE AND KNOW.

Of course if you succeed you won't have your ridge any more and
your life will be bigger as you will have to deal with things directly.

ANDS come in two flavors, the first are totally internal to the
being and have to do with himself.

Trying to murder AND not murder someone at the same time.

The conflict is internal.

The second is between two different beings operating against each
other at the same time.

Two people murdering each other at the same time.

It can take a long time to murder someone, but we aren't interested
in the past, we are interested only in PRESENT TIME ONGOING MURDERING.

If your preclear says "But I am not murdering anyone right now in
present time!", run NO and SOME on murderING until the needle starts to
crackle.


REFUSED APOLOGY

Who or what are you NOT refusing an apology to?
Who or what are you refusing an apology to?

Who or what is NOT refusing an apology to you?
Who or what is refusing an apology to you?

Who or what are others NOT refusing an apology to?
Who or what are others refusing an apology to?

Who or what is NOT refusing an apology to others?
Who or what is refusing an apology to others?

SYMPATHY AND NO SYMPATHY

Who or what are you NOT trying to get sympathy from?
Who or what is NOT refusing to give you sympathy?

Who or what are you trying to get sympathy from?
Who or what is refusing to give you sympathy?

Who or what are you NOT trying to give sympathy to?
Who or what is NOT refusing to accept your sympathy?

Who or what are you trying to give sympathy to?
Who or what is refusing to accept your sympathy?

Who or what are you NOT trying to give sympathy to?
Who or what is NOT refusing to accept your sympathy?

Who or what is trying to get sympathy from you?
Who or what are you refusing to give sympathy to?

Who or what is NOT trying to give sympathy to you?
Who or what are you NOT refusing to accept their sympathy?

Who or what is trying to give sympathy to you?
Who or what are you refusing to accept their sympathy?

NOTS

If anything alive shows up, and is hostile, run without needing
answers, but allow for answers if they come.

"You are a BT!"

Hold their eyes, make sure they look at you and don't look away,
intention is enough to control the eyes of any being.

Who are you? Who am I?
What are you? What am I?
How many are you? How many am I?
You are real people! I am real people!
You can be free. I can be free.

If that doesn't work, try:

"How long ago was the last time you were free?"

You personally owe me a dime for that one.

BT is generic for OT III packages, clusters, etc, but also demons,
angels, gods, goddesses, entities of any kinds, all of whom can come in
packages of one or more, sometimes fair chosen, as they operate that way
much as a clock is a package of parts that are necessary to its full
function.

Only clear to a point of non hostility, and then give them the
option of joining your spiritual team as repaired instantiations of the
infinite.

All beings in dreams are other beings and respond to the above.

If friendly and you want to play with them, don't ask them what
their name is. Get their phone number instead :)

On how many are you, some will be very few and easy to handle,
others, ghouls, those that mock you or give you the commands back to you
and laugh at your efforts, large groups of raiding zombies, etc, will be
in the 100's of trillions *EACH* or higher, and very strong and
resistant, unless you get the right order of magnitude.

Mockup sinews of living steel, and you got some idea.

They will help you get the right order or magnitude when you get
close. If you go too high, they will shake their heads cooperatively
and nod when you go back down to the right order of magnitude.

Bug swarms can be clusters in the quintillions or above.

Be facile, with millions, billions, trillions, quadrillions,
quintillions, sextillions, octillions, nonillions, and decillions, look
them up in a dictionary if confusing.

Most beings in dreams top out at 100 trillion or so.

Spot most detested terminals, and reintegrate them into the High
US.

Prayers to the High US that exclude most detested terminals fall
short of the glory and thus the power of the infinite.

Glory is praise from everyone for everyone.

The infinite, via its conscious unit portals, me and thee, is
facile at creating messes, it can also clean up these messes just as
easily through a true confession.

M.E.S.S. means Magnificent Examples of Shames and Shambles.

The way to happiness is a true confession.

Never one yet gleaned.

SOVEREIGNTY

Sovereignty means 'you want it, you got it.'

Sovereignty can not be lost or regained, sovereignty is operating
at all times. But awareness of sovereignty can be lost through the
action of sovereign desire itself.

Practice making the limitations, the way in is the way out.

That's because coming in prepostulates that you are out.

When you get good at coming in, at some point you can simply stay
out.

You do not withdraw from space and time to get out, any more than
the trail of a fireworks withdraws from the sky back into its shell
casing in order to disappear.

You put it there and alter it to make it persist.

You put it there AGAIN and leave it alone to make it vanish.

The solution to a stuck REACH is *NOT* WITHDRAW, it is simply reach
again and let it be.

Turning a reach into a withdraw to get out is a sure way to get
stuck in.

The effort to turn around and walk out the way you came in is a
sure way to get stuck in, in tar, amber, crazy glue and obsidian glass.

Turn back around the way you were going and walk in further without
attitude about getting out, and the whole space time and everything in
it that you are putting there will simply fade and vanish, as you put it
there again. First distraction and its gone.

DO NOT USE ON THE MEST UNIVERSE, WE NEED TO KEEP IT AROUND FOR
OTHERS TO PLAY IN FOR A WHILE.

A CHASE B

A sovereign being can create things to have in the mere conception
of them, but prefers to chase havingness, rather than have havingness.

The formula for operating sovereignty is

A chase B.

A is the universe.

Chase creates time.

B is what he is trying to accomplish tooling around the universe in
time.

SOURCE EXISTENCE CONDITIONS

A is the postulate that creates the entire universe and everything
in it.

A universe is a system of existences, with conditions limiting how
existing things can be added, changed or deleted.

