ADORE163

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Homer Wilson Smith <homer@lightlink.com> wrote in message news:<200305191858.OAA08531@adore.lightlink.com>...
> Ital (I-Tal@mindspring.com) wrote:
> >Now, when I was very young and carefree, whenever I closed my eyes, I
> >still pretty much 'saw' the room or enviroment I was in, or colors or
> >flows of patterns - kind of like viewing a kalidescope. Now, I see
> >nothing but pitch blackness when I close my eyes.
>
> >I'm gonna guess most of my 'pictures' are just covered with a black
> >curtain and fear keeps me from peeking ;-)

I been thinking more about this.

When my blackness lifts momentarily, it seems to be two
or more 'pictures' unscrambling.

I you were to take a picture of a room and mix it up like
so much paint it would become mostly an even ugly brown of sorts.
Then you unscramble it and it's suddenly a view with meaning.

It is tempting to think that blackness on a case is actually
a moment of blackness that the being is using to cover something
else he doesn't want to see.

So you try to audit death's in caves, outer space, mother's womb,
whatever had real blackness in it.

But this doesn't work for me.

So keep in mind the possibility that the 'blackness' is
really thoroughly scrambled facsimiles of the very thing you
don't want to look at etc.

Homer

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