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RDucharme (VoltR@ctinet.net) wrote:
>At 18:21 30/03/99 -0500, P.Scott wrote:
>Sounds like you're talking about a mass. If it's perceivable and it's
>restimulatable, then it's dead weight that needs to be addressed and handled
>sooner or later. Not-ising one's creations in favor of keying out and going
>up the pole is not a way out or a way to stable O.T. Any full OT worth his
>salt should be able to scan his whole track (even if only by knowingness)
>with full perceptions and without any blocks or dub-in or restimulation.
I agree.
However I find that the 'thing' in my body, although it may be
incident based ultimately, does not run as an incident, as there is
no incident to find, but runs as mechanics. There is something
I am doing through out the day that makes it worse, and to the degree
I spot this process as it is happening, I can keep it from getting very
bad, and then I can replicate what I did to make it worse, and make
it better later in session.
This is in part why 'spotting spots' works so well. I can wake
up with a totally stuffed nose, and spot spots into it for 30 minutes,
and when I mail it, the nose just opens up like an angel spreading
its wings.
As a clarification, it has taken me 20 years to get spotting spots
to actually do anything for me. When I first got into Scientology
I was all fired up about Dianetics 55, but soon gave up hope of
making that stuff work. Now it works like a charm, but a subtle
change has taken place.
I am not just spotting spots. I doing an internal or even
external touch assist, very much like the thetan hand technique.
Sometimes I do it with a mocked up finger, sometimes even with a real
figure, but usually with a micro find attention beam.
I start touching spots in my head and throat and heart from all
angles and very quickly, 1 or twice a second. There is a certain rhythm that
I get into that becomes obvious after a while, the rhythem is sort of
a counter sync with the banks efforts that are dramatizing the thing more
solid.
The touch assisting actually duplicates for a moment a bank effort,
but then withdraws and touches elsewhere before the bank can solidify the
flow. So one trips and starts the bank, but then interrupts it before
it can solidify.
How many of you can open a *TOTALLY* stuffed nose in 5 seconds with
about 20 minutes of work?
And do it consistently?
Its pure magic when it works right.
And here is an example where what turns it on does in fact turn
it off, because as I start poking around I will hit areas that
suddenly and *DRAMATICALLY* close the nose up more, I know that by
continuing to poke around in the same place and doing what just made
it worse, I will nail it and make it better.
On the other hand, I can go out and work, get on the phone, talk
to people, read e-mail etc, all of which makes it very much worse, but
no amount of doing that blows through it and makes it better, it just
gets worse and worse and worse, until the body is almost keeling over
litterally, and when I have pushed it just to see how far I could go,
it took *DAYS* to recover from the damage.
So what turns it on, turns it off, is a mixed blessing.
The turning on that happens when I work is a grind, the turning
on that happens when I spot spots is a blowoff. Big diff.
On leads to life, one leads to death.
Homer
>Robert
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