Conditions are limitations on creation, survival and destruction.

Conditions are dependencies on how to get from here to there inside
the universe.

Conditions are conditionals, if I want D, I have to do C first.

Conditions are the fact that if you want a bridge, creating it is
conditional upon you first bringing all the materials to bear, among a
million other preconditions to being able to build and have a bridge.

Games are made of freedoms, barriers and purposes.

Purposes are what is desired.

Freedoms are your abilities to chase.

Barriers are the conditions that constrain chase.

Conditions are part of what is created, thus before creating
conditions there were no conditions limiting what can be created before
it is created (other than logic and fundamental natures).

He conceived it, he wanted it, he got it.

But in creating the universe, he left out that bridge, you see,
because THAT he wants to chase. But look at how much surrounding
context he has to put into place in order to chase a simple bridge.

A God can create a universe the way a cow can fart.

Thus a sovereign being can create an entire universe in the mere
thought of it, but then when he gets into the universe to play its game
of conditions he has to DO specific things to get things done.

There were no conditions in the creation of the universe of
existences and conditions, but once he is in that universe, EVERYTHING
is limited, constrained and tempered by conditions.

Outside the universe operation is through Looking by Knowing.

Inside the universe, operation is through Knowing by Looking.

Outside the universe, conception creates the universe.

Inside the universe, conception may give you what you want and what
to DO to get it (force, effort), but then you gotta do it, against a
trillion forces trying to stop you.

That's dance or chase.

Both dance and chase are DOING down the roadway of time guided by
conditions.

With dance you can't lose, with chase you can.

The doingness of games, such as building a new bridge over a river
can get as complicated as there are grains of sand in the sea, but the
creation of the original universe of existences and conditions is done
in a single postulate, named A.

So first the being creates A, which is the universe of existences
and conditions.

This sets up the preconditions for chase.

Then the being conceives of chase, which creates chase in the mere
conception of it.

Then the being conceives of B, namely changes in A that he would
like to chase.

But having conceived of chase, he can no longer create B in the
mere conception of it.

Majesty is the sovereign desire that desire not be sovereign FOR A
WHILE. A while is a precreated span of time in a universe of conditions
called A.

Then he engages in the chase called action or spirit of play, in
the direction of B.

A is a sovereign postulate, it is the infinite creating a finite
beach head of matter, energy, space and time to play on, no matter how
big.

The being is not a part of the infinite, nor a piece of the
infinite, nor a little pool of water taken out of the ocean of the
infinite.

The being is a full instantiation of the infinite which has many
beings with many beach heads each of which is a full instantiation of
the infinite. Each being faces his own beach head or rendition of the
universe when looking outward, but comes from the same ocean behind him
from which he draws power to cast the beach head into existence.

The being creates a beach head by casting a rendition of space and
time, matter and energy, in the apparent out there, but which really
exists in the scalar (zero dimensional) self luminous fabric of his own
self.

No being can see any other being's rendition, but they can co
resonate them so that they match as if they were one rendition.

The syncing and co resonation of renditions does not happen via the
outward apparancy of the rendition itself, but through the eternal
substrate that connects all beings together called Source.

The illusion of dimension takes up and has no dimension.

Creation is the casting of dreams in dreamtime.

Out-there-ness is an illusion of mechanics, true cause travels
between beings directly and instantaneously, that is how they share
created universes and keep them instantly in sync with each other,
across hundreds of trillions of dreamtime light years.

There is no space or time to space and time.

Both are illusions in scalar consciousness.

Scalar means zero dimensional.

The concept of size doesn't apply, *AT ALL*.

After the sovereign postulate A is made, the being then makes the
sovereign postulate to chase B via the web of conditions and limitations
he created with A.

The being could just as easily adjust A directly to contain B, but
he created A IN ORDER TO CHASE B, as chasing havingness is higher
havingness than having havingness.

Thus A consists of everything except what the being wants to chase.

At the top the being knows he created A.

At the bottom, the being thinks A created him, and most of what he
is chasing is how to stop A from eating him.

And most of the things he is chasing now is how to get rid of A.

Thus we have the murder rundown applied to the AllThatIs, the
effort to make nothing out of everything forever.

One might well ask, if A chase B is true, how come I can't just
stop chasing B and get back to A and be sovereign again?

You can.

But the being is enmired in trillions of years of FAILED chases of
so many different B's he can't count that high, and neither can he stop
chasing all those B's even though he doesn't know what they are any
more.

Every game he ever resented losing, he is still playing. Enough of
these and his mind is like clay.

He has become sour on A, and wants to end A, but he turns getting
rid of A into a chase, and you can't chase A or not A, you can only
chase B.

You can't chase getting rid of A, because chasing getting rid of A
PREPOSTULATES HAVING A, and at A, he creates in the mere conception of
things.

Thus his postulate that he HAS A, overrides his later postulate
that he wants to get rid of A.

It is quite dangerous being a God who gets anything he might think.

The God creates the swimming pool and the diving board in the mere
conception of them, full intention to chase a perfect dive!

Failing a perfect dive and accomplishing instead a belly whopper,
he now brings in a construction crew to blow up the pool and diving
board and replace it with a tennis court?

That's chasing getting rid of the universe of conditions.

You can't use things in the universe of conditions to get rid of
the universe of conditions!

That is the basic wrong the being is engaged in.

