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Rogers (The_Bindu@msn.com) wrote:
>I don't know if this will be good news or bad news (ha ha), but a HUGE part
>of the problem with the GPM structure of the mind is that any one GPM is
>bolstered on all sides. Each one interlocks with the adjacent ones AND has
>ties to even distant ones. Each "one" is fortified and charged up by the
>rest. What I'm saying is, it's not really a problem of being stuck in any
>"one," it's a problem of having that entire GPM structure. Now, in case
>that sounds like I'm making it worse (but NOT therapeutically, ha ha), I'm
>just saying that the basic approach is going to be the same, that is,
>destimulation and "peeling off." It's not really a "special case" scenario,
>in other words.

I guess the real issue here is inaccessibility.

Some pc's are accessible and 'move on the time track' easily, they
can answer questions, get the items right, reviv stuff in full force and
generally run themselves.

Other pc's are like solid rock, "i dont know, i dont know, i dont
know, i dont know" ad nauseum.

I once knew a pc whose auditor told him to go away and come back when
he had some answers.

You can't ask them when they first decided to 'i dont know' because
they answer "I don't know."

They can't see, hear, feel, remember, know, anything, period.

Their whatsit/itsa line is gone and generally can not be put in.

When it does go in, the pc feels like he is going to die.

Or go insane or *SPLAT* all over native state etc.

Except maybe by drugs like pot/acid/speed etc that open up the block
for a while, but generally run irrelevant things that don't improve his
*STRAIGHT* case.

Or he can run things in his dreams, lots of emotion, revivs, other
beings, masses, flows etc coming apart in all directions, and he gets near
clear in his dreams, dial wide smile on his face at the end of it, but his
waking case is still there twice as bad, hasn't moved an inch.

Hubbard talked about the super charged case, he analytically may know
all about Scn/Dn, and even agree whole heartedly with it, but bringing his
Ta down from 7 is just plain "impossible." If you do manage to get it down
to a slight float at 4, its back up at 7 in ten minutes and remains there
until the next session.

After a while the guy goes into hopelessness about auditing and just
sort of endures it watching his assets melt away because he knows he is
going to die anyhow so what matter does it make if he dies poor?

You can't run ruds on this guy, because he 'floats' at 4.0, and he
knows damn well that ain't a float like he wants, and you run PTP's, ARC
breaks and W/Hs until they 'float' and he just gets more and more fed up
with, arc broken, problem with auditing, withholding how stupid all this
is, because he KNOWS he isn't getting better.

He may be getting 'bigger' as a being, but his case is getting bigger
faster, the forces, pains, overwhelms are 'going up the bridge with him',
or worse faster than he is!

LRH's description of the glum guy after ser fac handling is perfect,
auditing itself becomes a glum area, "all those stupid auditors asking me
all those stupid questions"

The super charged case is compartmented off, in a super charged
valence, probably a synthetic one, made of a ball of rock hard glass. He
has some sanity while in the glass, and even a lot of intelligence and
desire to help, but he can't view any part of why he is in the glass.

And its a loss to him every time someone gets better around him, even
if he helped them do it, because he knows one day, if he doesn't catch up
with them, they will leave him behind. That just makes him want to cry.

You can't even catch him during moments of dramatizing because he is
dramatizing not dramatizing, so he is a clear in a sense, a clear ball of
glass, that can't be moved.

Super enforced native state. Probably do better to have him try to
act crazy and go unclear!

But trying to bring this pc up to anger is like trying to enrage a
bowling ball. Good luck.

>This is just me speaking, but I say, "Valence? Schmaylence!" That is,
>valences really come down to a problem in identification and fixation. Yes,
>it's an aspect of case that needs address, but... the thetan is in there
>somewhere and might as well be addressed directly - without undue validation
>of what valences he/she might be donning at the time.

Well the case I am talking about is easy to find his 'I', he usually
is quite self aware, but has little cognizance of what his real self is
like and he knows it, and is terrified of finding out.

He is terrified of himself, the one that got him into this mess. He
figures if he went free, he would just do himself in again cuz' it would
take that kind of asshole to do himself in the way he is now!

He can't find ANY responsibility for his condition and when things
start to open up for him, he just gets hit down the tone scale by
incredibilities, infinities, philosophical veritigo of unimaginable depth,
and personal overwhelm. If you ask them what the consequences of 'getting
better" would be, he will tell you it would be disasterous, better to not
know than to know how he got into this condition.

This is in part because any effort he makes to mock up how he got
INTO the condition is actually wrong and leads to an infinite ARC break.

He is so far off the real answer that the possibility of humor just
doesn't seem likely.

Thus he is doomed no matter whether he gets better of not.

He sees he is in jail, a miserable jail, but the world outside the
jail must be worse because it led him into getting put in jail!

So what came before jail has to be hell itself.

"Anything that leads to bad, must be worse."

Put that in your R3SC and smoke it.

>Now, maybe this is an OT drill, maybe it isn't, it's a fifties' approach,
>but as far as handling the fixation aspect, I'd just say, "Be a valence."
>Be another valence. Be a body. Be another body." so on and so forth.

This is all very cute, but indicates that the severity of this
particular pc's condition escapes you, which is fine, means you never been
there your self, for which you should thank your lucky stars :)

Homer

>Les.



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