HE IS PUTTING IT THERE IN THE MERE CONCEPTION OF IT, AND NOW HE IS
TRYING TO CONCEIVE OF SOMETHING *MORE* TO GET RID OF IT, BUT HE NO
LONGER HAS THE ABILITY TO CREATE IN THE MERE CONCEPTION OF THINGS, SO
THE BEST HE CAN DO IS ACT WITHIN THE CONDITIONS SET OUT BY A TO ATTEMPT
TO DESTROY A.

The joke is the only way to unmake A is to make A and be all ready
to chase B, and then get distracted.

He will be sitting there making A, get distracted, and the second
he takes his attention off of A, A will be gone.

That is how easy it is to make and get rid of a universe, but he
doesn't really WANT to get rid of A, it took a lot to put it there after
all, so wanting to get rid of A is a second postulate resulting from
being sour on the goal to win chasing B.

He can't get distracted from making A if he is fixated on why he is
failing to win at chasing B.

Even while he is trying desperately to leave A, he is always
looking back wondering why he couldn't win B, but THAT prepostulates A!

*HE CAN'T CONCEIVE OF CHASING B WITHOUT CONCEIVING OF THE UNIVERSE
OF CONDITIONS A IN WHICH HE WOULD CHASE B.*

He CAN conceive of B, without conceiving A.

Just get the idea of having the girl.

BUT he can't conceive of CHASING B, without conceiving of the
greater context (playing field) in which he doesn't have B and can't
create B in the mere conception of it but can chase it!

So as long as he is wondering about failing to win at chasing B, he
is stuck with A.

He WANTS to chase B and WIN, at least some of the time, so he has
wrapped A around him to a point where he isn't making A any more, and
MUST chase B even if he loses over and over.

Then rather than simply go back to A, he sets up a substitute for B
and says well to hell with this universe A, it made me, and it won't let
me have B, so I will go after C!

"That will show A to try and get in my way, the nerve!"

Now that every chase is riding on the failure of prior chases,
which are still going on in a background of glum, there is no hope of
him getting back to A without running out every chase and its failure
that forms the stack of failures and substitutes he is sitting in.

Deep signs lead him to the Cross.

A few hundred substitutes later, he is so far inside A, he doesn't
even remember all his failed chases, let alone know what A is any more,
or how big, or how old, or where it came from, or Lord save us, *WHY*.

His QUESTION asking is SO INTENSE on these matters that he doesn't
have a millisecond to think that maybe he is continuing A in present
time by asking all these questions about it.

Questions about what to DO about something, always prepostulate
that there is SOMETHING to do something about. Doing never did anything
about anything, its all still here, don't you see?

You may have shuffled some of it around to make things better or to
make things worse, but its all still here.

He would have to BE A again in its entirety, and be aware that he
is creating A and why he is doing so and be happy about it, to be in a
position to just let go of it and have A disappear.

(It might be true that A would disappear only for him, and not for
others, but HE would out of the universe, never to return unless he
wanted to.

He would have disappeared HIS copy, his rendition, of the universe
in his dream time. His co dreamed body would quickly be taken over by
another being looking to incarnate with out having to pay his full dues
of having grown it up.)

There is a certain philosophical vertigo to disappearing A, he gets
the feeling he is falling into the infinite, never to return.

It isn't true of course, but the experience guards against him
getting rid of A too easily.

Unfortunately a GodSoul who can create in the mere conception of
things, can also uncreate in the mere unconception of things, so certain
safeguards, arbitrary though they are, have to be created and put in
place, to make sure things stay around long enough to let the chase
begin.

Once the chase begins the whole system is self sustaining, for one
because the being is no longer at the first moment of time wherein A is
being created in the mere conception of it, but also because a
millisecond after the first moment of time, the guy is just sure A is
going to eat him if he doesn't get to B quick.

So he is always running away from time down the time stream.

This solidifies time and everything in it, including him.

The past becomes a wall preventing him from getting back
to the moment of the WAY IN.

He BECOMES his body, he IS a body, and boy is it solid and fragile.

Further he doesn't really want to end A, he wants to chase B, or
get back to action and spirit of play, and win once in a while.

There is nothing sadder than a hopeless being, who 'knows' he will
NEVER win, just floating down the river with his engines off, carried by
the tides of time.

It's the FOREVER (never win), that kills the interest in chase.

Like fire needs oxygen, chase needs the possibility of winning to
keep in motion.

And even then under some circumstances, the fire of chase can give
up and go out.

So the only way out of this mess is to rehabilitate the preclear's
ability to have A as it is, and chase B. At which moment he will forget
about ending A, and get back to operating A and chasing B with all his
ability.

THEN perhaps he can take a moment's rest in eternity between one
win and the next chase, and contemplate the power of creating A, as it
is, and saying "Wow, boy is A big! This is good!" *THEN* he can lose A
by looking elsewhere.

The preclear who can create chase and things to chase with
facility, courage, romance and thrill, IS operating his sovereignty
within the context and constraints of A, and when he gets fully able to
create and chase B again with full forward motion, he will one day find
himself operating A knowingly with no inclination to change it.

The GodSoul as God made A and said it was good, why would he change
it?

At that point you have a God knowingly creating what he is creating
anyhow, and very happy doing so. The chances of his changing A are
almost nil, except in the direction of further enhancing his ability to
create chase and things to chase, namely B.

A universe of rivers without bridges, no matter how rough, looks
like heaven to a GodSoul that likes to build bridges.

Or maybe he will move on to bigger A's, in a new unit of time.

A is messy intentionally, he hopes to make A less messy by chasing
B.

The GodSoul creates A as the God/Creator/Author, and chases B as
the Soul/Creature/Character.

One GodSoul is a single beach head (rendition of a universe) on the
multi shores of the infinite.

Each GodSoul has his own personal beach head, but it is often used
to copy everyone else's so he can have a shared game.

But all GodSouls share the one and only infinite, as each GodSoul
is an I of the multi I-AM All-That-IS.

Thus each GodSoul is a full instantiation of the infinite, and has
the full power of the infinite behind him.

Who then shall cast, and to whom shall you pray to but the High US?

MEDICAL

Give up breathing fumes for a living, car fumes, diesel, wood
smoke, lawn mowers, charcoal etc. Nicotine is an antidote to these, use
patches rather than smoke if you can.

Cigarettes are self antidoting, as they give you a million fume
class poisons, but they also give you the nicotine to combat the
results. It's a losing game, if you need nicotine use a patch.

Remember they offer a last smoke to the man about to be shot in
order to calm his nerves.

People who smoke are always on the edge of execution.

Get a respirator mask used for 99.9 percent pollutants, and simply
refuse to breath fumes as a religious duty.

Ask your doctor for a 21 day supply of BiPhetamine, to help you
deal with the withdrawals. Once or twice a day with Lots of vitamins,
minerals, trace minerals and niacin.

After about 14 days the desire for cigs will be gone for good.

Smoking is not part of anyone's true beingness.

Smoking is an AND, a going AND a not going, at the same time.

Homer

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One can not adjust desire to what one considers to be reality.

It is this effort to adjust desire to what one considers to be reality
that produces a non clear.

It is the effort to not want what one can not have, or to want
what one must have.

A non clear is someone who is no longer able or willing to know
what he wants.

A clear knows what he wants.

An OT can have what he wants.

Homer

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CAUSE AND NO CAUSE II

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CAUSE AND NO CAUSE
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CAUSE AND NO CAUSE II
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CAUSE AND NO CAUSE III
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Your preclear wants to understand.

Understandings are usually about relationships, between people,
places and things, specifically relationships involving cause.

He is trying to understand cause.

He is stuck in a wonder cycle about cause.

He wants to know the nature of cause, for example the nature of its
motivations and appreciations.

What exactly does cosmic conscious cause admire?

He also wants to know the cause of the nature of cause, for example
whether that nature can be changed, by what cause and by how much.

The apparent abyss of nature between God and Soul, Creator and
Creature, Author and Character is wide.

He fancies that he understands that the Creator could, would and
should create the Soul, but to what end he dares not know.

What he wonders is, if the Soul would create the Creator?

If he doesn't feel comfortable as a Soul creating the Creator, then
he has a major ARC break with Cause, and himself for being part of a
Cosmic Whole where God and Soul are not all on the same page.

Wondering is question asking, pretending you don't know the answer,
and trying, usually very hard with effort, force and drama, to find out.

Often your preclear doesn't want to find out, so he is running an
AND on wonder, want to know *AND* don't want to know at the same time.

The basic question is:

"Who or what is cause around here and why is it such an asshole!?"

Any somatic or unwanted condition or state of failure on any
dynamic is simply evidence of a chronic wonder cycle, whether conscious
or not, grinding away, unwittingly or covertly causing what it
purportedly is trying to solve through understanding.

Can you imagine a problem or condition that persists simply and
only because the observer is wondering why it exists so hard?

He is asking "Why is it?"

Adore admonishes us to translate that into,

"It is. Why?
"It is. Why?

"Good some people are so stupid they can't do the wrong
thing twice."

That is a reference to the idea that the first time creates it, and
the second time, through perfect duplication, erases it.

For a being that creates in the mere conception of things, where
his conception of something IS its creation, you can see wonder might be
a problem.

Notice that for a creator to get the idea he wants something, he
first must conceive that he doesn't have it. This is how he places
chase and thus time between desire and havingness, between first
conception of desire for something and later conception of having it.

This is how things work in the physical body universe.

DOING = WANTING PLUS KNOWING

One computes what to DO from what one wants and doesn't have,
and what he knows about the conditions in the universe.

To an OT however, to whom conception is cause of what is conceive,
he might want to figure his way around this self fulfilling problem of
wanting preimplying not having, or conception of wanting preconceiving
not having.

Prepostulation is the same thing as preconception.

Postulating you want something, prepostulates you don't have it.

One way to run this is deadly straight forward:

"Get the idea of wanting something and not having it."

Run until the idea of wanting something and not having it is too
ludicrous to contemplate further.

The preclear who is being MEST rather than OT, is trying to find out
what is cause of having unwanted or not having wanted conditions so that
he can then CAUSE MORE, add his own cause into the mix, in order to end,
ameliorate or enhance the condition.

This is how the body and kinetic problem solving in general works,
but it is not how a thetan going OT works.

A being using MEST logic and mechanics to solve theta problems
eventually becomes MEST. Since MEST *IS* his basic problem, using MEST
mechanics to solve the existence and persistence of MEST has got to be
some sort of Joke.

MEST means Matter, Energy, Space and Time plus Force, and is
kinetics operating in a created space time while, under the causal
auspices of Eternality.

Eternality is a forever of no space and no time, from which
space and time whiles are created.

Only a being playing games of arrogance and dominance would
desire a forever OF time and IN time.

If they want it and try for it hard enough, they eventually
get it.

It's called a Black Hole forever for free.

For a while of course :)

Clearly Eternality did not use MEST mechanics to create MEST
mechanics and so surely it shouldn't use them to uncreate them either.

If not MEST mechanics to effect change, then what?

Kinetic problem solving by creating or adding more kinetics into
the mix, may result in 'desirable' change, but all the components of
space and time are still there to plague him later on down the road.

The universe may work better for a while after adding
more MEST into existing MEST, but long term its heavier, and that
MEST universe is the yoke around his neck no matter how 'well' it
appears to be functioning in the short term.

Making things work better by making them heavier is a dead end to
an OT. The heaviest thing there is a black hole.

The preclear is solving his MEST problems not by putting it there
fully and then withdrawing it entirely, but by trying to find out who or
what is putting it there for him, blaming them, and then putting
SOMETHING ELSE THERE to change it to a more desirable end.

When he finds out the apparent "cause" of the problem, he engages
in another wonder cycle of question asking, "What should I *DO* to
change this?"

"How do I cause this other cause to stop or change what it is
causing?"

When he figures out what "to do," i.e. what ELSE he can cause to
effect change, he puts that there himself as best he can in order to
effect the change he desires.

There is no thought of CAUSING the other cause to do what it is
already doing, then change it. That's not MEST mechanics, that is the
exact opposite, that's OT mechanics.

Kinetics understand self determinism and other determinism,
and applies its self determinism against the other determinism to
effect change that it finds desirable

The static understands only pan determinism, and applies pan
determinism to create areas of self and other determinism in the kinetic
whiles that the static creates.

So from A's point of view sitting in a funk in a while,

0.) B puttings something there that A doesn't like.

1.) A wonders who or what is putting it there.

2.) A considers B putting it there.

3.) A wonders what A should put there in return to nullify, change
or ameliorate what B is putting there.

4.) A puts that there.

The first putting it there by the alleged other determinism B
defines one moment of time.

The second putting it there by the preclear A to change the first
one, defines a second moment of time.

What do you get?

You get time.

You get the booby prize.

You may well chide that this doesn't work in the physical universe,
but it does just exactly as stated.

However before you try to 'solve' the MEST dragon entirely by
putting it there again and walking away, you might try resolving the
bugs crawling under your skin first, and the candy land spiders crawling
out of the back of your brain.

Pretty but scary.

Well, you wanted to be able to see mockups, didn't you?

Perhaps you thought you were going to be able to mockup boat loads
of pretty girls, without being able to mockup all the spiders and other
unmentionable things down in the hold?

There is a reason you are a black V.

The Black V condition is kept in place by trying to understand
cause, hopefully without looking at what cause is causing, nor looking
at cause itself.

Remember a clear line of sight from below disaster all the way up
to native state will all look like disaster to the being.

Thus a soul in peril looking up at God, if he were to see God,
would see just more disaster.

He can't wrap his wits around either the ugly at the bottom, nor
the beauty at the top of the tone scale.

The dynamic range between the wings of the dicom, from adoration to
abomination, exceeds his ability to span, so he considers that actuality
exceeds him, and that is disaster from the top to the bottom, don't you
see?

He can't stand the ugly, but there is something about
the pleasure he can't comprehend.

Pleasure and pain can only be commanded by the God side
of the being, not the Soul side.

The secret is they MUST BE commanded together in equal measure.

The God side being can't create just one side of a dicom.

And the Soul side, well to a Soul side being any dicom is a running
wheel, running forever towards the good side and way from the bad side,
while inevitably slipping towards the bad side.

Thus a Soul side preclear will find it hard to find a comfortable
position anywhere on the tone scale, high or low, until he comes up
above disaster and can span the entire scale from top to bottom with
some sense of artistic intent and equipoise.

Eternal survival and willingness is for the story writer, not the
creatures that scamper within.

He can't confront the ugly girl because he can't shun the sight of
her, and that's a disaster you see.

He can't confront the pretty girl, because he can't shun the sight
of her either, and so that too is a disaster.

He has a morbid fascination on both. The Black V is actually the
result of an AND, of seeing both beauty and ugly at the same time, but
scrambling them to form a dull bleak gray, barren of interest forever
more.

It is no different than mixing bright white and neon black together
then getting gray.

Gray doesn't exist, only infinitely scrambled white and black and
every other color you can imagine.

Those that have had their mockups open up for a fraction of a
second have felt the vertigo of trying to span the dicom of beauty and
ugly, and falling on their face.

Your preclear is still trying to solve one side of the dicom with
something ELSE other than the other side of the same dicom.

The only thing that will assuage being burned by abject ugliness is
being burned by abject beauty.

The two together form peace, BECAUSE THEY COME FROM ABSOLUTE PEACE.

The static has no problems with dicoms what so ever.

And the static is the fountain head of peace.

Thus if he is overwhelmed by ugly, he has to create an equal and
opposite OVERWHELMING beauty.

He doesn't have to scramble them into an ever present gray, they
can remain distinct covering their own part of the tapestry, in
interplay with each other, but the overwhelms from each will cancel out
anyhow.

God of peace surrounded by a whirlwind of devils and angels, you
see?

And if he is overwhelmed by beauty, he has to create an equal and
opposite ugly.

So much for pretty girls giving him the eternal willies, eh?

He might have to mockup a few million cubic lightyears of earthly
spiders to match one pretty girl, but if he does it right, peace will
ensue and neither spider nor girl will bother him any more.

In fact, by creating full dicoms with both sides, he becomes the
orientation point creating them both forever for free, rather than the
symbol who is too afraid to look in either of their directions.

Angels and demons always come in dicom pairs, and confronting BOTH
together is the only solution there is, and the only help he needs.

If you have no demons, why call on Angels?

If an Angel comes, you WILL have a demon :)

And the game will be afoot.

UNDERSTANDING CAUSE

A is asking "What should I *DO* to understand cause?"

That wonder cycle prepostulates that he doesn't understand cause
and so away we go down the shute.

Since postulates are true cause coming from Static, his postulates
that he doesn't understand cause CAUSES him to not understand cause in
the mere conception of 1.) there is a cause, and 2.) he doesn't
understand it.

To understand cause means to follow the causal pathway from start
to finish with nothing missing in between.

Since true cause and effect are one and the same event created in
Eternality to look like two different moments of time, his only hope is
to BE that CAUSE and thus know it by conceiving of it.

The physical universe tries to learn about cause by being
the effects.

The OT learns about effects by BEING cause.

Since conscious cause is self luminous, he gets to learn
about cause by being the cause too.

How cool.

In the absence of being able to see cause directly as a kinetic,
and his continual efforts to learn about the nature of cause by
observing effects, and the resulting question asking about the nature of
cause, continues the nonsense down the time stream, like someone sliding
down the shute to hell, creating the shute as he goes along, and all the
scenery along the way, wondering all the while where the god damn shute
is coming from and why he is on it!

Once your own personal universe is under your control again, then
you can start working to adjust the many various shared universes up to
and including the physical universe, and every universe before and after
it.

How big are you willing to be, and how much are you willing to
erase absolutely merely by looking at something else?

SPANNING THE WHILE

Remember you don't as-is something merely by taking your attention
off of it, you must span, put there, and then take your attention off
the WHILE the thing exists in.

That's the only reason people can't as-is anything, they don't
realize that whiles exist and can be as-ised.

But no while can be as-ised from inside it, it must be spanned,
exteriorized from, and THEN THAT VIEW IS THE AS-IS VIEW, of that while
and everything in it.

When he puts his now exterior attention on another while or creates
a new one, the first while will vanish as if never been.

That is why making a perfect duplicate does not mean
making a second copy LATER IN TIME IN YET ANOTHER WHILE, it
means making the thing again IN ITS OWN ORIGINAL WHILE.

That means he has to stop moving down the time stream
for a moment, go back to the original while, span it,
exteriorize from it, and bam its gone.

You see the preclear is doing this full time at a lower harmonic,
there is something he doesn't want to see (disaster), so he pretends he
isn't seeing it by forcing himself to look at something else easier to
confront (inactuality).

But again, there are those two moments of time, first seen and
second seen, with FORCE between them to not see the first by looking at
the second, and thus one gets time and oblivion.

Disaster, inactuality, delusion, hysteria, shock, catatonia and
oblivion.

AWARENESS CHARACTERISTIC CHART
http://www.clearing.org/cgi/archive.cgi?/electra/acc.memo

A 9 to 5 mortal life with no awareness of before this life or any
responsibility for putting it there, and who can only muster cat calls
and the mere suggestion of such, is the start of catatonia and oblivion.

Rather than put the wall and its while there and then letting go,
he is banging his head on it from inside the while.

That's a nice way to extend the while forever WHILE REMAINING IN
IT, but its way hard on the head.

He never gets back to the beginning of the while that contains the
wall, and thus he never spans it, exteriorizes from it, and thus he can
never let it go.

You can never get rid of a while from inside it.

You see?

It's a quick easy ride from oblivion (who me?) on down through
detachment, duality, sadism, masochism, elation, glee, fixidity,
erosion, dispersal, disassociation, criminality, uncausing,
disconnection and unexistence.

UNEXISTENCE AS A SPIRIT and thinking he is a body.

As a meatball he may be looking like he is DOING stuff, but a 9 to
5 mortal life is not much more than head banging 24x7 against a dark
impenetrable spiritual wall trying to not do something actual (handle
disaster), by doing something else (inactuality).

He is operating a won't cause or must not cause, and calling it a
can't cause.

The wall is impenetrable because it is self causing via the
mechanism of wonder about cause and the looking for something ELSE to DO
about the wall (head banging) which leads to endless failure.

The wall is there because he considers it is there, then he
considers he needs to figure out WHY it is there, and then figure WHAT
TO DO about it.

"It is. Why? What to DO?"

Figure, figure, figure.

Time1...time2...time3.......time forever....


Figure figure is question asking, wonder, trying to understand, the
nature of cause, that's all it is.

The thing was understood in the CREATION of it, what the HELL is he
doing trying to understand it later in time?

If he figures out anything at all it will be some party line theta
trap nonsense that will just make things harder for him.

'Ah NOW I understand walls, we need to bow and pray to them because
they are good for us, they make our heads strong and hard, and we need
to leave our entrails at their threshold so we can prosper and
flourish!"

Right.

FULL RE UNDERSTANDING ANYTHING COMES FROM FULL RE PERMEATION OF THE
WHILE OF ITS ORIGINAL CREATION.

Not EVER anything done later in time.

This analysis of course makes kinetics squirm in its grave, but
makes the Static smile a smile as wide as the sky.

That's all a theta trap is.

DOING something later in time to 'deal with' something created in
an earlier moment of time.

All a theta UNtrap is, is dealing with something in its own
original while, and then getting distracted.

So you create a pandora's box with all kinds of things squirming
out of it.

Boy now you are in trouble.

So a moment later you create a lid and put it on the box.

Problem solved?

NO.

First moment of time you have a box with things crawling out of it.

Second moment of time, you have a box, hideous things, AND a lid.

More mass means heavier don't you see?

Well things are better aren't they? The hideous things are
contained?

Sure, but YOU are now jailed into having to sit on the lid for the
rest of time to make sure it stays put.

Run,

"Get the idea of CLEAN SPACE, *NOTHING* IN IT."

E/P No longer prone to solving unwanted mass with more mass.

A being as a symbol is stuck in a space willed with hostile
junk, the best he can do is create more junk to defend or offend,
or move some of it around to his side of the fence.

A being as an orientation point can solve any problem by
creating a CLEAN SPACE with nothing in it.

Wouldn't that be a relief.

The first reaction of a being in trouble is to look
for something he can create or use against what is bothering him.

TO CHANGE the balance of forces assaulting him.

The first reaction of an OT in trouble is to let go of
the dirty space filled with problems and put a clean space there
with nothing in it.

Then he can repopulate it as he wishes with new problems or not
as he wishes.

Most beings who are stuck with a problem they don't want, were
prevented from having a problem earlier that they did want. So things
are not as they might appear from a being crying innocent victim.

At the kinetic level the being's wonder about cause is creating
what he is wondering about to a point where it crushes him out of
existence as a spirit, and he becomes a "What wonder?" case.

A "What spirit?" case.

A meatball, glowballus carrionus.

These are dangerous because if you get near them, their position is
SO LUDICROUS, you will begin to wonder if they are right and you are a
meatball too and don't know it.

How could SO MANY BE SO WRONG?

The condition restimulates YOUR whole track and the question asking
that goes with it.

You know, the kind of preclear that never thinks about anything,
except maybe his job. His job is the head banging trying to create a
state of catatonia so nothing will remind him of the prior *SPIRITUAL*
disaster in cause.

A moment of pity and disaster so strong he knew he would NEVER get
over it.

He may be a saint as a mortal, but he is a done for criminal as a
spirit and no longer wants to know who or what is cause around here, and
why it is such an asshole.

BECAUSE IT IS HIM.

How do you take a God, and turn him into a guilty sinner to the
point where he gives up trying to redeem himself and joins the dark side
of the force until he is no more, born of self crucifixion and self
condemnation.

Remember only the good feel guilty.

Well it has to do with this cycle of trying to fix something by
creating something MORE, something ELSE.

There is no greater trap than making amends.

And when he gets down into punishment he simply joins the Villain,
Victim, Hero whirlpool until he whirls down the drain never to be seen
again.

For a while, for a very long while.

For who or what will save him, and how will they do it?

His backing off from his crime makes the crime persist.

He is not putting the crime there.

The crime is not anything he did per se, but that he considered it
bad and refused to ever to do it again. That back off, that refusal to
put it there again, precludes making a perfect duplicate and thus an
as-isness of the crime and the while it exists in.

First moment, second moment creates time.

Time is the shute with the garbage pail at the end.

He commits the crime in a while.

He never wants to commit that same crime in another while
ever again.

But in his confusion and ignorance, he also refuses to recreate
that crime IN ITS OWN while again, thus guaranteeing that the crime and
its consequences continue to persist for ever more.

Instead he is punishing himself and others for it, that's AFTER the
moment of the crime, thus creating a wake of MORE whiles after the first
one, filled with more crimes of punishment and retribution, even if only
towards himself.

How does a God get this messed up?

He is not taking full responsibility for his crime without
additives.

And he is not allowing others to take full responsibility for the
things they did to him.

If someone ELSE took full responsibility for the crimes they did to
him, he wouldn't be able to remember those crimes to hold them against
anyone, because THEY WOULDN'T BE THERE ANY MORE.

Blame is an effort to PRETEND at taking or allowing others to take
responsibility for what they did.

But when a being blames another for doing wrong, the first being is
not taking responsibility for CAUSING THE OTHER BEING TO DO WRONG.

He is not putting the miscreant and their deeds there.

Who let who in now?

So THAT is the proper way to make amends.

Vanish the crime.

But you can't do that looking up from UNDER the bottom of the sea
below unexistence as a spirit.

For the light of Grace does not shine below unexistence.

The light of Grace is always still there, but if you postulate that
YOU don't exist, then ipso facto your Grace doesn't exist either.

And Grace unfortunately only follows the command of your postulates
and orders.

Only a spirit can put something there once and make it persist.

Only a spirit can put something there twice and make it vanish.

Only an Eternal spirit can operate grace.

Grace shines from the infinite eternal scalar substrate connecting
all beings, so when it shines from one, it resonates with all, the
entirety of the High Us, including those you would prefer didn't exist.

So this is a big deal we are talking about here.

If YOU could grace others, they could grace you back, no matter who
had done what to whom.

If you don't let your grace out, its harder for other's grace to
come in.

They might be able to bust you open like a nut with a grace
cracker, but its easier if you just open the door and let them in.

Who or what is knocking at your door anyhow, that you can't open
it?

Someone you didn't invite?

Free flowing grace in all directions reconnects you to the
fountain head of Source, because you aren't pissed at Goober any more
over there in the constellation of Orion, and suddenly for no reason he
stops feeling guilty all day long for the things he did to you.

And Dufus over in Andromeda is no longer pissed at you, and
suddenly for no reason you are guilt free for what you did to him.

People won't go guilt free unless they know all is well between
them and the person who was hurt.

Grace vanishes the crime so no one WAS hurt.

Forgiveness of others through your own grace, allows the grace from
others to flow into you, whether they want it to or not.

If you can grace others, it is almost impossible for anyone to
continue to hate you back.

If you block your own grace to others, you will block it to
yourself, and guess who doesn't get any grace to light the way any more?

So you see, justice reigns at all time.

Justice means you get exactly and only what you postulate.

Worthwhileness or...?

So one day Goober and Dufus, a trillion trillion miles from each
other, will think of each other and crack up laughing at how much they
hated each other and how much guilt they felt about it all.

The ocean of love just wipes it all away for both.

And they won't know why.

For accepting the infinite grace of themselves, the finite wall of
gracelessness in others can not stand.

Thus one person in a karma group can release everyone in that group
from their suffering and travail.

You can't heal yourself alone. If you want to heal yourself but
still hold something against the group, you are holding what they did to
you AGAINST YOURSELF, and so of course you can't heal.

Underlying all suffering is guilt and fair chosen self immolation,
and underlying fair chosen self immolation is a failure to operate your
own grace on yourself, and those who harmed you, and those you harmed.

It may be hard to be the first to grace a karma group, will they
accept your forgiveness of yourself and them?

But someone has to start the ball rolling and if you are the first,
then so be it.

IT IS A WASTE OF TIME TO WAIT FOR SOMEONE ELSE TO START THE HEALING
PROCESS OF GRACE.

The real question is will you accept their grace, their forgiveness
of themselves and you.

Hell its easy to forgive, its a bitch being forgiven.

The guilt gets in the way, which is why Grace for Self comes first
and it is tantamount to relating to others in a Graceful world.

This is probably about the only magic you could ever want.

TO HEAL YOURSELF AND THE GROUP WITH IT.

Homer

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MAKING A LIVING

It is not clear to me that being able to 'make a living' at
something you enjoy and consider worthwhile is necessarily possible, in
this universe, no matter how high toned you are.

If money can not make you happy, then being able to earn money had
better.

It is tempting to blame the zombie zone population that only values
death and demise for services, or maybe one can blame one's own personal
inability to create within the context of that zombie zone or any zone.

It is futher unclear if it is possible to live in this civilization
without the body being in a constant state of antagonizing fear, much
like a soldier during war time or a fighter pilot who has to run 300
missions, and NO ONE has survived more than 150.

After a while, one can only relate to God, for that is all the
future one has.

Then there is the matter of eating which is part of the very warp
and woof of life in this universe.

Just to survive we have to cause others to not survive.

It is convenient to consider that animals do not feel pain nor care
about being eaten, but bodies are bodies, and the more intelligent a
body the more sensitive it is to other's pain.

Personally becoming a vegetarian in no way lessons the horror of
the circus going on around us.

So sometimes it seems to be that the whole effort to survive in
this universe is a damned enterprise from the word go.

Homer

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On Mon, 27 Feb 2012, Clearing Archive Roboposter wrote:

>
> In the forty years of seeking and mastering the different aspects of
> training and processing, there is one area that is vital to train and
> process everyone on.
>
> This area has been the major reason I have always won at running
> centers.
>
> The most ommitted and subject illiterate area on almost all public
> level and even many who have had processing and training is "How to become
> and maintain Prosperity."
>
> Getting processed and trained is a very expensive subject, for not
> only must you spend a great amount of money, you must also invest a great
> amount of time.
>
> The first area I train my students on is ACHIEVING and MAINTAINING
> PROSPERITY.
>
> Once a student or client grasps that, then it is much easier for them
> to find the time and money for training and processing.
>
> Personally I consider I have not done a good job if a student or
> client cannot get a return of at least ten times what they spent on
> processing and training.
>
>
> **********************************************
>
>
>
> PROSPERITY QUICK TIPS
>
> It is vital that you be aligned with the component parts of your
> basic paradigms.
>
> A major problem with most education systems is that they do not
> take definitions to a conceptual level. No concept = No vision = No mind
> program = No implementation = No ownership, having, or acceptance.
>
> Vital life definitions must be in alignment to produce an enjoyable,
> successful, prosperous and happy life.
>
> Definition:
> WORK: n. 1. YOU knowingly intending, envisioning and setting out
> to do something and doing it that achieves proximity to the vision.
> 2. Activity aligned to achieve a vision.
>
> Definition:
> HAPPINESS: n. A feeling you experience when you achieve a successful
> outcome that matches your vision and intention.
>
> Definition:
> WINNING: adj. The continuous application, from beginning to end, of
> a paradigm sequence in which the outcome matches the vision and intention.
>
> Definition:
> MORALE: n. That feeling produced by the motion generated by your paradigm
> sequence. High morale is achieved by high action and high
> application of the paradigm sequence that cause outcomes to match actions,
> visions, and intentions. Low morale is caused by a breakdown of the
> paradigm and failure of the outcome to match the vision and intention.
>
> Definition:
> HIGH MOOD: 1. Your feelings generated by the intense high-speed
> forward motion toward a successful outcome that matches your vision and
> intention. 2. Any mood level that contains high interest, enthusiasm and
> upward toward high humor, fun, joyfulness, and bliss.
>
> LOW MOOD levels are generated by failure to move forward and the
> failure to match visions with outcomes or to be unknowingly under the
> control of something or someone else. They contain negative emotions such
> as hate, anger, fear, resentment, hopelessness, etc.
>
> Definition:
> PRESENCE: 1. Your state of continuous arrival or being here.
> 2. Your ability to fully own, be responsible for, control, and embrace the
> total consequences of all composite parts of a paradigm. For example: the
> ABILITY PARADIGM of Spirit, Perception, Intention, Vision, Plan,
> Implementation (Action), and Outcome (must match Vision).
>
> Conceptualization of these definitions, plus doing Presence Drills
> can make a vast change in mood level and the quality and quantity of
> production.
>
> Add the Clean Slate Learning Drill and the definition of Reality
> and you have a powerful introductory course.
>
> 7 March 1994 ALAN C. WALTER
>
> Copyright (c) 1994
> ALL RIGHTS RESERVED
>
>
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